Thirteen in 'After Hours'

Dear Diary,

I know it's been awhile and I feel like I have neglected you. You use to be my only friend. Honestly, I thought I would have grown out of telling you all my thoughts and secrets. I guess you have always been my only true friend.

Things really haven't changed since I was 16. Wow, has it really been 10 years? I really can't believe it. It's as if I had never boxed you away, my dear friend.

It seems like no matter what I do, past memories keep popping into my head. It's as if some walang tiyak na layunin person switches a switch. One moment I'm fine, watching a little tv or pagbaba and the susunod I'm crying...