After Rehearsals Ended
Michael called Bill to the studio. Janelle's legs were still rather weak and she could still barely walk. She would get a few steps for a while, but then collapse onto the ground. Michael would have to help her tonight with her walking when they go to dinner, but...he was thinking that tonight could be just for him and her so he can get to know her better.
"Hey, Janelle." He said.
"Yes, Michael?" Janelle responded, turning to him.
"Um...well...I was thinking..." He started to blush a little. "Could...could tonight be...you know...just for us? Just you and me?"
Janelle seemed shocked that he would ask that. "What about Coraline?"
"Can't Sally watch her for at least an oras or two more?"
She looked down. "I can't put the burden on Sally. I have to be able to put Coraline to bed."
Michael tried to think of another way. Then an idea came to his mind. "I got an idea! I can have one of my bodyguards watch her while we're out. Come on, Janelle..." He took her hands in his. "Please? So we can have a private time together?"
She blushed a little and looked down at their hands. She looked back up at him. "Michael...I...uh..."
He gave her the tuta eyes and she bit her lip.
'Oh man...' She thought. "Okay, Michael. Okay. We can have a private hapunan together."
He smiled and hugged her. "Thank you. I just don't want the press wondering if Coraline would be our child. It'll put all three of us at risk and my mother would be questioning."
She hugged him back. She wouldn't want that to happen to either of them. Coraline's identity being revealed and the press asking about them. Michael looked up and saw Bill and released the hug and stood up.
"Well, let's get going to pick her up from Sally's."
He held out his hand to her and she took it and he put his arm around her waist and helped her to the limo. Once he got her in and got in himself, Bill drove them off to Sally's house, them talking along the way about the dance they were gonna come up with for Bad.
After 12 Minutes
Bill stopped the car and opened the door. Michael turned to Janelle.
"I'll go get Coraline since you can still barely walk and you had almost stumbled down the stairs at the studio." He said.
Janelle nodded. "Okay." She said.
Michael got out of the car and went up to the door and knocked. Sally opened the door and smiled.
"Why hello, Michael. Here for Coraline?" She asked.
He nodded. "Yes I am. Is she ready?"
She nodded and turned to the hallway to Pumpkin's room. "Coraline! Michael's here!"
She heard her running out of the room and when she saw Michael, she jumped at him and hugged him.
"Michael!!" She said, giggling.
He giggled and hugged her back. "Hey Coraline."
He thanked her for watching her and got her to the car.
"Hey mommy!"
Janelle giggled. "Hey sweetie, did you have fun?"
She nodded. "Yes I did! We played dress up!"
"Ooo, that does sound like fun."
Once Coraline was settled in her seat, Bill started driving back to the hotel. Coraline would wanna go from sitting in her upuan to sitting on Michael's lap to sitting on Janelle's lap in that order, but she would spend most of her time sitting on Janelle's and Michael's laps. It would make them all giggle how she couldn't keep still. But hey, she was only 4 years old. She couldn't help it.
After About 15 Minutes
Bill finally got to the hotel and parked the limo. Michael got out first, helped Coraline out of the limo, then held his hand out to Janelle. She took his hand and he helped her out and put his arm around her and helped her into the hotel. Coraline held onto Janelle's other hand and they got into the elevator. Michael wanted to bring up dinner, but he couldn't because Coraline would hear it. He had to wait a little bit until he could discuss it. Once the elevator stopped, they got out and headed down the hallway to the back two suites. Once they got there, Janelle took out her key and opened the door to hers and Coraline's room and Coraline ran in. Even though she couldn't keep still, she jumped onto the kama and literally fell asleep. She had a fun, yet tiring araw playing with Pumpkin. Michael helped her into her room and helped her to the bed.
"Do we gotta dress up?" She asked.
He giggled a little and shook his head. "Nah, you don't have to. Where we're going is a casual restaurant." He said.
She giggled a little. "Oh alright. So I don't have to change?"
"Not unless you wanna go in your work clothes. I'll probably just change my shirt."
"Alright. I'll probably change my shirt, too. Want the key to the room so you can help me up after you change?"
He giggled. "Alright."
She handed him the key and he left the room to change his shirt. Janelle picked up her suitcase and looked through it and found a purple, pink, black and white plaid shirt. She took it out and took off her shirt, leaving her tank tuktok on and put the sando over it and buttoned it up to where the tuktok two don't close and still cover her chest. She managed to ilipat her legs a little, but they still felt like halaya and it was still hard for her to walk without collapsing. She heard the door open and looked up to see Michael standing there with a black and white striped polo sando on.
