**SNEAK PEEK**
This is just a sneak peek the rest will not be writen untill i finish ''My Midnight Sun'' Enjoy and tell me what u think!
Edwards POV
THE WOODS
''If that's what you want.'' I could hear the tears amergeing in her voice. I wanted to kill myself right then and there for causeing those tears. I leaned forward,and kissed her forhead for the last time. Then i took off.Not takeing one look back. 'It's for her safety.' I thought to myself. Even though I just tore my whole life apart. It was still about her.And always will be. The wind blew sa pamamagitan ng me with a chance to go back. It blew hard even on my skin. My touseled hair blew back. Allowing the strong wind to hit my face. I let my mind wonder. But not about Bella. Just about everything else in excistance. But thats still wasen't enough...Because I didn't think about her. Now I had torn my entire life apart.Yet it still was about her. The hit harder againest my face. I wated to scream. I had ran at the least seven or eight miles. Maybe I could think about her,maybe that would heal faster for me. Instead of bottleing it all up,like Carsisle would say a few years back. So then I let my mind wonder freely. However of course,I opened all my memeries and such.But still it focused on her. How can I ilipat on now? What will happen next? Is this the best thing? So many questions. However,i couldnt find not even one answer.
This is just a sneak peek the rest will not be writen untill i finish ''My Midnight Sun'' Enjoy and tell me what u think!
Edwards POV
THE WOODS
''If that's what you want.'' I could hear the tears amergeing in her voice. I wanted to kill myself right then and there for causeing those tears. I leaned forward,and kissed her forhead for the last time. Then i took off.Not takeing one look back. 'It's for her safety.' I thought to myself. Even though I just tore my whole life apart. It was still about her.And always will be. The wind blew sa pamamagitan ng me with a chance to go back. It blew hard even on my skin. My touseled hair blew back. Allowing the strong wind to hit my face. I let my mind wonder. But not about Bella. Just about everything else in excistance. But thats still wasen't enough...Because I didn't think about her. Now I had torn my entire life apart.Yet it still was about her. The hit harder againest my face. I wated to scream. I had ran at the least seven or eight miles. Maybe I could think about her,maybe that would heal faster for me. Instead of bottleing it all up,like Carsisle would say a few years back. So then I let my mind wonder freely. However of course,I opened all my memeries and such.But still it focused on her. How can I ilipat on now? What will happen next? Is this the best thing? So many questions. However,i couldnt find not even one answer.
Well, alot of you know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the iugnay tab or a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the tanong is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if you have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do you guys think?
PS. Alot of people on youtube have bidyo saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed sa pamamagitan ng Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on youtube have bidyo saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed sa pamamagitan ng Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)