Alright now we all know that I pag-ibig Lucas. He's always been my paborito character and he still is but sometimes I just really wanna hit him. You know slap him and tell him he's an idiot! I mean come on we all know that he's still in pag-ibig with Peyton. It's so obvious! I mean she's finally honest with herself, with brooke about coming back tahanan for lucas. She tells him why she hasn't been able to ilipat on and kisses him. And what does he do kisses her back of course. Then she asks him if he still loves her and he says his newly famous line...I need to go find lindsey or whatever it is that he says. I mean for real...just say I pag-ibig you too peyton....or say "Oh" like he did in season 4(LOL) i mean thats better than i need to go see lindsey! UGH. I mean to a point I can understand being afraid of accepting the fact that you are in pag-ibig with someone that's hurt you in the past. And when he asked her to marry him and she sinabi someday she MEANT it. He overreacted as usual. But Peyton knows she should have sinabi yes. Everyone knows she should have sinabi yes and I honestly think that if she had known how Lucas would have reacted she would have sinabi yes. I think that Peyton would drop everything for him, I guess she has...hmm, seems to me like she'd wait forever for him, i mean it has been three years already. But he really needs to get his act together, he loves her so much and yet her hurts her like he does.

And for a moment let's ignore Peyton and talk about Lindsey. I don't like Lindsey but it's also a horrible thing to do to her. I mean how do you propose to a woman you know you don't pag-ibig to try and convince yourself you've moved on from the woman you do love. someone cue Keith lol luke needs some help(LOL, or at least Karen so she can matunog na halik him :) ) anyway I mean it's not fair to her to make her think that you're in pag-ibig with her and want to be with her forever. Though she's pretty much as stupid as he is for saying yes. I mean she has to know that he's in pag-ibig with Peyton, it's obvious and unless she's a complete idiot she has to know. and since I don't think she's oblivious to it, I think it makes me dislike her even more. I mean who says yes to a proposal from a man thats in pag-ibig with someone else. I mean you gotta find a man that's in pag-ibig with you. why would you wanna spend your life knowing that you're someone's segundo choice. and to make it even worse he purposely chose you segundo because he couldn't admit to himself he was in pag-ibig with someone else.

And now now to Lucas himself. If you forget both girls for a segundo and the fact that he's an idiot. He's not justing hurting them. He's hurting himself. I know it's hard for him but he needs to admit to himself that he gave up on them and that he was wrong when he ended their relationship because Peyton wanted to wait before they got married. He needs to just admit to himself that he was wrong and that he is still in pag-ibig with her so that he can be happy. He deserves to be happy. He deserves to be with someone that is as much in pag-ibig with him as he is with them. and that someone just isn't lindsey. and i'm not saying she doesn't pag-ibig him. i'm saying that she will never pag-ibig him the way peyton does and he will definately never pag-ibig lindsey the way he loves peyton. So he needs to save all the drama and admit it already.

As big of an idiot as Lucas is I still feel bad for him too. I don't know why but it just seems to me like he's afraid to be happy for some reason. Like he's so afraid that something is going to ruin his happiness with peyton that he'd propose to another woman just to convince himself he's not in pag-ibig with her....UGH.

Anyway that was my take on the lucas/peyton/lindsey storyline from tonight's episode. I can't wait for the Leyton reunion because this could just drive me insane lol. I feel bad for Lucas, Lindsey and Peyton. But mostly for Peyton.