Dear Ex-Best Friend,
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do you remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make papkorn and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid bidyo together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do you remember that?
Do you remember when I took you to see Green Day?
Or all those parties we went to together?
Do you remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
Or when you sinabi we'd ilipat in together, and put anime posters all over the walls?
Do you remember how you sinabi how proud you were of me? How thankful you were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do you remember that?
...
It's been over a taon now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how you suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse you could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily you threw me away.
How easily you broke my heart.
How easily you gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
You were there for me in my darkest times.
You were what kept me going.
You were the light at the end of the tunnel.
You were everything to me.
And I gave you all that I had.
And as I watched you throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away sa pamamagitan ng the same person who gave it to me,
As the world Nawawala its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my puso that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish you nothing but the best.
And if a araw comes where you need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do you remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make papkorn and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid bidyo together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do you remember that?
Do you remember when I took you to see Green Day?
Or all those parties we went to together?
Do you remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
Or when you sinabi we'd ilipat in together, and put anime posters all over the walls?
Do you remember how you sinabi how proud you were of me? How thankful you were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do you remember that?
...
It's been over a taon now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how you suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse you could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily you threw me away.
How easily you broke my heart.
How easily you gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
You were there for me in my darkest times.
You were what kept me going.
You were the light at the end of the tunnel.
You were everything to me.
And I gave you all that I had.
And as I watched you throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away sa pamamagitan ng the same person who gave it to me,
As the world Nawawala its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my puso that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish you nothing but the best.
And if a araw comes where you need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend