Nightfall Chapter 21: Will I Be Able to Save Him? Jake's POV
**I'm sorry I have been MIA with the chapters fr a few months but I will be uploading a ton today to make up for it :)Enjoy! **
It kind of sucked to give up our alone time. If I could I would spend forever with Nessie hidden in these woods- but my puso leapt at the thought of seeing our children. I stopped running for a moment completely thrown back sa pamamagitan ng the thought. Our children. Ness and I had 6 kids to raise. My chest filled with pride at the thought, but reality quickly set in leading my throat to dry up. How in the hell were we going to manage this!?
My thoughts were cleared as I felt a rock slam into my back tackling me to the ground with a giggle. Hmm… a giggling rock…
“Ok, I know that you have always let me win but really I don’t need the head starts anymore newborn remember?” I held onto her hands as I leapt to my feet and pulled her around to face me. Her legs wrapped themselves around my waist as though she couldn’t control it; the force between us truly was magnetic. She swept her hand across my face as she kissed my nose gently. “What’s wrong with my sparkly lobo man?” She cooed. I rolled my eyes at what was apparently now her paborito nickname for me and then averted my eyes from her. She always knew when something was bothering me and it was almost impossible for me to hide it for too long. I buried my face in her soft curls and breathed in without answering. The force of her newborn strength shocked me as she gripped my chin and pulled my face up to meet her startling crimson eyes.
“Jake, seriously what is it?” I sighed as I dragged my gaze up to meet hers.
“What if we can’t do this? I mean six kids is a lot to begin with but with their abilities… our whole family can’t even handle them and there are only two of us…” Her eyes softened as she kissed my forehead moments before leaning hers against it.
“We have gotten through a lot worse than six mga sanggol Jacob Black.” I looked away from her again knowing that she was right… but still- this was different. This was 6 innocent lives that we were talking about; it would be so easy for me to mess up. I had fucked up so many times throughout my life and couldn’t madala the thought of ruining this.
“What if I am not a good father I just know I’m going to screw this up.”
She brushed her lips across mine pulling away just long enough to murmur, “You are going to be an amazing father. I wish you had the level of faith in yourself that I do. You are the great grandson of Ephraim Black. You are the first leader of your kind. You can most definitely handle this. Plus as an added bonus you have me…” she sinabi the last part in a tiny voice almost as though she weren’t sure that it would provide me with the level of comfort she hoped it would. She was so ridiculous to doubt her value in my eyes. Without her I was nothing. I wrapped my arms around her tighter as I brought my lips back to hers.
“Thank you,” I whispered segundos before our lips met with unadulterated passion that paralleled the way that we had spent the past 24 hours. She finally pulled away breathlessly an adorable dent of confusion on her perfect face.
“For what?” I set her onto her feet brushing my lips across her forehead.
“For doing for me what no one else has ever been able to. You believe in me no matter what with you sa pamamagitan ng my side I can get through anything- you make me want to be the best at all that I do. I pag-ibig you Nessie, so much that it scares me.” She kissed my cheek.
“I pag-ibig you too Jacob never doubt the potential that you hold- you are the father of a new race.” Her eyes flickered as a wicked gleam darkened them. She swung back and smacked my ass.
“Come on papa lobo lets get tahanan before the big bad mga sanggol blow the house down.” I cracked up at the look on her face, how could she go from being so serious to pagganap like a teenager in the span of seconds… She took off before I had a chance to react. I ran as hard as I could but was no match for her. As we got closer to Forks I heard a tiny but familiar voice growling angrily in my mind.
“Jacob I am your alpha and you WILL listen to me, I have had it with you.” I paused for a moment I knew that voice but how the hellwas I hearing her like this… the tiny growl erupted again. It was replaced sa pamamagitan ng Sam's voice.
"Jake? Are you on your way back?" Oh my god, my daughter was able to communicate with me and Sam... like Alphas ae able to...
"Yea Sam I'm almost there."
"Good hurry up I'm on my way it doesn't sound good, Seth called me and I keep hearing Sarah I don't think she realizes how to control anyhing yet otherwise she wuldn't be sending us walang tiyak na layunin thoughts." I panicked at the thought of Sam getting involved.
"Sam, stay where you are they are venemous and apparently out of control."
"I'm already here don't worry I will be fine..."
"SAM, no!" It was too late I couldn't reach him anymore what the hell happened? "Leah, Seth?" Goddamn it why weren't they answering me? Sarah's voice rang out once madami in my mind in Sam's absence.
“I don’t want to hurt you- don’t make me do this.” The snarl that echoed through my mind was feral and terrifying as larawan from my daughters mind filled mine. Jake was challenging her Alpha status. I felt her fury as she unleashed an alpha command on him. I could hear her silent thoughts as the lobo in her took over madami and madami .She was going to attack him. My puso leapt into my throat as I pushed myself further. We were so close to the house now.
