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posted by eclipise

This pain deep inside of me I don’t know why but it won’t get out of me
I just want to end my life, it seems if I take this razor over my wrist that I finally exit
Nobody cares if I live or die so I am saying goodbye
Now its time to die, I slit my wrist, I can feel it all over again
The pain is deeper but this time it feels like a creeper coming back to haunt me
Only this time I greet him saying hello, is this the time when I die?
Please let me know because I want to go somewhere but here so I can feel existence
Someone to think I am beautiful but no one sagot me
SOMEONE PLEASE ANSWER ME but it looks like I’m fully alive
I don’t want to be alive so now I’m taking this razor across my throat
Wait am I suppose to see these dark circles?
I can hear you screaming as I say goodbye, NO I pag-ibig YOU
My last words for you are don’t cry I need to die!!!!!!<3

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Bleeding Black

posted by eclipise

The tears fall hard..
people send her happy cards..
noone is playing the happy violin...
see all her fake grins....
and attempts to learn Christ within....
but nothing satisfies her selfish sins....
everything is turning black....
she feels another anxiety attack.....
feels like people kick her back...
her blood is turning black...
the madami she cries ....
the madami she dies...
the madami she fades away....
nothing pays ....
she is mentally hurt...
finally hit the dirt....
of crying tears...
and ibingiay in all her fears...
what will bring back...?
as she is bleeding black....

Cold and Empty

posted by eclipise

Deep and dark and solemn her stare,
Bleeding crimson tears of dispair,
Shrouded sa pamamagitan ng the mists of time,
A shadow watches from behind,
Her soul floats away on the breeze,
Leaving her cold and empty.

A bleeding puso and a bleeding mind,
All around her, ravens fly,
To scavenge self inflicted wounds,
A festering longing for death to come,
To end it all and bring release,
From her cold, morbid reality.

Amid the trees and fallen leaves,
Long shadows embrace her misery,
As she looks on autumn's mausoleum,
And winter brings death to the year,
The mga kerubin bow their heads in sin,
So cold, so cold their hearts of stone....

Cutter's Lullby

posted by eclipise

Go to sleep and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have endured
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right.
Dream of that blood trickling down,
And wake up just before you drown.
The moonlight shining off your tears
As you bleed out your worst fears.
So tonight when you start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, you’re almost dead
You don’t have a pulse and your unan is red.
Your family hates you
Your mga kaibigan let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife,
Cause its all that you need.
Rockabye baby, Broken and scarred,
You didn’t know life would be this hard.
Time to end the pain you hid so well
And down you’ll come baby,
Straight back to hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pag-ibig Kills

posted by eclipise

A boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.

Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.

Each waking moment
since the araw they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.

He was all she had
in her terrible life.
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.

She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.

Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The susunod few weeks
were like a very sad song.

He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you pag-ibig her?"
on...

i thnk this is cool b.c kouk rules!

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