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Dear Obi,
It has been forever since i seen you last. When will you come home?
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Dear Lorrain,
I wish i could tell you how i feel.
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Dear Obi,
why dont you answer me back?
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Dear Lorrain,
Its hard to explain, i dont think i can make you understand.
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Dear Obi,
why what is it you want to say?
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Dear Lorrain,
I know we were mga kaibigan but i think i pag-ibig you.
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PS: Its about a boy who loves his best friend but she doesnt pag-ibig him back. I know its kind of an awkward thing but its just a beginning and i would like to know what you think.

Still I ipakita No Pain
© Sarah
I don’t scream
I don’t ipakita no fear
I ipakita hate

My face was burning
I wanted to die
Pleasure themselves
But torture me
I don’t cry

Not giving them the satisfaction
Smacked around
Beat down
Still I ipakita now pain

Harder and Harder
Still I ipakita no pain

Cursing
Still I ipakita no pain

Inside me
Still I ipakita no pain

About 2 hours
Felt like a life time
Everything they hoped for they didn’t get

Until I got home
I cried my eyes out

In the shower
I cried my eyes out

On my bed
I cried my eyes out

Best mga kaibigan shoulder
I cried my eyes out

When ever I think about it
I cry my eyes out

When someone touches me
I feel it again
Until I’m aware that its someone I love
And I grow comfortable again


Source: Still I ipakita No Pain, Rape Poems link

I know it's cheesy, but i have no other way to put it
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You see me cry,
you see me bleed,
you see my hurt,
so why wont you talk to me?

You see me look at you when you walk by,
when you're not looking, i sit and cry.

How does it feel,
when the one you love,
thinks you're a freak?

You're the person,
that makes me smile,
but also make me sad,
and when you smile,
at that other girl,
why does it hurt so bad?

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Tell me, are you in pag-ibig with someone who thinks you're weird? Tell me..... Please, because when he walks sa pamamagitan ng me, I feel like my world is falling apart because he doesnt even like me back :'(

(The Ones I love) My Family


I remember when we first met
And I remember you smiling
Can it be true?
That one day
You would be my everything

I remember growing up
I remember the laughter that we shared
And remember you taught me
to seize the moment
and one araw I will prove to you and me

Can't be right
All m life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When you leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
Stay together forever
But I know that one day
You'll have to leave me all the same

I wonder if you know
How much I pag-ibig you
And beleive that every word is true
You've watched me grow up strong
And I know it might seem wrong
But you've earned your rest
So rest your head and dream for me

Can't be right
All my life you've been there for me
And I don't know what I'll do
When you leave me in the end
But I wish we could just
stay together forever
But I know that one araw
You'll leavev me all the same