"Ready to go?" He asked.
She nodded. "Yeah, I'm ready to go. Is there a bodyguard out there?"
"Two of them. One to watch my door for a distraction and one to watch Coraline."
She giggled a little. "Makes it seem madami like you'd occupy two rooms."
He giggled and tilted his head. "Would seem like it. Well, let's go."
He walked over to the kama and helped her up and they headed out of the room and to the elevator. When they got down to the first floor, they headed to the limo and Bill drove them off.
After 30 Minutes
Janelle and Michael had soon arrived at the restaurant and they went inside. They sat down at a far end mesa and ordered and started talking.
"So...you've been famous at a young age, too?" Michael asked.
Janelle nodded. "Exactly. But that's not what I wanted. I wanted to be normal, play with other kids, go to school, just have a normal life. My so called father didn't make it so I could have a normal childhood." She said.
"I understand that. I wish I could go back in time and do that. But sadly, I can't. susunod year, I'll be 30...oh gosh...I wish I could go back in time and make it easier for me to have a normal childhood. I need a time machine."
She giggled. "So do I. But other than pag-awit and dancing and acting, what else do you do?"
Michael told her that he, when he would stay with Diana Ross when he was little, would draw and paint and such. Other than that, he'd work. He'd play with his brothers sometimes, but it wasn't enough for him to have his brothers as his only friends.
"I understand that. Ryan was my only friend."
"Yeah. What about you?"
She told him that she would draw in her free time and write stories off the tuktok of her head in a journal or she'd write in it about what happened one day. He could tell she was very creative, just like him. They had a lot in common with each other and he thought that he could definitely be hers...if she likes him, that is. He does like her, but he doesn't know if she likes him the way he likes her. She was thinking the same. Does he like her the way she likes him? (Stay tuned!)
Michael called Bill to the studio. Janelle's legs were still rather weak and she could still barely walk. She would get a few steps for a while, but then collapse onto the ground. Michael would have to help her tonight with her walking when they go to dinner, but...he was thinking that tonight could be just for him and her so he can get to know her better.
"Hey, Janelle." He said.
"Yes, Michael?" Janelle responded, turning to him.
"Um...well...I was thinking..." He started to blush a little. "Could...could tonight be...you know...just for us? Just you and me?"
Janelle seemed shocked that he would ask that. "What about Coraline?"
"Can't Sally watch her for at least an oras or two more?"
She looked down. "I can't put the burden on Sally. I have to be able to put Coraline to bed."
Michael tried to think of another way. Then an idea came to his mind. "I got an idea! I can have one of my bodyguards watch her while we're out. Come on, Janelle..." He took her hands in his. "Please? So we can have a private time together?"
She blushed a little and looked down at their hands. She looked back up at him. "Michael...I...uh..."
He gave her the tuta eyes and she bit her lip.
'Oh man...' She thought. "Okay, Michael. Okay. We can have a private hapunan together."
He smiled and hugged her. "Thank you. I just don't want the press wondering if Coraline would be our child. It'll put all three of us at risk and my mother would be questioning."
She hugged him back. She wouldn't want that to happen to either of them. Coraline's identity being revealed and the press asking about them. Michael looked up and saw Bill and released the hug and stood up.
"Well, let's get going to pick her up from Sally's."
He held out his hand to her and she took it and he put his arm around her waist and helped her to the limo. Once he got her in and got in himself, Bill drove them off to Sally's house, them talking along the way about the dance they were gonna come up with for Bad.
After 12 Minutes
Bill stopped the car and opened the door. Michael turned to Janelle.
"I'll go get Coraline since you can still barely walk and you had almost stumbled down the stairs at the studio." He said.
Janelle nodded. "Okay." She said.
Michael got out of the car and went up to the door and knocked. Sally opened the door and smiled.
"Why hello, Michael. Here for Coraline?" She asked.
He nodded. "Yes I am. Is she ready?"
She nodded and turned to the hallway to Pumpkin's room. "Coraline! Michael's here!"
She heard her running out of the room and when she saw Michael, she jumped at him and hugged him.
"Michael!!" She said, giggling.
He giggled and hugged her back. "Hey Coraline."
He thanked her for watching her and got her to the car.
"Hey mommy!"
Janelle giggled. "Hey sweetie, did you have fun?"
She nodded. "Yes I did! We played dress up!"
"Ooo, that does sound like fun."
