“Foster?” sinabi a sweet little voice.
“Yes Aria?”
“Can I ask you something?”
“Yeah go ahead?”
“Do you pag-ibig me?” Her voice almost sounded weak and worn.
“I pag-ibig you to the Moon and back and to the star’s above!” He made baybayin to smile when he sinabi it to make her fell happy.
“Can I ask you another thing Foster?” She grabbed his head as he sat susunod to her bed.
“Shore.”
“Why do I look like this?” Her voice began to sound broken and teary. “Why am I so weak and pale and why do I have to be in a wheelchair?” Tears began to form in her eyes as she squeezed his hand.
Foster could still think of the first time he saw Aria. He was 13 years old and he heard crying come from down stairs and there she was sitting in a basket with a note. She was so pale and small like a baby doll. When she saw Foster she stopped crying and smiled. And that’s when he knew he would have to save her.
“Aria things happen for reasons and you were made like this because even though your like this your strong an when people see you they see you as a beautiful happy little girl who gives them hope. Your there angle Aria, and I don’t want you to think anything different then that okay?” He looked into her eyes which were milky and foggy, they were filled with tears.
Foster knew that Aria wasn’t like other girls her age, Aria had Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. When his mother was murdered and his father was in between wife's he meant this women named Eliza and she was Aria’s real mother. Eliza had a problem with drinking and when someone’s pregnant there not so posted to drink but Eliza didn’t listen she was an Alcoholic. So Aria was born with Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. Fetal Alcohol Syndrome damages the brain and nervous in the body. It also in Aria’s case stopped her Buto from growing right and making her disabled, she also has a poor memory at some points and she’s almost blind, but this worst thing is her behavior at some point’s because she can’t control it even at age seven.
“Really Foster?” Her voice began to lighten up.
“Really!” He smiles again but this time he means it.
“But, what about father? Why doesn’t he come see me anymore?” He tell that she really wanted to know why but Foster didn’t know how to answer the question.
“Aria I don’t know why?” His voice sounded like a old record because she always ask that same question.
“But why doesn’t he talk me or see me or ask if I’m okay?!” Her voice begin to sound worried.
“Aria I don’t know!” He yelled in anger. He look over and saw tears in her eyes begin to drip down. “Aria I’m sorry to yell at you but I really don’t know, so can we just drop that now?” His voice sounded sweet and quite.
“Okay Foster, I pag-ibig you.” She stopped and smile then Foster joined in. “I pag-ibig you to the Moon and back and the stars above, And nothing can keep us apart nothing at all. Together forever to death of last breathes I pag-ibig you!” Foster leaded in and gave her a halik on the forehead and sinabi quietly.
“Goodnight Aria.” He walk out of the room and shut off the lights and left her there to sleep and dream...
“Yes Aria?”
“Can I ask you something?”
“Yeah go ahead?”
“Do you pag-ibig me?” Her voice almost sounded weak and worn.
“I pag-ibig you to the Moon and back and to the star’s above!” He made baybayin to smile when he sinabi it to make her fell happy.
“Can I ask you another thing Foster?” She grabbed his head as he sat susunod to her bed.
“Shore.”
“Why do I look like this?” Her voice began to sound broken and teary. “Why am I so weak and pale and why do I have to be in a wheelchair?” Tears began to form in her eyes as she squeezed his hand.
Foster could still think of the first time he saw Aria. He was 13 years old and he heard crying come from down stairs and there she was sitting in a basket with a note. She was so pale and small like a baby doll. When she saw Foster she stopped crying and smiled. And that’s when he knew he would have to save her.
“Aria things happen for reasons and you were made like this because even though your like this your strong an when people see you they see you as a beautiful happy little girl who gives them hope. Your there angle Aria, and I don’t want you to think anything different then that okay?” He looked into her eyes which were milky and foggy, they were filled with tears.
Foster knew that Aria wasn’t like other girls her age, Aria had Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. When his mother was murdered and his father was in between wife's he meant this women named Eliza and she was Aria’s real mother. Eliza had a problem with drinking and when someone’s pregnant there not so posted to drink but Eliza didn’t listen she was an Alcoholic. So Aria was born with Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. Fetal Alcohol Syndrome damages the brain and nervous in the body. It also in Aria’s case stopped her Buto from growing right and making her disabled, she also has a poor memory at some points and she’s almost blind, but this worst thing is her behavior at some point’s because she can’t control it even at age seven.
“Really Foster?” Her voice began to lighten up.
“Really!” He smiles again but this time he means it.
“But, what about father? Why doesn’t he come see me anymore?” He tell that she really wanted to know why but Foster didn’t know how to answer the question.
“Aria I don’t know why?” His voice sounded like a old record because she always ask that same question.
“But why doesn’t he talk me or see me or ask if I’m okay?!” Her voice begin to sound worried.
“Aria I don’t know!” He yelled in anger. He look over and saw tears in her eyes begin to drip down. “Aria I’m sorry to yell at you but I really don’t know, so can we just drop that now?” His voice sounded sweet and quite.
“Okay Foster, I pag-ibig you.” She stopped and smile then Foster joined in. “I pag-ibig you to the Moon and back and the stars above, And nothing can keep us apart nothing at all. Together forever to death of last breathes I pag-ibig you!” Foster leaded in and gave her a halik on the forehead and sinabi quietly.
“Goodnight Aria.” He walk out of the room and shut off the lights and left her there to sleep and dream...
Within the furthest reaches of the puso lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned mga manliligaw have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....
~IF YOU DARE~
~IF YOU DARE~
Shadowing Eternity...
A special place for you and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our pag-ibig lighting the way..
Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..
Our passion flowing in the waves,
My puso stands still.
Awaiting your pace..
Your pag-ibig is my destiny,
your puso is like the soul of God..
Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your puso and in your dreams...
-Beyal
A special place for you and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our pag-ibig lighting the way..
Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..
Our passion flowing in the waves,
My puso stands still.
Awaiting your pace..
Your pag-ibig is my destiny,
your puso is like the soul of God..
Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your puso and in your dreams...
-Beyal
Wrath
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes you feel angry,
And may lead you to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to you until
You realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind you from the truth,
And make you unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And you do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
You hurting other people,
Even though you don't intentionally do it,
Or even if you are blinded sa pamamagitan ng the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain you inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may ipakita up in your fiery head.
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes you feel angry,
And may lead you to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to you until
You realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind you from the truth,
And make you unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And you do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
You hurting other people,
Even though you don't intentionally do it,
Or even if you are blinded sa pamamagitan ng the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain you inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may ipakita up in your fiery head.