Marie Claire Photoshoot

I'm five years old
It's getting cold
I've got my big amerikana on

I hear your laugh
And look up smiling at you
I run and run
Past the kalabasa patch
And the traktor rides
Look now, the sky is gold
I hug your legs
And fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
But I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best araw with you today

I'm thirteen now
And don't know how
My mga kaibigan could be so mean
I come tahanan crying
And you hold me tight
And grab the keys

And we drive and drive
Until we found a town far enough away...

I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying this is it, I've had enough, 'cause like
We haven't seen each other in a month
When you, sinabi you, needed space, what?
Then you come around again and say
Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change
Trust me, remember how that lasted for a day
I say, I hate you, we break up, you call me, I pag-ibig you

Oooh we called it off again last night
But Oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your mga kaibigan talk
To my mga kaibigan talk to me
But we...

Let me know how's it feel
To be under my skin
Wrapped around my puso
Is it like anywhere you've been?
And everything I do I do it all for you

So why the hell don't you pag-ibig me?
Why the hell don't you need me?
Like I need you
Why are you so far above me?
But I was just a toy
That what you destroyed
Stupid Boy

I have been, Looking in
Tryin to read your mind
Give you the benefit of the doubt
Every single time
But didn't you waltz right sa pamamagitan ng
I screamin' out inside

So why the hell don't you pag-ibig me?
Why the hell don't you need me?
Like I need you
Why are you so far above me?

But I was just a toy...

You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man

You can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation...

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

[Chorus:]

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending ibingiay to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you...