Once Coraline was settled in her seat, Bill started driving back to the hotel. Coraline would wanna go from sitting in her upuan to sitting on Michael's lap to sitting on Janelle's lap in that order, but she would spend most of her time sitting on Janelle's and Michael's laps. It would make them all giggle how she couldn't keep still. But hey, she was only 4 years old. She couldn't help it.
After About 15 Minutes
Bill finally got to the hotel and parked the limo. Michael got out first, helped Coraline out of the limo, then held his hand out to Janelle. She took his hand and he helped her out and put his arm around her and helped her into the hotel. Coraline held onto Janelle's other hand and they got into the elevator. Michael wanted to bring up dinner, but he couldn't because Coraline would hear it. He had to wait a little bit until he could discuss it. Once the elevator stopped, they got out and headed down the hallway to the back two suites. Once they got there, Janelle took out her key and opened the door to hers and Coraline's room and Coraline ran in. Even though she couldn't keep still, she jumped onto the kama and literally fell asleep. She had a fun, yet tiring araw playing with Pumpkin. Michael helped her into her room and helped her to the bed.
"Do we gotta dress up?" She asked.
He giggled a little and shook his head. "Nah, you don't have to. Where we're going is a casual restaurant." He said.
She giggled a little. "Oh alright. So I don't have to change?"
"Not unless you wanna go in your work clothes. I'll probably just change my shirt."
"Alright. I'll probably change my shirt, too. Want the key to the room so you can help me up after you change?"
He giggled. "Alright."
She handed him the key and he left the room to change his shirt. Janelle picked up her suitcase and looked through it and found a purple, pink, black and white plaid shirt. She took it out and took off her shirt, leaving her tank tuktok on and put the sando over it and buttoned it up to where the tuktok two don't close and still cover her chest. She managed to ilipat her legs a little, but they still felt like halaya and it was still hard for her to walk without collapsing. She heard the door open and looked up to see Michael standing there with a black and white striped polo sando on.
"Ready to go?" He asked.
She nodded. "Yeah, I'm ready to go. Is there a bodyguard out there?"
"Two of them. One to watch my door for a distraction and one to watch Coraline."
She giggled a little. "Makes it seem madami like you'd occupy two rooms."
He giggled and tilted his head. "Would seem like it. Well, let's go."
He walked over to the kama and helped her up and they headed out of the room and to the elevator. When they got down to the first floor, they headed to the limo and Bill drove them off.
After 30 Minutes
Janelle and Michael had soon arrived at the restaurant and they went inside. They sat down at a far end mesa and ordered and started talking.
"So...you've been famous at a young age, too?" Michael asked.
Janelle nodded. "Exactly. But that's not what I wanted. I wanted to be normal, play with other kids, go to school, just have a normal life. My so called father didn't make it so I could have a normal childhood." She said.
"I understand that. I wish I could go back in time and do that. But sadly, I can't. susunod year, I'll be 30...oh gosh...I wish I could go back in time and make it easier for me to have a normal childhood. I need a time machine."
She giggled. "So do I. But other than pag-awit and dancing and acting, what else do you do?"
Michael told her that he, when he would stay with Diana Ross when he was little, would draw and paint and such. Other than that, he'd work. He'd play with his brothers sometimes, but it wasn't enough for him to have his brothers as his only friends.
"I understand that. Ryan was my only friend."
"Yeah. What about you?"
She told him that she would draw in her free time and write stories off the tuktok of her head in a journal or she'd write in it about what happened one day. He could tell she was very creative, just like him. They had a lot in common with each other and he thought that he could definitely be hers...if she likes him, that is. He does like her, but he doesn't know if she likes him the way he likes her. She was thinking the same. Does he like her the way she likes him? (Stay tuned!)
The susunod araw Michael sinabi " Hannah sweetheart wake up" Hannah didnt wake up Michael sinabi " Hannah wake up" Michael sinabi " baby Isabella wake up" Isabella sinabi " yes what happen?" Michael sinabi " Hannah isn't waking up" Isabella sinabi " baby take Hannah take her to hospital" Hannah sinabi " daddy daddy" Michael OMG Hannah what happen?" Hannah sinabi " i had a bad dream daddy" Michael sinabi " what happen in the dream" Hannah sinabi " Daddy i saw monsters trynna to get me" Michael sinabi " it be ok Hannah me and Isabella are here ok you don't have to worry about ok Hannah" Hannah sinabi " ok Daddy" so the rest of the araw was fun family time together it was nice and sweet then Hannah was fast sleep and Michael sinabi " so baby what do u want do tonight u want watch a movie" Isabella sinabi " idk " Michael sinabi " ok i am go sleep " Isabella sinabi " alright baby " halik goodnight . to be contuine
after chatting, they have hapunan and talk about how things after she moved to LA, after that, they have a super soaker fight.
and when all of the people in the house are allready go out from the house,
suddenly michael jackson see a letter inside joshephine's bag, and he start to readingit. then he surprised that inside the letter that said:
" dear joshephine, i know that your mom and dad is on the way to indonesia, but is hard to tell me that both of your parents didn't make it, they bought die in a plane crash. that make all of the crue and passenger died, so as hard that i have to tell you that, i have to send you to los angeles with your aunt, to start all over with a brand new life.
hope you understand me, that i am very sorry about your lost.
dr.maria"
michael is so surprised because of that, and knowing josephine is an orphan now.
and when all of the people in the house are allready go out from the house,
suddenly michael jackson see a letter inside joshephine's bag, and he start to readingit. then he surprised that inside the letter that said:
" dear joshephine, i know that your mom and dad is on the way to indonesia, but is hard to tell me that both of your parents didn't make it, they bought die in a plane crash. that make all of the crue and passenger died, so as hard that i have to tell you that, i have to send you to los angeles with your aunt, to start all over with a brand new life.
hope you understand me, that i am very sorry about your lost.
dr.maria"
michael is so surprised because of that, and knowing josephine is an orphan now.
one day, there's a girl name josephine, who just moved to LA with her aunt. after moving in, she goes to an pagganap school. the same school with michael jackson kids.
and at the first araw at school, it seems like 4ever 4 her.after school, she goes tahanan to her house that only 4 bloks away from neverland.
and at the susunod day, she goes to the same class with paris. then, paris and her group is planning to prank josephine.
she planned that at p.e, when it's dogeball time, they all gonna beat joshephine. then, that all happen with only a split of minute.
because of that, josephine have to go to th nurse room.
but the susunod day, is the worst araw for paris. paris almost always fail her math. but, as the teacher see that josephine is really really good at math, the math teacher told josephine to tutor paris.
for joshephine, it's really ok. but 4 paris, it was the worst araw and the worst felling ever...
and at the first araw at school, it seems like 4ever 4 her.after school, she goes tahanan to her house that only 4 bloks away from neverland.
and at the susunod day, she goes to the same class with paris. then, paris and her group is planning to prank josephine.
she planned that at p.e, when it's dogeball time, they all gonna beat joshephine. then, that all happen with only a split of minute.
because of that, josephine have to go to th nurse room.
but the susunod day, is the worst araw for paris. paris almost always fail her math. but, as the teacher see that josephine is really really good at math, the math teacher told josephine to tutor paris.
for joshephine, it's really ok. but 4 paris, it was the worst araw and the worst felling ever...
Michael my heart,
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our pag-ibig will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I pag-ibig you madami and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My puso popped out and I saw butterflies,
you sinabi you pag-ibig me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your halik was so tender and sweet.
pag-ibig and miss you !! ♥
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our pag-ibig will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I pag-ibig you madami and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My puso popped out and I saw butterflies,
you sinabi you pag-ibig me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your halik was so tender and sweet.
pag-ibig and miss you !! ♥
Ryan White, symbol of justice
Or child of innocence, messenger of love
Where are you now, where have you gone?
Ryan White, I miss your sunny days
We carelessly frolicked in extended plays
I miss you, Ryan White
I miss your smile, innocent and bright
I miss your glory, I miss your light
Ryan White, symbol of contradiction
Child of Irony, or child of fiction?
I think of your shattered life
Of your struggle, of your strife
While ladies dance in the moonlit night
Champage parties on charted cruises
I see your wasted form, your ghostly sight
I feel your festering wounds, your battered bruises
Ryan White, symbol of agony and pain
Of ignorant fear gone insane
In a hysterical society
With free-floating anxiety
And feigned piety
I miss you, Ryan White
You showed us how to stand and fight
In the rain you were the cloudburst joy
The sparkle of hope in every girl and boy
In the depths of your anguished sorrow
Was the dream of another tomorrow
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Or child of innocence, messenger of love
Where are you now, where have you gone?
Ryan White, I miss your sunny days
We carelessly frolicked in extended plays
I miss you, Ryan White
I miss your smile, innocent and bright
I miss your glory, I miss your light
Ryan White, symbol of contradiction
Child of Irony, or child of fiction?
