I have a little box in my room with my name on it in big blue letters inside the box i everything I want to but behind me...
Inside it lays these things:
My knifes
Pills
Bottles
Notes
The knifes are from a time in my life were slicing up my skin was a way of telling me I was living but deep down inside I know that the felling was just a lie. I once cut alone on my side small enough so no one would notice my I knew it was there and it reminded me of the truth. That I was alone.
The bottles are in there from a time in my life where I used to drink. That was a short time but I never want to go through it again..Its the feeling when you loss yourself your head aches along with your puso and your mind feels like it's going to explode and in that moment you can lose everything you ever loved...
The pills are in there from a time of my life when the lonely was all I felt it felt like the only way out...
The notes are from many things. Some from when I was plaining on killing myself others just talking about what I was going through...
I hope to ilipat on and become happy as I put this little secret box away in my closet it's a reminder that things could be worse and I should be happy...because I want to be happy..trully happy..So we will see what happens..
Inside it lays these things:
My knifes
Pills
Bottles
Notes
The knifes are from a time in my life were slicing up my skin was a way of telling me I was living but deep down inside I know that the felling was just a lie. I once cut alone on my side small enough so no one would notice my I knew it was there and it reminded me of the truth. That I was alone.
The bottles are in there from a time in my life where I used to drink. That was a short time but I never want to go through it again..Its the feeling when you loss yourself your head aches along with your puso and your mind feels like it's going to explode and in that moment you can lose everything you ever loved...
The pills are in there from a time of my life when the lonely was all I felt it felt like the only way out...
The notes are from many things. Some from when I was plaining on killing myself others just talking about what I was going through...
I hope to ilipat on and become happy as I put this little secret box away in my closet it's a reminder that things could be worse and I should be happy...because I want to be happy..trully happy..So we will see what happens..
broken window
Sometimes my puso feels pain,
And I try to hide it away.
And sometimes my puso is made of glass,
And with one touch you'll brake me into a million little pieces.
Sometimes my puso is made of stone,
And it becomes untouchable and shows no emotions.
Sometimes my puso is hot,
And the pag-ibig for you becomes unbareitable.
Sometimes my puso is cold,
It's cold because it's been broken to many times and is hurt.
My puso can be,
In pain,
Made of Glass,
Made of Stone,
Hot and Cold.
But always know that I will pag-ibig you forever....
My love..
Even if this is the last time I will see your face.
I pag-ibig you.
So pag-ibig me,
And hold me.
And rap me up
And breath me.
Because with out you,
i'm nothing....
So pag-ibig me until you can't
pag-ibig me to make me smile..
Just give me this one last wish.
Just me with all your heart
pag-ibig me till my puso stops.
Because I pag-ibig you..
Fierce & Love
Mallory McDonald
And I try to hide it away.
And sometimes my puso is made of glass,
And with one touch you'll brake me into a million little pieces.
Sometimes my puso is made of stone,
And it becomes untouchable and shows no emotions.
Sometimes my puso is hot,
And the pag-ibig for you becomes unbareitable.
Sometimes my puso is cold,
It's cold because it's been broken to many times and is hurt.
My puso can be,
In pain,
Made of Glass,
Made of Stone,
Hot and Cold.
But always know that I will pag-ibig you forever....
My love..
Even if this is the last time I will see your face.
I pag-ibig you.
So pag-ibig me,
And hold me.
And rap me up
And breath me.
Because with out you,
i'm nothing....
So pag-ibig me until you can't
pag-ibig me to make me smile..
Just give me this one last wish.
Just me with all your heart
pag-ibig me till my puso stops.
Because I pag-ibig you..
Fierce & Love
Mallory McDonald
