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Leave your secrets in the dark,
Nothing matters anymore.
Promises. Breaking.
Drive. Me. Crazy.

No. This is not your place.
No. This is not your playground.
It's my HEART.
We were stupid we got caught.
Nothing Matters any mor-or-or-or-ore.
So what?
I`m the one thing you forgot.

You could have been all that I wanted.
But I wasn't honest.
Now get in the ground.

You choked off the surest of favors,
But if you really loved me,
You would have endured my world.

Well, you're just as I presumed,
a whore in sheep's clothing.
Fucking up. All I do.

Yeah, so. Here we stop.
Never again,
Will you, see this in your life.

Hang on to the glory at my right hand,
Here laid to rest is our pag-ibig ever longed.
The truth on the shores of compassion.
You seem to take premise to all of my songs.

You stormed off to act like my mother,
like Hesus plays mayter.
Now drill threw my hands.

The score for the curse you have maimed me,
with pag-ibig and emotion.
I`ll die as I sleep.

But you could just write me out,
A nerveless wonder.
Happy will I become.

See to, that this is no option.
So with sin, I condemn you.
Demons play, Demon Out

Hang on to the glory at my right hand,
Here laid to rest is our pag-ibig ever longed.
The truth on the shores of compassion.
You seem to take premise to all of my...

One last halik for you,
One madami wish to you.
Please make up your mind girl.
I`d do anything for you.

One last halik for you,
One madami wish to you.
Please make up your mind girl.
So I hope I die!

So I hope I die.
Hang on to the glory at my right hand,
Here laid to rest is our pag-ibig ever longed.
The truth on the shores of compassion.
You seem to take premise to all of my songs.
So happy will I become

I want you to know,
that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but,
the best for you both.

'Cause the pag-ibig that you gave,
that we made wasn't able,
To make it enough for you,
to be open wide.
No!
And every time you speak his name
Does he know how you told me
you'd hold me
Until you died?
Till you died?
But you're still alive!

You seem very well,
things look peaceful.
I'm not quite as well,
I thought you should know.
Did you forget about me?
Mrs. Duplicity,
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner.
It was a slap in the face,
how quickly I was replaced,
Are you thinking of me,
when you fuck him?

'Cause the joke that you laid,
on the kama that was made.
And I'm not gonna fade...
As soon as you close your eyes
and you know it.
And every time I scratch my nails
down someone else's back.
I hope you feel it...
Well, can you feel it?

And I'm here! to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away,
It's not fair to deny me!
Of the tumawid I madala that you gave to me!
You oughta know.
That I hope you feel it!
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Still searching for your call today sit down, and structure will you be the engineer?
still tired and dreaming out against and overboard
when pain kills you'll hate me and wait for or
then call me crazy and pretend I left us discontent and afraid
so what so I'm crazy then send me justice and I'll have Paris in flames

Still searching for your faith
in the arm that killed the president
relapse waiting here for
still searching for your face
in the crowd that killed the president
relapse waiting here for

I need Mayo
I won't fail you now
Dear Captain send the S.O.S
When we're gonna go down

I need...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Her beauty is that of a million diamonds glittering in the sun
Each reflecting its own sinag of light making brilliant patterns
The mga kerubin gasp in the wake of her presence
She in herself being a masterpiece of God’s work
As his giant gentle hands molded her he knew exactly who she would be
She would be the one who could make a man stop and gasp
Who could content a man just being within his arms
Making him fill with warmth through just a brush of the lips
Whose smile could light up the surrounding darkness

Whose laugh could make anyone believe they had wings
She would be the one who that young man would fall for
Who would see her true beauty in the surrounding gloom
Who would long for mere minutos with her
Who would always long for just the feel of her hand

He would know how lucky he was
He wouldn’t mistake infatuation over love
He would realize all prayers had been answered
He would simply pray “I want her to be the one”
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
This sinking warmth through obscurity,
Beyond the sweet in between where and what you're doing,
There is a view of an uncharted place,
Where you're the brunt of a joke and everyone's laughing,
I am not who I seem, who you thought I could be,
The support you could lean up against when you need,
I'm the dark when you want, the lights out at all costs,
This is mine, that is yours, I'm the bricks in your wall.

Goodbye forever, my darling, whether
I was everything you thought I'd be or not,
I was a bad man, oh, to stop you girl from loving me.
Goodbye forever, my darling, whether
I was everything...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
You made this harder than it had to be
The absolute marker, patching into me.
You flashed your mga kulay at me, quite prematurely.
Now I know what you're up to and it feels so good.
It's right.

