Prince, Blanket and Paris 2003

January, 31, 2011, We just got back tahanan from our honeymoon a few minutos ago. I stood there in the middle of our bedroom with the door locked shut. I looked at a pregnancy test as a little kulay-rosas plus sign appeared. I ran into the bathroom and hid it at the bottom of the trash can so Chris wouldn’t see it!!! We got in the car and headed over to Debbie’s ranch for the day. When we got there she was standing in front of the house waving. We both got out of my truck and she went to give me a hug and I pulled away from her. Debbie took one look at me wearing my typical clothes and said” what...

February, 4, 2010, As Uncle Frank, Jeff and I left the konsiyerto arena in a town in Maryland I was completely silent. The most I ever did the whole ride to the hotel was waving to a few of my fans. When we got to our room I went outside to the balcony with my acoustic guitar. For a half an oras I just sat there thinking, biting my bottom lip and fighting back tears. Then I slowly started to strum the chords to Cindy Lauper’s song Time After Time, Lying in my kama I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind...