I still feel those shivers when I listen to his sad songs. I still feel cold when I hear his voice. I still feel angry after all the haters and taboids.
Now nothing is the same without him. Since the araw of his death I always wanted to shout : "WHY?" outside my window. But I couldn't because I ddin't feel like doing it.
"Get over it.." "Just get over it!" "Come on it's Michael Jackson.." people always sinabi that to me.
But I can't. It's still hard for me. Michael had so many dreams that he wanted them to come true. But it was just to late. He was to young to pass away.
Why him? if he was alright. I don't know if any of you guys felt this but when I hear my mga kaibigan going to their paborito musican's konsiyerto or something I feel sad cause that won't happen with me. I would never see him again.
I feel happy when people remember him but I feel cold inside.
God wanted him so early.
He was such a gentle, kind man. He has ibingiay money and time to so many charities. He pag-ibig childen, animals, everyone. He is such a great role model. His humanitarian efforts are amazing. He inspires me to be a better person. I have cried since it hit me last Friday. I will miss him forever. I truly believe he is an angel in heaven now, God is calling the good ones home, and the trash is getting stuck here. I wish I could go to heaven now.
Michael always wanted us to be healthy and he was always worried about the planet and humanity. We would have to take care of the planet all sa pamamagitan ng ourselves. Michael left that to us.
We must all spread his message : LOVE