"Dear Mother,
How are you and the family – happy I hope as you sinabi in your letter there is a gross misunderstanding on A Williams part in thinking I could possibly give even in a gift my last few precious paintings I was under the impression that he was contemplating arranging a small exhibition in his new club. I will write to him and re-enlighten him. I am so happy you had such a nice time with my father and thank you for his address, but it seems rather impossible to collect anything substantial in the way of stamps to send just yet, but I will write. I have spent the last 2 weeks composing a letter for [unclear] at the college. He should have it now and I hope he replys [sic]. I'm still a bit sad that you think I’ve made a mess of my future, but out of it all I have something to really compensate – my pag-ibig for Astrid which knows no boundaries and her pag-ibig for me. I'm quite certain I will start teaching in September and hope to know for definite where in the susunod 2 or 3 months. I have enclosed some money but cant send much as I'm paying off the bank £8 plus £12 to college which I borrowed about 3 years nakaraan and forgot about + gitara and amplifier.
I'm sorry you didn’t like the litrato (I didn't actually but its very difficult to make double portraits) but never mind. Will write again soon, pag-ibig from myself and Astrid to all at home. Your son Stuart xxxx"
How are you and the family – happy I hope as you sinabi in your letter there is a gross misunderstanding on A Williams part in thinking I could possibly give even in a gift my last few precious paintings I was under the impression that he was contemplating arranging a small exhibition in his new club. I will write to him and re-enlighten him. I am so happy you had such a nice time with my father and thank you for his address, but it seems rather impossible to collect anything substantial in the way of stamps to send just yet, but I will write. I have spent the last 2 weeks composing a letter for [unclear] at the college. He should have it now and I hope he replys [sic]. I'm still a bit sad that you think I’ve made a mess of my future, but out of it all I have something to really compensate – my pag-ibig for Astrid which knows no boundaries and her pag-ibig for me. I'm quite certain I will start teaching in September and hope to know for definite where in the susunod 2 or 3 months. I have enclosed some money but cant send much as I'm paying off the bank £8 plus £12 to college which I borrowed about 3 years nakaraan and forgot about + gitara and amplifier.
I'm sorry you didn’t like the litrato (I didn't actually but its very difficult to make double portraits) but never mind. Will write again soon, pag-ibig from myself and Astrid to all at home. Your son Stuart xxxx"
I remember a time when
Everyone I loved hated me
Because I hated them.
So what, so what, So Fucking what.
I remember the time when Belly buttons
were knee high
when only shitting was
Dirty and everything else
Clean and beautiful.
I couldn't remember anything
without a sadness
So deep that it hardly
becomes known to me.
So deep that it's tears
leave me a spectator
of my own stupidity .
And so I go rambling on
with a uy nonny nonny no.
(It was a upset poem that Lennon had Pagsulat to Sutcliffe)
Everyone I loved hated me
Because I hated them.
So what, so what, So Fucking what.
I remember the time when Belly buttons
were knee high
when only shitting was
Dirty and everything else
Clean and beautiful.
I couldn't remember anything
without a sadness
So deep that it hardly
becomes known to me.
So deep that it's tears
leave me a spectator
of my own stupidity .
And so I go rambling on
with a uy nonny nonny no.
(It was a upset poem that Lennon had Pagsulat to Sutcliffe)