Dear Michael Its One Of Your fans Janyce. I Just Wanted To Say That I Miss You. And Every Moonwalker Misses You And Your Family. I Never Really Write Letters Or Things About My Feelings So Please madala With Me And Im Not Great At Spelling. I Couldnt Sleep Last Night,It Was Hard For Me To Fall Asleep. I Also Wasnt Really Hungry For hapunan Last Night But I Still Ate. Im Really Trying My Hardest To Not Cry But Its Hard,It Really Is. I Just Wiped A Tear From My Eye. If You Would Of Still Of Been Alive Then Everything Thats Going On Wouldnt Have Even Happen. But Thats What I Believe. I Havent Talked To Alot Of People Since I Got Up Today And I Plan On Not Really Talking Alot Today. But Im Going To Try Really Hard To Not Break Down And Cry.

I Remember What I Was Doing When I Found Out The Awful Terrable News. I Just Got Out Of The paliguan And I Was Getting Ready To Go To My Public Liebrary. I Just Got Done Putting On My Shoes When My Dad Came Out Of My Mom And His Room And Since I Had The Remote He Told Me To Put On Any News Station So I Turn To CNN And When I Saw That You Died I Didnt Know What To Do. My Mom Was Crying And My Dad Went Back Into His And My Mom's Room And I Saw Your Brother Speaking And I Still Didnt Know What To Do, I Was Speechless. It Was 5:26pm In Florida. But That Night When I Went To kama I Cried And Cried. I Didnt Go To kama Untill 5 am. And The susunod araw I Was A Reck. Then Your Memorial Service Aired And I Cried My Eyes Out During The Whole Thing. I Nawawala It When Paris sinabi Her Little Speech: "Ever Since I Was Born Daddy Has Been The Best Father You Could Imagine And I Just Want To Say That I pag-ibig You❤,So Much. That Was The Sadist Thing I Have Ever Heard. And When I First Saw This Is It I Couldnt Handle Watching It But I Did. Then The susunod taon I Spent My Whole Summer Learning madami About You And I Watched Almost Everything That Had You In It On Youtube. And I Saw All Of Your Mini Movies(Music Videos) And I Still Do This Today. I Can Remember When I Got My First Mix Cd With Some Of Your Songs On It. And I Can Remember When I Got Bad And Dangerous Special Edition Cd For pasko And I Still Have Them Today And Let Me Tell you They Are Well Loved And I Also Got A Book Filled With Pictures Of You When You Were In The Jackson 5/Jacksons Up To The Later Years And That Book Is Well Loved As Well Lol. I Think I Got Them In 2009 Or 2010 I Cant Really Remeber Which pasko taon It Was Lol. I Can Also Remeber When I First Saw The Dangerous Tour Live In Buchurest. My Mouth Was Open And I Was In pag-ibig And Amazed. I Also Remeber When I Saw The Simpsons Episode Where You Were A Guest Star. Everytime I Hear You Sing Lisa Its Your Birthday It Makes Me Cry. It Really Does. And I Do Not Know Why. I Remeber When I First Saw Ghosts,Moonwalker, And Your Private tahanan Movies. I Loved❤❤❤ All Of Them And I Loved❤❤❤ Every Moment Of It. They All Made Me Laugh,Sing Along And Cry. You Were A Great Actor And If You Didnt Make It In The Music Industry Then You Would Of Been An Awsome,Teriffic,Cool And Great Actor And I Would Of See Every Movie You Would Of Acted In. Its The Truth.

Everyday You Insipre Me To Be My Very Best And To Try My Best At Everything I Do. But Its Hard Sometimes Because Alot Of people Can Be Mean You Know How That Feels. You Also Helped Me Through A Dark TimeIn My Life Where I Was Not Myself And I Was In A Dark Hole And I Couldnt Get Out Of It. You Saved My Life. Your Music And Voice Soothed Me To Sleep When I Couldnt And Helped Me To Live Another Day. And I Thank You For That.

