please help xx

Well, maybe you should just try and write them down on paper to see how well your Pagsulat ability is. Or you could type them,and people could read them. I know I probably would,just to help you with your problem.

What I do is read books and journal. Just give it time it will come to you. You can use other books to help you out,as long as you keep it to yourself.

Well if your stuck, I would draft some ruff characters and play with them like if your that suck, base them on characters that an may-akda has already done but change them a little bit if you see what I mean to make them your own intead of copping the author.

Hope this helps.