We've got your number,
We can reset the system screen.
Hang your secrets, hang em' up, hang em' up now!
These filthy pleasantries and
The march of little children.
Hang your secrets, hang em' up, hang em' up now!

The truth will, cut you down to pieces.
One eight four (184), lets burn it down!
If I can't keep from living with this regret,
You need to change the way I feel, about us!

I listened to them chuckle as they eat....
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posted by scarykids-emo
It's hiding in the dark
It's teeth are razor sharp
I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within
My veins tainted with monster
Alcohol runs though my body
Foggy mind and running blood
Slices among splices
Drip drop patter splat. 
It cools on the linoleum as my head swirls
My lip quivers and tears fall
Clear liquid stains my cheeks
Mixing with the rustic blood
Delilah screams and kicks at the door, 
waiting to come out. 
My breathing excels,
she claws her way into my mind. 
Taking a back seat,
I let her take over. 
Quitting isn't an option.
The crash to come is great as she inhales toxins
Clouded with thoughts of self raw hate
There is no escape.
The blade hits the floor as Delilah snorts up again. 
Swigging the bodka and flying on monster. 
Giggling on the height it takes her
posted by scarykids-emo
It feels like my puso has been ripped out of my chest and crushed into a million pieces. I can't breathe and tears are streaking my face. My lips have a blue tint & air is coming short. I've cussed at the pader and screamed into the empty air. I feel myself leaving, but I'm still here. Every thing is wrong and I want your help. I look like I got hit sa pamamagitan ng a bus so says my cousin. I can't eat let alone breathe right. Why are you so far yet so close? Just pull me to you and call me yours. I need you Lucas. I want you beside me, to caress my face and halik me softly... We can just leave and run. We can take Anna and leave, never turning back. I want you, Lucas. Need you. I just want to hear your voice whisper in my ear and tell me you pag-ibig me. I feel myself leaving, maybe. Maybe not. I haven't the sllightest idea, but without you. It feels like I'm fading.
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
The way I hated myself was all consuming.
It wrapped me in fire, and refused to let me free.

I’d lay in that bed, and I’d swear at myself with a passion I knew not existed.
I’d lay in that bed, and count every damn reason I deserved to be dead.
I’d lay in that bed, and I’d color the world around me with such anger.
I’d lay in that bed, and commit my own private suicide every night before I slept.
I’d lay in that bed, and when I felt the first rays of sun crash into my eyes, I’d weep at the thought of having to endure myself another day.

I’d lay in that bed, and beg God to just be...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
They ilipat too fast to be words behind your teeth
The give and go of most of your memories
But I'm not the one that they need pray for
If I've got it all then what does do
Leave it alone
Oh that once little boy we used to know
Are you willing... well?

Help!!!
Now off to the hell your God has [sold]
To find
That never again will you rely

On the words of your friends
In the unwritten end
For when you go they won't be following
Now sell all your friends
For the unwritten end
Cause when you go they won't be following him

I'll ilipat the kutsilyo to ipakita you of my cut
With the worst of truth from here
I drew no blood
So...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
The puwang where nothingness seems to writhe
Our voice unheard in this quiet fight
This march we lead will breed us on
To them we're nothing, to them we're pawns
Just relay it to feel like we belong

Now as we take a picture on these streets
Remember, I depend on you as much as you on me
Don't try to think and let's not pretend
We made you mothers, we made you men
We made you mothers, we made you men

Oh, it's no surprise nobody listens anymore
To what we're saying, to what was sinabi
And in your absence we promised you
Oh, we'll behave, oh, we'll behave
So just keep running, everything will look...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Faint white figures paint my sleep
please don't tell my secrets keep them hidden (you got it, you got it, you got it)
if the words that matter reach your face from floor
will you be wondering if, or (do I need what is ibingiay or honest)
does it cost me scarring if the words stay true
even number your nephew (I don't want it, don't want it, don't want it anymore)

[Chorus]
and when the answer that you want
is in the tanong that you state
come what may
come what may
[x2]

In a pain that buckles out your knees
could you stop this if I plead (you got it, you got it, you got it)
so destined I am to walk among the...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Good evening, ladies and gentlemen, I
have a story to tell you, of one's slow decline,
Where a girl yanked on the strings, to break this man's heart,
Oh lord, I think I deserve a little better than this, I think I've earned it,
So I'll just keep humming this song and hope you follow.

Turn me over, roll me 'round,
To find the truth that I don't want found,
Oh, don't believe everything you hear,
I'm the snake waiting for you, dear,
And eventually you'll come to me,
I know you will.

Oh, I know you will.