I think of your shattered life
Of your struggle, of your strife
While ladies dance in the moonlit night
Champage parties on charted cruises
I see your wasted form, your ghostly sight
I feel your festering wounds, your battered bruises
Ryan White, symbol of agony and pain
Of ignorant fear gone insane
In a hysterical society
With free-floating anxiety
And feigned piety
I miss you, Ryan White
You showed us how to stand and fight
In the rain you were the cloudburst joy
The sparkle of hope in every girl and boy
In the depths of your anguished sorrow
Was the dream of another tomorrow
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People ask me how I make music. I tell them I
just step into it.It's like stepping into a river and
joining the flow. Every moment in the river has
it's song. So I stay in the moment and listen.
What I hear is never the same. A walk
through the woods brings a light, crackling
song:Leaves rustle in the wind, birds chatter and
Squirrels scold, twigs crunch underfoot, and
the beat of my puso holds it all together. When
you sumali the flow, the music is inside and outside,
and both are the same. As long as I can listen to
the moment, I'll always have music.
just step into it.It's like stepping into a river and
joining the flow. Every moment in the river has
it's song. So I stay in the moment and listen.
What I hear is never the same. A walk
through the woods brings a light, crackling
song:Leaves rustle in the wind, birds chatter and
Squirrels scold, twigs crunch underfoot, and
the beat of my puso holds it all together. When
you sumali the flow, the music is inside and outside,
and both are the same. As long as I can listen to
the moment, I'll always have music.
Michael Jackson's children definitely have the bug -- the one that makes you give away large sums of money -- because they just helped make a $10,000 donation to one of MJ's paborito charities.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.
Earlier this week, Prince, Paris, and Blanket presented a check for $10K to the L.A. Housing Corporation -- a group that provides shelter for homeless families. Sources tell us Michael used to take his kids to volunteer with the group.
We're told the massive chunk o' change came from grandma Katherine Jackson's memorabilia biz.
MJ's heirs made the donation on behalf of his Heal the World Foundation. All three of them joined the group's Youth Board of Advisors last year.
We all know that Michael Jackson was known as much for his humanitarian work as he was for his amazing musical talent. Now, MJFC is highlighting Michael's philanthropic efforts with a new section called Stories of Michael's Love.
In this new section, you will find examples and first hand accounts of Michael's generosity and love. And, we want to hear from you! If you have been blessed sa pamamagitan ng one of Michael's many acts of kindness, or you know someone who was; or if you just happen to come across a story you think we should include here, please let us know. You can send your stories to Love@mjfanclub.net and be sure to put Stories of pag-ibig in the subject line of your email. And don't forget to include your source!
L.O.V.E.
The MJFC Team
In this new section, you will find examples and first hand accounts of Michael's generosity and love. And, we want to hear from you! If you have been blessed sa pamamagitan ng one of Michael's many acts of kindness, or you know someone who was; or if you just happen to come across a story you think we should include here, please let us know. You can send your stories to Love@mjfanclub.net and be sure to put Stories of pag-ibig in the subject line of your email. And don't forget to include your source!
L.O.V.E.
The MJFC Team
The prosecutor in the Michael Jackson manslaughter preliminary hearing -- which begins tomorrow -- will not call Michael's eldest son, Prince Michael, to testify about what he saw the araw his dad died ... sources tell TMZ.
Dr. Conrad Murray has sinabi after administering CPR he ran downstairs and asked the chef to send up Prince Michael, who saw his dad's lifeless body lying in the bed.
In fact, we're told no one from MJ's family will be called to the stand during the prelim.
As TMZ first reported, prosecutors plan to call 30 witnesses during the 2-week prelim ... many of whom will be medical professionals offering opinions about the standard of care administered sa pamamagitan ng Dr. Murray.
There will be no "star witness" in the prelim. Sources tell us the various witnesses will form building blocks, making the case that Dr. Murray acted recklessly sa pamamagitan ng administering Propofol and other drugs to Jackson the araw he died.
Dr. Conrad Murray has sinabi after administering CPR he ran downstairs and asked the chef to send up Prince Michael, who saw his dad's lifeless body lying in the bed.
In fact, we're told no one from MJ's family will be called to the stand during the prelim.
As TMZ first reported, prosecutors plan to call 30 witnesses during the 2-week prelim ... many of whom will be medical professionals offering opinions about the standard of care administered sa pamamagitan ng Dr. Murray.
There will be no "star witness" in the prelim. Sources tell us the various witnesses will form building blocks, making the case that Dr. Murray acted recklessly sa pamamagitan ng administering Propofol and other drugs to Jackson the araw he died.