I always knew
But I refused
To believe it
Cause I hoped
That somehow
She would accept me
For who I really am
But she didn't
I'm nothing to her
She doesn't care
I think she'd rather have
That I would close my eyes
And never open them again
I know that she wanted
A girly daughter
One that loves make-up
Dresses and shoes
But I'm not like that
I don't want to be like that
So she hates me
I wish
That I was born into another family
That loved me for who I am
That sometimes would say that I look pretty
That they pag-ibig me
That they care
My family only cares about my little sister
And her stupid boyfriend
Cause she's so cool
She can do anything
Everyone loves her
And she's perfect
While I feel down all the time
And I don't look pretty
I look average
And I can't do anything better
Oh cruel world
Just let me die
I hate this life
I hate my life
Could you please pull out the key
That keeps my puso going
It would give me peace
Then I could go
To a place where I'm loved
For who I am
Wouldn't that be wonderful?
It sure would be
I close my eyes
And slowly drift away
To that wonderful heaven
