**note: I wrote this along with another one in Algebra 2 Honors after I finished my class work and was listening to these two songs. I just had to type them on my computer since I wrote them in my journal first. so here is the first one
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my other one shots
Waiting For Your Return (link)
Until You Swim (link)
ilipat sa pamamagitan ng Little Mix (link)
Not Your Sinderella (link)
Haunted House (link)
Left On The Dance floor (link)
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I sat in my room looking out at the snow falling gently onto the ground. All of my mga kaibigan were excited because it meant a white pasko for tomorrow. However I couldn’t help but feel empty on the inside ever since our break up. I know you still have that old red scarf I used to wear but now the thought of the times I wore it makes me feel sadden. I sometimes wish we could start everything over again but I know all too well you would break me like a promise like all the times you have done before. The pag-ibig we had was so beautiful but had such a tragic ending. Why did it all have to wash down the drain so quickly? I guess it’s one of the few things I’ll never know why this even happened at all. Now that’s pasko Eve the only thing I can think of is watching all my mga kaibigan so happy underneath the mistletoe. However I will just be a part of the background sipping on my hot tsokolate sa pamamagitan ng the apoy alone. I know all too well this is your fault that my puso lays shattered on the white blanket outside. The reason is two years nakaraan this very araw my mga kaibigan tried to warn me you were trouble but my puso didn’t listen to anything they sinabi about you; however, I was too stupid because one taon nakaraan you cheated on me with that red head. I hope you are happy with her because I can never forgive you because that was the segundo time you did this to me, so this is why from now on I will never give anyone a segundo chance. Lately when you have called I just ignore you because I knowyou’d treat me like a promise you didn’t keep. I know you remember every little detail all too well because you are like the tornado that wrecks a town because you wrecked my heart. Ever since last pasko when I try to myself it’s okay, but when we met again on that little town street on Valentine’s araw I almost let myself fall for you again but I reminded myself I deserve better than you. Because I knew I could never trust you again after I saw you halik someone else underneath the mistletoe a taon ago. Now after I was paralyzed sa pamamagitan ng the sight of you I have been fighting to be my old self again but I cannot because I’m still trying to find it and I remember all too well.