It's Complicated Chapter Thirty Nine
Jasper and I sat there in the room, basically doing nothing. He was teaching me a few signs to add to my vocabulary. But it did not last long when we got interrupted sa pamamagitan ng Troy and Ella.
"Hey Lila," Ella sinabi as they came in, "how are you feeling?"
"Hey, I am feeling fine," I said, "how are you two?"
"Good, we are okay," Ella said, "Lila, if we had any idea that this was happening to you we would have done something! Why did you call me?!"
"Honestly, I did not even think about that. I thought you would just believe Billy and Jacob," I said.
"No, we would have listened to you," Ella said.
"I am really sorry! I should have called," I sinabi as I feared up, "and I am sorry Troy you got drugged into this!"
"Lila, it is okay, you have nothing to be sorry about," Troy said, "you could not really stop him!"
Embry popped his head in the door but sadly, I didn't hear him.
"Hey Embry," I said, "what did you just say?"
"I just sinabi hey," he said, "Ella, Troy, it's umm, nice to see you."
"Hello Embry," Ella said.
Ella and Embry never got along to well when she lived here. I never exactly knew what was up between them! I think they may have had a bad breakup or something along the lines of that.
"Lila, I am so sorry! I thought Jake and Sam had stopped," Embry said, "if I had any idea they were still bothering you I would have done something. I wish I would have done something because you're hurt now!"
"No, I am just sore," I stated, "and I have hearing aids now so, it isn't too bad!"
"What, why do you have those," Embry asked freaked out.
"Because I am deaf or hard of hearing one," I shrugged.
"No," he sinabi in disbelief.
"Embry it is okay, Jasper is teaching me sign language and I am learning to read lips," I said.
"I feel so bad that I did not stop it though," he said.
"It is okay; it's the past and it is behind us," I said.
"Well I better go," Embry said, "get to feeling better!"
"I will; bye," I sinabi as I hugged him.
"I am going to go talk with Carlisle," Ella said, "Troy do want to stay here?"
"Sure, I can get to know Lila and Jasper better," he smiled.
"I am sorry that I messed you up in proposing," I sinabi one Ella left.
"How did you know," he asked shocked.
"I guess! Besides, you two are perfect for each other," I sinabi smiling and a bit jealous, "how did you meet Ella?!"
"Thank you Lila," he said, "we had the dance classes at school."
"You're a dancer," Jasper asked surprised.
"Yes, I know, guys usually aren't ballet dancers," Troy said, "it started out as going to watch my sister and then I fell in pag-ibig with it!"
"Oh cool, sounds fun," I said, "I always wished I could have danced like Ella!"
"When you get better Ella and I will teach you some ballet," Troy said, "and you too Jasper if you want!"
"No thanks, I am not a dancer," he sinabi laughing, "thank you anyways!"
"So Lila," Ella sinabi as she came in the room. She kept talking but I did not hear a single thing.
"Whoa," I said, "start over please!"
"Sorry, Carlisle sinabi that you can go tahanan today," sinabi enthusiastic.
"Cool," I sinabi as I looked over at Jasper.
"Lila says that she wants to learn to dance like us," Troy sinabi as I blushed, "so, I was thinking she could come to our recital susunod week!"
"That would be great," Ella sinabi beaming, "she could meet your family too!"
"That sounds cool," I said, "could Jasper come?!"
"Sure, if his parents' are okay with it," Troy said.
"I better stay here; but thanks," he said.
"Jasper, please," I signed.
I could hopefully convinced him this away.
"I better not," he said.
"Okay, maybe susunod time," Ella said.
"We will talk about the details later," Troy said, "we better go so Lila can get her rest!"
"Thank you for stopping by," I sinabi as the left.
"Why not Jasper," I asked signing, "are you really going to let me go alone?!"
"I should not go; deaf and dancing don't mix to well for me," he sinabi signing.
"Oh, then maybe I should not go," I sinabi signing nervously.
"No, you should go," he said, "you would enjoy it."
"Jasper, how did I become deaf," I asked signing, "I only remember Jake choking me."
"I am not telling you about that," he sinabi signing as the expression changed on his face.
"Why," I asked confused, "it will not bother me!"
"It bothers me; he horrifies me every time I remember it," he sinabi signing.
"But Jasper, I need to know," I signed, "I will always wonder!"
"I am not telling you," he signed.
Jasper was getting really upset. He was really sad. I thought he could cry any minute. But so could I.
"Jasper, this is my life," I signed, "I deserve to know!!"
"Lila, it was horrifying," he signed, "I hate for you to know!"
"I have looked in the mirror and I know my face isn't pretty," I signed as I started to cry, "but I want to know!"
"Lila, do not say that," Jasper signed as he wiped away one of my tears, "you are always pretty!"
"Please," I signed.
"No Lila," he signed, "I cannot tell you!"
"Fine, whatever," I sinabi as I signed.
I laid down on the kama and turned my back towards Jasper. I really did not feel like talking to him anymore. I deserved to know what happened to me. Why I became deaf. I just could not understand why he would not tell. Jasper and I told each other everything. But on the plus side he told me I was pretty! But, it still didn't help the fact that I was mad!