(This Is A Poem I Wrote. It Somewhat Explains How My Life Was During My Dark Times. Its One Of My Unfinished Poems But Its Also One Of My Poems That I Cant Finish, I Hope That Made Sense. Its Hard To Explaine.)
Evil
your a firework in my eyes
you were with me in your music and mini pelikula when the evil was trying to beat me down further in the depths of hell
you helped me lived another araw when the evil was in my life
i was going to give up but then i thought what would you do if you were still alive
your simile,your laugh helped me
i was on the verg of calling it quits
but i didnt because i would have left my family,friends,and the other people that i pag-ibig with all of my heart.
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(This Poem Explains My Life During The Dark Times A Little Bit madami Better That The Last One. And When I Was Pagsulat This I Was Thinking Of Michael As A Best Friend, And In A Way A Boyfriend. This Poem Explains What I Went Through And Its The Truth. Thank God Im Not Going Through This Anymore.)
Abuse
He left me battered, beaten and hurt
Every night I wanted to give up and not live anymore
Many days and many nights I was in pain and I cried so much
I wanted everything to end
I wanted every thing to stop
Physically, mentally verbally abused
That was my life and no one understood me
I felt like no one cared or even thought about me
I now replay the multiple bidyo that are in my head
Im forever scared, forever hurt, forever left alone in the dark, left alone in the pits of hell
BUT Then you came and raised me from the pits of hell i lived in
You loved me when i didnt pag-ibig myself
You saved me from an early death that i was going to create
You were their when no one was their when i needed them
You wanted me and that means alot to me
You are my Gardian Angel, My LOVE, My everything
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I Just Wish That The Press Would Of Have Left You Alone. You Didnt Diserve The Pain And Hurt That You Went Through And It Makes Me Sad And Mad When The Press Still Talks About You In An Untruthful Maner. And It Hurts Me When People Say That You Hurt Children When You Didnt At All. You Would Slit Your Own Wrist Before You Would Ever Harm A Child. And It Hurts Me When People Say That Paris Prince And Blanket Are Not Your Children When They Are. It Hurts Me Knowing That Paris Misses You But I Know That Your With Her In Spirit And I Know Its The Same With Blanket And Prince. I Know That You Loved Your Children With Every Bone In Your Body And From The Deepest Part Of Your Soul. I Wish That I Can Bring You Back, I Really Do. I Also Wish That You Could Come Back For A taon Just A Year. Then All Of Us Moonwalkers Would Be Able To See You Again. And Then You Would Be Able To Spend Time With Your Children.

Michael If I Was Able To Meet You I Would Say: "Michael I Love❤ You With All Of My Heart❤ I Know That You Hear That From Alot Of Your fans But I Mean It. I Love❤ You So Much That It Hurts Sometimes. Yeah I May Sound Stupid But I Dont Care." Then I Would Ask If I Can Have A Hug And If I Was Lucky Enough Then Both Me And Michael Would Hug Each Other. And I Would Possably Cry But i Would Try To Hold Back My Tears. But Im A Real Emotional Person So Yeah That Would Be Hard. Now If I Saw Michael Out In Public With His Kids I Would Just Walk sa pamamagitan ng And Say Hi. I Wouldnt Ask For Anything At All. And Its The Same Way If I Ever See Paris,Prince And Blanket In Public I Would Just Walk sa pamamagitan ng And Say Hi And Thats That.

I Sometimes Feel That Im Michael's Friend And Im His Other Sister And I Sometimes Well Most Of The Time I Feel Like Me And Michael Is In A Realtionship. You Can Call Me Crazy,Weird,Or Dumb But Thats How I Feel. I Truely Think That Me And Michael Would Of Been The Best Of Friends. Just Like Him And Elizabeth Taylor. On That Note Elizabeth And Michael Were The Best Of mga kaibigan Untill The Sad End. I Truely Believe That Elizabeth Coulndt Live Without Her Best Friend So That Is One Reason Why She Became An Angel Like Michael Did.

Im Going To Be Honest Awhile Back I Was Watching The World Music Awards Performance Of Earth And When I Was Watching It I Felt A Cold Breaze And Then I Heard Michael's Voice And He Was Talking To Me And He sinabi JJ(Which Is My Nickname) I Love❤ You And Your Not Alone For I Am With You. Then My Left Cheeck Became Cold. I Think Michael Kissed Me. Exactly On The One taon Aniversary I Was Comming Back From My mga kaibigan House And Her Mom Was Driving Me tahanan When I Saw Michael In The Clouds I Wish I Had A Camra. He Had A Big Smile On His Face And It Made Me Smile. And That araw Was Bright And Sunny. And You Could See Some Sunlight Behind Michael And It Looked Like He Was Glowing. It Was Beautiful And It Made Me Tear Up A Little Bit. And I Have Seen Michael's Ghost Before. And I Do Believe That He Is Still Hear On Earth Because He Has Some Unfinished Busness but He Doesnt Stay All The Time. He Visits Us And He Makes Sure That His Family And Paris,Prince & Blanket Is Ok. Thats What I Believe. Last Night Before I Went To kama I Saw Michael's Ghost And He Looked Sad And I Wanted To Hug Him And Comfort Him But He Left Before I Could Of sinabi Anything.