Your lipstick crazy, I make my pass,
The drink turns over, the glass smashed,
And with the kindness...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
The wish you plead, the things you sought,
we all think, we all thought.
The things I've done in the world I've seen,
don't measure up to you my queen.
Ooh, I take one for the other, and work my way through this machine.

God damn this cursed iron fist, when I lose control...
Oh no...
God damn this cursed iron fist, when I lose control...

The first train out, the last one home.
We'll all sing, "We're going home".
As the curtain swings to cover all our secrets kept, our pag-ibig enough.

God damn this cursed iron fist, when I lose control...
Oh no..
Oh girl, this is what I've become, I'm going to leave it up...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
She gave her heart, to a falling star
The news filtered through of this tragedy
All the walls went up,
Around the world she climbs
As the tears from her eyes fall
No one understands and no one will
All she has lost,
If he’s not here, then where?
If he’s not here, then where?
If he’s not here, then where?
If he’s not here, then where?

What she found in there
You’re the cold, blue glare
The words distressed in unfamiliar
Where the feeling’s sear,
an emptiness had hung
And in her chest she clenched
Reality settled as the memories raced.
Well, on a screen he lived.

She teared, “Your selfishness has robbed you of the man you could’ve been
I won’t change a thing about you, I pag-ibig you dearly, my friend.”
If he’s not here then where?
If he’s not here then where?
My love, I’ve been searching for my Aftermath.
If he’s not here then where?
If he’s not here then where?
My love, I’ve been searching for my Aftermath.
Getting called a whore and a slut
As I walk down the halls
The preps snide remarks
And the jocks jokes.
I guess I’m not normal
With my thick eyeliner, black clothes and worse attitude.
My arms lined with neat slits and they know.
“Go die emo bitch” they taunt.
I smile and accept because I know I will.
Sooner than later I’ll be gone.
I accept the sneers and flip off the jocks.
Tackling the nearest cheerleader.
Pinning her arms above her head,
And swinging away.
Ruining her pretty little face
She screams and yelps with each blow
Watching her nose gush, I spit in her face.
“Do it again Bitch!” I scream
I lean into her ear and whisper “I dare you”
The hide torn away from my knuckles
Theyre covered in blood, hers and mine
I get up and watch her curl into a ball
The dean of students heading my way
“she started it” I say, turning around
And walking away
Into the halls they stretch on and on
To whom of which I got lost.
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Breathless kisses
Burning touches
Soft-spoken words of love
Urgently spoken words of passion.
A man and a woman
One complete love
Since time began
Predestined to be as one.
We've been together before
In other lifetimes
We've fought dragons
And have been torn from each others arms
Yet our pag-ibig prevailed.
We've walked on this earth many times together
Perhaps for a moment
Perhaps for years
But our puso is one heart
And we were meant to be.
So when our time on earth
Once again comes to a close
Have no worries my dear
For we will find each other again
And again
And again.
For our pag-ibig is ageless
Eternal
A pag-ibig for all time.
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
I can feel it in the way your blood and puso beats
My body's cold and it thinks that I'm already gone
Or is it in the way your body moves
I'd like to tell you
But I think that you already know
The words I drag out from your mouth speak
So listen up world, listen up world
In her vision I have ibingiay company
They see no evil in leading their bodies from home

Believer, you'll leave her, in leaving them all
No but I don't buy it
Like anything you do, as anyone you are
Ten Speed, if I must... then I must

Believer, you'll leave her, in leaving them all
No but I don't buy it
Like anything you do, as anyone you are...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Across the floor in the hand of where we drove the drill
A cautious ear to the mouth of your confession
Think of all the things we put him through
In the face of his God would he tell the truth?

Still recorded were the words that dribbled out his kiss
When eyes go blind in this man of what could once become
Sever the limbs off his torso in sleep
And burn what remains so the world may now see

No longer, will we wait for your answers
Back to the hell where you've come from
Think of all the times you've once had
Write them in a letter that says goodbye

You'll listen to reason
While you're face down in the...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Was it in the cold of that kutsilyo you screwed
In the puso of the enduring?
'Cause when you opened that door
You knew, well now there'd be no returning

Or room to mourn what we have lost
And to wait while the willing
As you, the hound of blood and rank
And boy, you've got another thing coming

Come on, come on, come on
You've got a deal to make
I thought you wanted to
Come on and set me free, yeah

I'll dig until we've made your grave
Oh, you've been a bad, bad boy
I could until I call it out
And sink it in a sad, sad song, n-n-no, no, no

Why the bother? I'm no brother
You’re the wrong I need
Boy, we all found...
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