I want to say yes but then I really don't know. I can barely define goth. Too much interpretations of this culture, which leaves me to give it my own ideas about it.

Anyways, in my childhood, it was just too much confusion, sorrow, loneliness and hatred. All that, just combined myself to separate from what is popular. At the end, its just darkness and hatred that really led to what I am now.

I don't know. I always considered myself wierd.. 'cause l loved totally difrent stuff than my 'friends' (like music, believes..). Because of my shyness l became very sensitive and that leaded to loneliness. l never dress gothic, just my sad and angry behaviour and look pushed people away!