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My entire body was nagyelo - departed from my mind which was moving a million miles an hour. The lifelessness in my body was battling with the outrage, placing me in an almost fog - like confusion. I stood still in my crouch, my lips stretched over my teeth for half a segundo before the outrage finally won. I didn’t have a chance to look at Edward, but I could hear his growls and sense his indignation…
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Renesmee, to my surprise, had a great time playing dress up with Alice. She loved trying on the dresses that were far too long on her and the heels that she could barely stand in. Although Nessie is shy, she really opens up around Alice. She laughs a lot and her voice becomes madami animated than normal. Her eyes are always wide with curiosity as Alice explains the difference between real and knock off designer labels and other fashion related topics. I’m extremely grateful to have everyone around, to offer Renesmee the things I can’t. Alice is there for her if she ever needs fashion advice. It’s good to have Emmett because he can teach her to play sports… or at least try. Rosalie can teach her how to fix cars and Jasper likes to teach her about numerous history related topics. I can’t forget about Jacob, of course. He’s always there to keep Nessie protected and make her feel madami loved than any almost two taon old in the world, pretty much. I couldn’t ask for a better family to help Edward and I take care of our nudger. She is very lucky… and so are we.
Alice had brought Renesmee back to our cabin after the dress up party. She was still wearing a black toga that was way too long for her, and a beautiful set of pearls on her almost translucent neck. Edward scooped Nessie up and brought her into her room to put on her paborito pj’s and get her ready for bed. After Alice left, I joined Edward in Nessie’s room to read her some stories before she dozed off.
Renesmee was already in a deep sleep sa pamamagitan ng the time Jacob came by. He sinabi he wanted to see Nessie before she went to sleep. He was too late, but asked if he could stay to watch her sleep anyway.This isn’t uncommon for Jacob. When he feels the need to see her he’ll stop by, anytime. He often comes sa pamamagitan ng in the middle of the night just to watch her sleep. He sits sa pamamagitan ng her kama and sometimes we even catch him humming to her. Reminds me of someone.
Edward and I hadn’t hunted in days, and we were feeling somewhat weak from our thirst. Since Jacob was already with Nessie, watching her sleep, we asked if he could stay a little longer to watch her while we went out to hunt. Of course he didn’t mind.
Our hunt was uneventful, like usual. Actually, it was a little too easy. The deers come out closer to the edge of the forest at night, so we didn’t even have to go that deep into the woods. In fact, the edge of the forest was circled sa pamamagitan ng glowing, round beady eyes, all watching Edward and I - waiting for us to make our move, and we did.
I got my deer first. Edward has this thing with making me go first so he can watch me. He thinks it’s entertaining, still. I don’t think he’ll ever get used to seeing me attack and drain the blood from my prey. I don’t blame him, though, considering he once had to drag me to the nurses office in school when we were blood typing.
Once I was done, Edward attacked his deer so fast I almost missed it. He was thirsty.
The forest was quiet, peaceful. Edward walked quickly toward me then leaned over and pressed his beautiful rock lips onto the tuktok of my head. I am still always completely blown away with his perfection. When he’s near me, I feel like I want him closer than what’s even possible. I want him completely pressed against my body, no puwang in between. Sometimes, it feels like I can’t get close enough, like I want to drape him all over myself like a sheet and get Nawawala in him. Like I want him to clasp me into his strong, solid arms and never let go. Never. I feel selfish, though. I get to spend eternity with this Godlike statuesque beauty, yet I want more.
I leaned up and kissed him back, pushing the selfish thoughts from my head. I never thought this serene, beautiful moment would be followed sa pamamagitan ng a living hell. Jacob’s high pitched howl was almost deafening. My entire body was nagyelo - departed from my mind which was moving a million miles an hour. The lifelessness of my body was battling with the outrage, placing me in an almost fog - like confusion. I stood still in my crouch, my lips stretched over my teeth for half a segundo before the outrage finally won. I didn’t have a chance to look at Edward, but I could hear his growls and sense his indignation.
As soon as we were close enough to the cabin that Edward could read Jacob’s mind, he confirmed my deepest fear. “It’s Nessie.” His voice broke with her name. Jacob’s russet balahibo was standing on end, his teeth exposed and snapping louder than I thought possible. I broke free from my fog-like state long enough to demand that Edward tell me what Jacob was thinking. I wanted him to suck the words back up and lunok them as soon as they came out. “It’s Nessie. Someone has her. She’s gone…”
