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the_best_Lover said:
What I think is going to help you most is... stop.
Just stop. For some minutes, an hour, two or more.
Stop thinking about the world outside, your fears, the responsabilities, the inside pain that you can't heal.
Don't think about what people think about you, if what you're doing is right or wrong, how many years of life you have left.
Take a deep breath, and then look at all the beautiful things we have, around the planet.
The bulaklak fields, the sun, the trees, the smiles, happy people, animals, your family, your true friends.
And then, you have to feel blessed. Cause you have the opportunity that many people don't have anymore, or that they wasted, with hate and evilness.
The air you breathe is a blessing. The life, your heartbeat, your reflection in the mirror... they are all blessings.
Sometimes, crying may help. To release the "monsters" inside you.
But, as I say to myself, crying isn't going to resolve nothing. It just leaves you sad, with the big and red nose, snot everywhere, a wet and swollen face...
Your problems are not going to dissapear, your life is not going to stay perfect, as a fairytale.
There's no such things as fairytales. Just happy moments. And you're the responsable for them.
Who else can change or build your life, unless you? You are the boss, you drive yourself, you have to decide your life.
Cause it's you who is living, not others. Is only you.
And you... well, you are beautiful.
That's all I can say. I hope this has helped you.
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