1995 Vh-1 Honors Awards Ceremony

It was another araw without Michael. Wait until it's a year. My phone rung "Hello. This is depression you're calling. What you want?" I groaned "Hey , single lady. It's Danny." He answered. I quickly hung up the phone. It rung again "What do you want from me?" I moaned "I got something for you , babe." He sinabi as I quickly woke up "First. I'm not your babe. Secondly. What did you get?" I asked as he chuckled "I'm coming over today." He whispered as I looked at the phone like: The fuck. I hung up and stayed in kama drinking a glass of Whiskey as the door opened "Danny , what have you brought...

Night was coming quickly , so was Michael's dangerous side "Michael , are you done in the paliguan yet?" I knocked the door. He's been in there for an oras "I'm right here." he chuckled as I looked confused "Then whose in the bathroom?" I asked as Isis answered "Me." I knew it. I went to the other bathroom and took a paliguan and suddenly Michael was leaving "Hey , Nesha. I gotta go take care of some business. I'll be back okay?" I wrapped my body in a towel "Wait where you going?" I asked as he kissed my lips "Only God knows." He winked as I kissed him back. I let him go and started to think...

The susunod araw , I woke up to a phone call "Hello?" I sinabi "Hey Nesha , it's me , Michael." I filled my spirit with life "Hey Michael. How you doing?" He giggled at my excitement "I'm doing good and you?" Michael sounded so sweet "Good. Just got up and I'm ready for the world. Just need to brush my teeth." I joked as he laughed "You're so silly." he sinabi as I laughed "Are you coming over today?" I desperately needed to know "Hmmm. Yeah I'll come over today." He sinabi as we sinabi goodbye and hung up. I still felt mga paru-paro in my stomach "I'm so in love." I sinabi to myself as my phone rang and...

That night i was up all night crying my eyes out I just couldn't believe this was happening to me i had just Nawawala my best friend what was I going to do
The susunod morning i had to get ready for work which i was not ready for i wanted to just call in sick but i knew that i couldn't do that i had to put this thing behind me until later when i could go to his house and talk to him.
as soon as i got to the record store i got to work so i could talk to Michael afterword.
while at the register counting the money my phone rang
"Hello." i sinabi hoping it was Michael
"hey Baby." it was Jackie
"Hey babe whats...

Once I finally made it out to the truck my dad look at me with a questioning frown
"where have you been im ready to go tahanan what took you so long?" He asked me.
"Sorry daddy I was talking with Michael and Nawawala track of the time." I sinabi hoping he wouldn't be mad at me for takeing so long cuz I know how my dad gets if he has to wait to long im just glad he didn't leave me here.
On the drive back tahanan I wondered if it was a good idea to tell my dad I had a petsa with Jackie. ive never been on a petsa before and im not sure how he would react cause I know how my dad gets when me and my mom talk about...

January 4, 2014,

I have been a complete emotional wreck ever since I found out that Damien wants to fight me for custody of Carter. Part of me wants to believe that it's because he's a changed person and wants to be a father to Carter; but I know in my puso that that isn't the truth! Never in 1 million years did I think Damien would do something like this!

I had spent all morning in my bedroom and had not come downstairs in days! Kyle came upstairs and sat down susunod to me on the bed. He asked "are you okay? I've never seen you cry so much before!" I sinabi "I won't be okay until this whole Damien...