(Here Is A Poem That I Wrote Awhile Back. It Is Loosely Based On Michael's Sone One madami Chance At Love.)
One madami Chance
If i could have one madami chance i would bring you back
If i had one madami chance i would take away all the pain that the press gave you
If i had one madami chance you would have never left us you would still be hear today and forever more
If i had one madami chance i would have been able to meet you in person
But that chance is gone but my dream will never ever be forgotten
Because you are in my puso always and forever untill the araw i die
I will always pag-ibig you
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(This Is One Of My Old Poems I Wrote Last Year. Idk If I Ever Posted It.)
3 Years

Its Been 3 Years Since You Left

June 25th Was The araw The World Had Stop Moving 2009 Was The taon 2:26 Was The Time (5:26 Was The Time In Florida)

I Was 14 At The Time

Your Name Was On The News Saying That You Were Dead

CNN,MSNBC,VH1,MTV All sinabi The Same Thing,Then Your Brother Came On And Announced To The World That You Were Dead

You Were Only 50 When You Left Us

You Were Prepairing For Your Upcomming Concert

The konsiyerto That Would Be Your Very Last

The Last Curtain Call, This Is It The fans Were Screaming Your Name

Now They Were Morning

People Were Asking Why Did You Have To Go And Leave Our World So Cold

Then 2 Years After Your Death Dr.Conrad Murrey Was Sent To Jail

We Heard Your Voice We Saw Your Picture

It Was Unimaginable To Hear Your Voice

It Was Not How We Rememberd It, It Was Druged It Was Hard To Hear It

You On A Hospital Gurtie Was To Hard To See,To Hard To Handle,To Hard To Imagine

All Of Us Were Used To Seeing You Happy And Filled With Joy

We Saw Your Memorial Service

We Saw Your Daughter Crying

Now You Would Be Proud Of Your Children

Its Been 3 Birthdays Since You Left

Its Been 3 Christmas's Since You Became An Angel

You Were Truely Gone To Soon

Its Been 3 Very Long Very Sad Years

But....

We Will Always Celebrate Your Life,Your Legacy,Your L.O.V.E. <3

Michael Jackson

You Will Never Be Forgotten.
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(Here Is Another Old Poem. Its Not Really Good But Thats Just Me.)

Why did you leave me

Do you understand that when you left my puso broke into a million pieces
I know it wasnt your falt but i want you to come back
I want be able to see you
I want to know if your ok
I want to know if you are happy
I want to go back to the times when you were happy and filled with joy before you were hurt beyound belief
When i see you in pictures i have of you during your times of hell i start to cry
Your soul was broken and you were getting ready to break and i could see that
I could not stand seeing you like that
I was so used to seeing you filled with so much joy you were glowing with it
But no matter what you stayed strong
When i heard you were gone i was speechless i had tears running down my face i did not understand why you left without a goodby
Then a taon passed sa pamamagitan ng and i was heartbroken when it hit that mark
I wanted you to come back
Then a taon became 2 years and my puso was still broken but now i went to kama with tears in my eyes and i cryed myself to sleep
I try to think about the happy times but the tears still fell
Then 2 years became 3 years and im still crying but on the inside
People critzie me because of my pag-ibig i have for you and it hurts when people do that
My puso is still broken but its getting fixed
You are my HERO
You are my inspiration
You are my EVERYTHING
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Ok Well I Feel Like Im Talking WAY To Much So Im Going To End This Now. Michael I pag-ibig You❤❤❤ And I Miss You So Much. I Can Already Tell That The Rest Of My araw Is Going To Be Hard But Im Going To Try To Remeber The Good Times That You Had And Im Going To Try My Very Best Not To Cry But It Might Stil Happen Who Knows.

☮Michael Jackson☮ The ♕King Of Pop♕
✞ August 29 1958- June 25 2009 ✞ We Never Can Say Goodbye
Although Michael Is Gone He Is Still In Our Hearts ❤ ❤ And He Still Lives On In His Music♪ ♫ ♩ ♬. ❤❤We ⓁⓄⓋⒺ You❤❤ To Quote Michael Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Michael Was Truely Gone Too Soon.


ⒹⓄⓃⓉ ⓁⒺⒶⓋⒺ Ⓐ ⒸⓄⓂⓂⒺⓃⓉ If You Have Nothing Nice To Say. Plane And Simple. I Dont Want Any Haters To Leave Their Hate On Here. Thanks For Understanding.

Enjoy The Pictures At The End Of This. And Believe Me Their Are Alot. And I Mean ALOT. Lol.