" I would like to Run away from You, But If You din't come and Stop Me, I would Die..!! "

Life may be was Unfair to Me but Alteast it was Slow. As Slow as I'd rather say It was standing Still. Life brought the thing called pag-ibig to Me.. I was in pag-ibig and this was the pag-ibig at first Site, a Feeling Unknown, Unhoped for, Unexpected in so far as it could be a matter of concious awareness. pag-ibig took the entire possesion of Mine & He understood that this was for life.

I turned back to face tahanan while My Eyes were still digged in the Note. No One knew where I was. I entered My Room. James was Cuddled in the Couch. He might've fallen asleep while watching TV. I was glad that No One's going to Shoot a Question, but before I could make my way to My Room, Alice Grabbed Me sa pamamagitan ng Hand.

"Hey Sweetie, You're Back, How was the Day?" Alice seem delighted with NO reason.

"Oh, things were Tiring" I Yawned.

"Can You please get Me a Cup of Coffee,I'll wait for You on the Terrace" I requested.

"Ehem Ehem" Alice coughed in Sarcasm but accpeted the Request.

I went straight to the tuktok Floor. World was Quiet & Beautiful. I admired the Beauty of Night & Sighed Heavily. Or may be Huffed as I took stairs over the Lift.

"So, once in a while right in the Middle of My Ordinary life, pag-ibig finally decided to Give Me a Fairytale" I smiled at the thought.

"You need a Doctor Psycho, Why do you keep talking to yourself" Alice grimaced

I raised an Eyebrow in Sarcasm.

"So would you like to share.. Uhh.. I wonder what made you so reserved to Yourself ?" Alice streched herself pasulong to Hug Me.

"Alice, Well.. Me.. I'm.. I guess I'm Scared" I answered with a Grin though I can't hide My Wet Eyes.

"Did you meet someone today ??" Alice asked Impatiently

"Oh.. No.. Not Really" I lied.

"... Or May Be.. But I don't wanna talk about that.. Will tell you later" I added.

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Days were Passing with the Wind. He never returned to Me. That was the First & the Last araw I saw that Heavenly Creature. I could'nt breathe with the thought when He Pressed his Lips against My Hairs & whispered at my ears.

"I pag-ibig You"

A Teardrop rolled on My cheek and I stiffened like a Statue. I didn't know what to Say.. I could'nt make any Excuse to myself that might help Me to Live in Peace.

"What could be the Reason that He never ... " I whispered to Myself.

I Held my cell Phone within the Fist. sa pamamagitan ng Now, I had his number memorised but could'nt manage to Dial. I'd never seen this coming to Me. Is that All I Deserve? To be Loved, Only for a While.
Jake was all I needed now to fall into. All I wish from a Wishing Star.

I shuddered with the Flash of My Memories Before Valentine's araw when I was all Alone on the Roads.

Paul, My So-Called friend who declared himself to be in pag-ibig with Me, decided not to talk to me any more. Me too decided to let him Go 'cause I never wanted to make this Hard for Him. I knew It will break his puso one Day.

I locked my Phone in the Drawer and handed the keys to Alice. I lingered and slipped stealthily in kama before giving her a chance to catch My May-be-she-is-crazy-after-all Expressions.

Its been ages I have'nt checked My Mails. So In order to divert my Mind, I powered the Computer ON. I flickered My eyes on the eMails once.

"Where are You Honey. Please Call Me" My Eyes Turned Wide as I saw that Message. I Adjusted Myself Close to the Monitor & tried to concentrate on the eMail while I managed to Breathe. My heartbeats ran so Fast that I had to read it thrice to make a sense out of it.

I ran to Alice.

"Alice, Get Me My Phone Please" I screeched. I felt a lump in my throat while I still stared at the Computer.

"What's Going on ??" Alice said.

"I will tell you later" I snapped.

A part of Me didn't want to ilipat a Muscle, Not because I din't want to listen to that Melodious Voice but I was afraid that I may faint.

I leaned back in the kama and Dialed his Number.

"Oh My God.. You finally Called.. Don't do this to Me ever.. " Jake answered. His words ran so fast out of his mouth that I actually din't get what he said.


I heard his Heavy Sigh.. and I sighed in Relief too...