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JosepineJackson said:
Ugh, this hits me hard... Well, I didn't have much special plans, but I really hope that the whole corona thing will be away, at least sa pamamagitan ng susunod spring/summer. I just really need to socialize finally, I have been living in this isolation mode, for pretty much my whole life, not only these last months, so this just kills all my chances to get my freedom any sooner... It's just very hard for me to talk about it. I believe, sa pamamagitan ng now, my mental health is already in the point of no turning back. It's getting worse, both physically and mentally. I need people, lots of people, events, adventures, peace, freedom. I believe in this mode of living, sa pamamagitan ng spring I'll already be completely destroyed. But on a madami neutral note, I would really want to attend Tarja pasko ipakita this December, for the first time in Latvia, you know... But 1) I'm sure it'll be cancelled due to corona mess 2) it's in Riga - almost 100 kilometres away and nobody will take me there. It would be a nice beginning to get out in public for me though. You know the peaceful and x-masy vibe those shows have. So different from the loud, crowded concerst she usually has (however I wouldn't mind attending one like that too, someday when I slowly get rid of my social anxiety) Anyway, I still can watch bidyo of nakaraan years shows in Moscow and stuff...This one is so cute and heartwarming, and the little Naomi... <3 But it's not the ipakita itself, it's the event and getting out of home, being among people, doing Something!
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