renesmee's pov

i wake up i was felling better my neck was almost heal because i heal faster than normal humans

i was alone in my room but i could hear jake and noah talking outside in a low voice but i could still hear it

"look bloodsucker let me explain this to you" jake said
"hey don't call me bloodsucker and i won't call you dog ok?" noah sinabi
jake sigh and sinabi "ok look i just wanted to explain you what imprinting is "
noah interupted him
"oo i get it is like pag-ibig at first sight but"
jake start talking
"no no is not like that i imprinted on renesmee since the araw she was born " jake sinabi paitienly
"YOU WHAT?? ugh are you sick that is just gross she was a baby for god sake" noah sinabi i laugh quietly
"no no agh could you shut up and let me explain god i dont know how ness can pag-ibig YOU"
"I ask myself the same question" noah muttered
"Are you going to let me explain"jake ask

"sure" noah said

"imprinting is the way we find our soulmates it's madami powerful that pag-ibig at first sight it is madami absolute, so when renesmee was a baby i didn't like her in any romantic way no i pag-ibig her as a daughter then as a sister as a friend and now..."

noah was speechless for the fist time

"so do you see how ness and i are destine for each other, forever "jake ask noah he sounded a bit smug

noah was silent

"blood-noah "jake sinabi expecting an answer

"well but "noah started to talk his voice sounded depressed "if you and renesmee are for each other "he barely spoke the last words
"then why i fall in pag-ibig with nessie and nessie says she loves me too huh "
"don't you think that because ness and i are the same kind well maybe that's why your imprinting didn't work"

"imprinting doesn't is that it work or didn't. it is written it cant be change renesmee is mine and i am hers maybe it is like you sinabi that because you are her kind that maybe confused nessie but believe me ness and i are going to end together" jake sinabi sure of himself

really ??he sounded so sure but the pag-ibig i felt for noah i knew it wasn't just a confusion or a silly crush it was madami i remember the apoy of the kiss.. no no i was not just confused

"well im going to stay here until nessie says something differnt and one madami thing,"noah sinabi slowly"i'll be fighting for her too i been alone all my life and i am going to fight for her twice as hard as you are"

jake sigh"you are only going to make it hard for her why don't you just understand that nessie is mine" "but it's ok i fight for her too but you are fighting something that you already lose ok "

"you wish dog and sa pamamagitan ng the way in this moment she is not yours so stop with that" noah said

and opened the door of my room before jake could answer

"hi noah "i sinabi sleepy
"hey ness you. had a good night sleepy?? " he come closer and whipered at my ear" i miss you"
i put my hand at his cheek and sinabi
"me too " because i truly had miss him
he chucled and halik my forehead he sat sa pamamagitan ng my kama and took my hand.

then i saw jake come in i smile at him
he look at me "hey baby" and halik my lips y open my eyes surprized this was the 3 halik jake gave me in all my live.

but i realize i didn't felt the apoy i felt with noah it was something differnt but also strong

noah's grip on my hand became a little harder

"hey jake"

"Jacob, billy arrived he says that you need to come down" alice yelled

Noah chucled quietly and smile smugly

jake get up and run to the door

"finally some time alone, rose is right they do reak" he smile at me
i laughed "no they dont well not to us only to Bampira and you know that"
he sigh "yeah you are right so i know you hear our conversation out there so what do you think about it?" noah ask

what did i think about imprinting or on noah's fellings about me or how i was going to chose or on whether jake should say i was his i didn't knew about any of it

i look down "i dont know"

noah pick my chin up so i was looking at him
"but do you pag-ibig well like me i know yesterday you sinabi you did pag-ibig me but well please don't say it just to make me fell better tell me the truth is it true that jake is your only and truly love??"

"No Noah i don't only pag-ibig jake i also pag-ibig you and it is true i truly pag-ibig you but i also truly pag-ibig jake
im so sorry about that but it is true i i i can't decied i dont want to leave any of you "

i tear roll down my cheek
i was crying a lot this days

noah took the tear away with his lips and my skin was on apoy sa pamamagitan ng that simple touch

"its ok"he smile "i would stay here sa pamamagitan ng your side until you want me to go away"

"so do you think that i could halik you again ness?" he ask innocently

of course i wanted to halik him again but that would hurt jake if i ask him

i just look at his green eyes and he started to get closer me too and then our lips met
it was the same explosion but my neck was still sore so he pull away quickly and halik my cheek
"thank you ness "

then jake arrive
"hey noah carlisle is asking for you " he sinabi
"yeah right " noah snorted and was still holding my hand

and then from downstairs my grampa said
"noah can i ask you something about well your eating desicions well if you hunt hum"
"im coming " noah sinabi
"tell ya" jake sinabi smugly

be right back
ok i sinabi
ooo this was looking so like little kids like they couldn't be in the same room together i sighed