Jasper and I sat there in the room, basically doing nothing. He was teaching me a few signs to add to my vocabulary. But it did not last long when we got interrupted sa pamamagitan ng Troy and Ella.
"Hey Lila," Ella sinabi as they came in, "how are you feeling?"
"Hey, I am feeling fine," I said, "how are you two?"
"Good, we are okay," Ella said, "Lila, if we had any idea that this was happening to you we would have done something! Why did you call me?!"
"Honestly, I did not even think about that. I thought you would just believe Billy and Jacob," I said.
"No, we would have listened to you," Ella said.
"I am really sorry! I should have called," I sinabi as I feared up, "and I am sorry Troy you got drugged into this!"
"Lila, it is okay, you have nothing to be sorry about," Troy said, "you could not really stop him!"
Embry popped his head in the door but sadly, I didn't hear him.
"Hey Embry," I said, "what did you just say?"
"I just sinabi hey," he said, "Ella, Troy, it's umm, nice to see you."
"Hello Embry," Ella said.
Ella and Embry never got along to well when she lived here. I never exactly knew what was up between them! I think they may have had a bad breakup or something along the lines of that.
"Lila, I am so sorry! I thought Jake and Sam had stopped," Embry said, "if I had any idea they were still bothering you I would have done something. I wish I would have done something because you're hurt now!"
"No, I am just sore," I stated, "and I have hearing aids now so, it isn't too bad!"
"What, why do you have those," Embry asked freaked out.
"Because I am deaf or hard of hearing one," I shrugged.
"No," he sinabi in disbelief.
"Embry it is okay, Jasper is teaching me sign language and I am learning to read lips," I said.
"I feel so bad that I did not stop it though," he said.
"It is okay; it's the past and it is behind us," I said.
"Well I better go," Embry said, "get to feeling better!"
"I will; bye," I sinabi as I hugged him.
"I am going to go talk with Carlisle," Ella said, "Troy do want to stay here?"
"Sure, I can get to know Lila and Jasper better," he smiled.
"I am sorry that I messed you up in proposing," I sinabi one Ella left.
"How did you know," he asked shocked.
"I guess! Besides, you two are perfect for each other," I sinabi smiling and a bit jealous, "how did you meet Ella?!"
"Thank you Lila," he said, "we had the dance classes at school."
"You're a dancer," Jasper asked surprised.
"Yes, I know, guys usually aren't ballet dancers," Troy said, "it started out as going to watch my sister and then I fell in pag-ibig with it!"
"Oh cool, sounds fun," I said, "I always wished I could have danced like Ella!"
"When you get better Ella and I will teach you some ballet," Troy said, "and you too Jasper if you want!"
"No thanks, I am not a dancer," he sinabi laughing, "thank you anyways!"
"So Lila," Ella sinabi as she came in the room. She kept talking but I did not hear a single thing.
"Whoa," I said, "start over please!"
"Sorry, Carlisle sinabi that you can go tahanan today," sinabi enthusiastic.
"Cool," I sinabi as I looked over at Jasper.
"Lila says that she wants to learn to dance like us," Troy sinabi as I blushed, "so, I was thinking she could come to our recital susunod week!"
"That would be great," Ella sinabi beaming, "she could meet your family too!"
"That sounds cool," I said, "could Jasper come?!"
"Sure, if his parents' are okay with it," Troy said.
"I better stay here; but thanks," he said.
"Jasper, please," I signed.
I could hopefully convinced him this away.
"I better not," he said.
"Okay, maybe susunod time," Ella said.
"We will talk about the details later," Troy said, "we better go so Lila can get her rest!"
"Thank you for stopping by," I sinabi as the left.
"Why not Jasper," I asked signing, "are you really going to let me go alone?!"
"I should not go; deaf and dancing don't mix to well for me," he sinabi signing.
"Oh, then maybe I should not go," I sinabi signing nervously.
"No, you should go," he said, "you would enjoy it."
"Jasper, how did I become deaf," I asked signing, "I only remember Jake choking me."
"I am not telling you about that," he sinabi signing as the expression changed on his face.
"Why," I asked confused, "it will not bother me!"
"It bothers me; he horrifies me every time I remember it," he sinabi signing.
"But Jasper, I need to know," I signed, "I will always wonder!"
"I am not telling you," he signed.
Jasper was getting really upset. He was really sad. I thought he could cry any minute. But so could I.
"Jasper, this is my life," I signed, "I deserve to know!!"
"Lila, it was horrifying," he signed, "I hate for you to know!"
"I have looked in the mirror and I know my face isn't pretty," I signed as I started to cry, "but I want to know!"
"Lila, do not say that," Jasper signed as he wiped away one of my tears, "you are always pretty!"
"Please," I signed.
"No Lila," he signed, "I cannot tell you!"
"Fine, whatever," I sinabi as I signed.
I laid down on the kama and turned my back towards Jasper. I really did not feel like talking to him anymore. I deserved to know what happened to me. Why I became deaf. I just could not understand why he would not tell. Jasper and I told each other everything. But on the plus side he told me I was pretty! But, it still didn't help the fact that I was mad!