Preseny day
How did you control yourself Jasper asked. I looked at my son who struggled with this part of being a vampire and sinabi It took all my control. I don’t know why maybe because in some way we were soul mates and I loved her with everything I had. It came close many times. I don’t know how you and Edward did it but yall have so much self control Emmett said. I looked at my usually humorous son and all I saw was wonder and wishful thinking. Esme was standing beside me now and whispered in my ear ‘I pag-ibig you’. Esme loved me with every understanding and passion that she could. I pag-ibig you always i told her. Our eyes locked and we were in our own little world. She knows this still hurts me and she stands sa pamamagitan ng me while I speak of my first love. She ceases to amaze me. Did you stay to meet Diana Rosalie asked.
I hunted deer in a near sa pamamagitan ng meadow after I ventured into famailer territory. My father’s farm.Their still were familiar faces their but their was a different vibe about it. I didn’t see my father .A good thing I don’t think I could have handled meeting him that particular moment. I was fixing to cut into Diana’s family farm when I saw my mom’s rose garden. It was beautiful as always though a little unkept. The longer I stood there sadness crept in. if my puso was able to stop it would have because there in the center on the garden was a wooden cross.
Rebecca Cullen –mother,wife, and friend,
1635-1664
It was then when my body was shaking that I realized I was crying. It was the first tears I shed as a vampire. I cried until I could take no more. My mother died just a taon after my disappearance. What it most have cost her to lose her only son. My hatred for my father grew. Not only had he cost me my life with Diana but he cost my mother her life and me a mother. I broke out of the past as I heard my daughters crying. Carlisle you must have been puso broken Bella cried. Im sorry Rosalie and Alice sinabi in a low voice. I was but I had to get back to Diana before she could think the worse. So I gathered myself and my thoughts and headed toward to the orchard. Diana was seated under the puno sa pamamagitan ng the pond we called ours. She must have been waiting because she broke into a grim smile when she saw me. I was beginning to think none of this was real.That you were still gone she whispered. Its very real and its still a nightmare though it seems like a good one I told her as I took her in my arms. A good Nightmare? My Nightmare ended last night when you snuck through my window Dinah said. I had come back to convince you to ilipat on. That it was ok to ilipat on and pag-ibig someone else I whispered into her hair. Their wasn’t a hole lot of convincing last night was there? Or just not the convincing you had in mind Dinah sinabi with a look of embarresment. She hid deeper into my chest and I had to stop from losing control.
How did you control yourself Jasper asked. I looked at my son who struggled with this part of being a vampire and sinabi It took all my control. I don’t know why maybe because in some way we were soul mates and I loved her with everything I had. It came close many times. I don’t know how you and Edward did it but yall have so much self control Emmett said. I looked at my usually humorous son and all I saw was wonder and wishful thinking. Esme was standing beside me now and whispered in my ear ‘I pag-ibig you’. Esme loved me with every understanding and passion that she could. I pag-ibig you always i told her. Our eyes locked and we were in our own little world. She knows this still hurts me and she stands sa pamamagitan ng me while I speak of my first love. She ceases to amaze me. Did you stay to meet Diana Rosalie asked.
I hunted deer in a near sa pamamagitan ng meadow after I ventured into famailer territory. My father’s farm.Their still were familiar faces their but their was a different vibe about it. I didn’t see my father .A good thing I don’t think I could have handled meeting him that particular moment. I was fixing to cut into Diana’s family farm when I saw my mom’s rose garden. It was beautiful as always though a little unkept. The longer I stood there sadness crept in. if my puso was able to stop it would have because there in the center on the garden was a wooden cross.
Rebecca Cullen –mother,wife, and friend,
1635-1664
It was then when my body was shaking that I realized I was crying. It was the first tears I shed as a vampire. I cried until I could take no more. My mother died just a taon after my disappearance. What it most have cost her to lose her only son. My hatred for my father grew. Not only had he cost me my life with Diana but he cost my mother her life and me a mother. I broke out of the past as I heard my daughters crying. Carlisle you must have been puso broken Bella cried. Im sorry Rosalie and Alice sinabi in a low voice. I was but I had to get back to Diana before she could think the worse. So I gathered myself and my thoughts and headed toward to the orchard. Diana was seated under the puno sa pamamagitan ng the pond we called ours. She must have been waiting because she broke into a grim smile when she saw me. I was beginning to think none of this was real.That you were still gone she whispered. Its very real and its still a nightmare though it seems like a good one I told her as I took her in my arms. A good Nightmare? My Nightmare ended last night when you snuck through my window Dinah said. I had come back to convince you to ilipat on. That it was ok to ilipat on and pag-ibig someone else I whispered into her hair. Their wasn’t a hole lot of convincing last night was there? Or just not the convincing you had in mind Dinah sinabi with a look of embarresment. She hid deeper into my chest and I had to stop from losing control.
I probaly sinabi thank you thirty times.
When I heard that they didn't have a place to stay i offered for them to stay here. They aren't living in out hotel room but they are only to doors away.
When i woke up i turned to susans side.She wasn't there. A note took her place.
It read
Dear Chris,
I am pretty sure i got you with the note!
The guys sinabi you would think i left. (it worked)
We are hanging out in their room and we are playing spin the bottle. (what!)
Love,
Susan ps. got you again!
I looked at her hand Pagsulat it was very pretty.
I got dressed and walked to the elevator.When i noticed i pressed two when i didn't even have to change from 11 the doors closed.I pressed the 11 button mabye 5 times.When it went up I sighed.
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to be continued...
When we reached my tahanan mason was crying and reenesme was trying to comfort her little brother.Alice and esme were talking very fast so I only caught little bits and pieces of the conversation .But it seemed that we were going to have to wait till edward and jacob and the other boys came back.while esme and alice were disscussing the subject reenesme and i were trying to comfort mason.At the same time i was worriying about edward I noticed reenesme looked very deep in thought.Then alll of the sudden esme is calling me ,my daughter,and my son to come quickly.Whehn we got there alice looked like she would be crying if she could cry.When I asked her what was wrong all she managed to choke out was Edward.Imediatly I knew something very bad had happened.
Ok guys i correct all my writings i hope you can understand them better!! please comment!!!
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in madami danger I feel madami in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to ilipat arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many tanong and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are ligtas and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in madami danger I feel madami in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to ilipat arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many tanong and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are ligtas and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think
ok so this is a old song from the fiftys but i think it relates to how bella feels after edward leaves her in new moon so here it is
Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to baybayin
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't pag-ibig me any madami
Why do the birds go on pag-awit
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I Nawawala your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my puso go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you sinabi goodbye
Why does my puso go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you sinabi goodbye
Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to baybayin
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't pag-ibig me any madami
Why do the birds go on pag-awit
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I Nawawala your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my puso go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you sinabi goodbye
Why does my puso go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you sinabi goodbye