Nessie looked at me in confusion as I blew past her phasing out of my clothes I screamed in my mind, “Sarah no! Don't touch your brother. And for the pag-ibig of god don't bite Uncle Sam, I will be right there...” All that I heard in response was a growl of anger as I leapt through the living room window of Carlisle and Esme’s house hoping that I wasn’t too late.
**I'm sorry I have been MIA with the chapters fr a few months but I will be uploading a ton today to make up for it :)Enjoy! **
It kind of sucked to give up our alone time. If I could I would spend forever with Nessie hidden in these woods- but my puso leapt at the thought of seeing our children. I stopped running for a moment completely thrown back sa pamamagitan ng the thought. Our children. Ness and I had 6 kids to raise. My chest filled with pride at the thought, but reality quickly set in leading my throat to dry up. How in the hell were we going to manage this!?
My thoughts were cleared as I felt a rock slam into my back tackling me to the ground with a giggle. Hmm… a giggling rock…
“Ok, I know that you have always let me win but really I don’t need the head starts anymore newborn remember?” I held onto her hands as I leapt to my feet and pulled her around to face me. Her legs wrapped themselves around my waist as though she couldn’t control it; the force between us truly was magnetic. She swept her hand across my face as she kissed my nose gently. “What’s wrong with my sparkly lobo man?” She cooed. I rolled my eyes at what was apparently now her paborito nickname for me and then averted my eyes from her. She always knew when something was bothering me and it was almost impossible for me to hide it for too long. I buried my face in her soft curls and breathed in without answering. The force of her newborn strength shocked me as she gripped my chin and pulled my face up to meet her startling crimson eyes.
“Jake, seriously what is it?” I sighed as I dragged my gaze up to meet hers.
“What if we can’t do this? I mean six kids is a lot to begin with but with their abilities… our whole family can’t even handle them and there are only two of us…” Her eyes softened as she kissed my forehead moments before leaning hers against it.
“We have gotten through a lot worse than six mga sanggol Jacob Black.” I looked away from her again knowing that she was right… but still- this was different. This was 6 innocent lives that we were talking about; it would be so easy for me to mess up. I had fucked up so many times throughout my life and couldn’t madala the thought of ruining this.
“What if I am not a good father I just know I’m going to screw this up.”
She brushed her lips across mine pulling away just long enough to murmur, “You are going to be an amazing father. I wish you had the level of faith in yourself that I do. You are the great grandson of Ephraim Black. You are the first leader of your kind. You can most definitely handle this. Plus as an added bonus you have me…” she sinabi the last part in a tiny voice almost as though she weren’t sure that it would provide me with the level of comfort she hoped it would. She was so ridiculous to doubt her value in my eyes. Without her I was nothing. I wrapped my arms around her tighter as I brought my lips back to hers.
“Thank you,” I whispered segundos before our lips met with unadulterated passion that paralleled the way that we had spent the past 24 hours. She finally pulled away breathlessly an adorable dent of confusion on her perfect face.
“For what?” I set her onto her feet brushing my lips across her forehead.
“For doing for me what no one else has ever been able to. You believe in me no matter what with you sa pamamagitan ng my side I can get through anything- you make me want to be the best at all that I do. I pag-ibig you Nessie, so much that it scares me.” She kissed my cheek.
“I pag-ibig you too Jacob never doubt the potential that you hold- you are the father of a new race.” Her eyes flickered as a wicked gleam darkened them. She swung back and smacked my ass.
“Come on papa lobo lets get tahanan before the big bad mga sanggol blow the house down.” I cracked up at the look on her face, how could she go from being so serious to pagganap like a teenager in the span of seconds… She took off before I had a chance to react. I ran as hard as I could but was no match for her. As we got closer to Forks I heard a tiny but familiar voice growling angrily in my mind.
“Jacob I am your alpha and you WILL listen to me, I have had it with you.” I paused for a moment I knew that voice but how the hellwas I hearing her like this… the tiny growl erupted again. It was replaced sa pamamagitan ng Sam's voice.
"Jake? Are you on your way back?" Oh my god, my daughter was able to communicate with me and Sam... like Alphas ae able to...
"Yea Sam I'm almost there."
"Good hurry up I'm on my way it doesn't sound good, Seth called me and I keep hearing Sarah I don't think she realizes how to control anyhing yet otherwise she wuldn't be sending us walang tiyak na layunin thoughts." I panicked at the thought of Sam getting involved.
"Sam, stay where you are they are venemous and apparently out of control."
"I'm already here don't worry I will be fine..."
"SAM, no!" It was too late I couldn't reach him anymore what the hell happened? "Leah, Seth?" Goddamn it why weren't they answering me? Sarah's voice rang out once madami in my mind in Sam's absence.
“I don’t want to hurt you- don’t make me do this.” The snarl that echoed through my mind was feral and terrifying as larawan from my daughters mind filled mine. Jake was challenging her Alpha status. I felt her fury as she unleashed an alpha command on him. I could hear her silent thoughts as the lobo in her took over madami and madami .She was going to attack him. My puso leapt into my throat as I pushed myself further. We were so close to the house now.
Nessie looked at me in confusion as I blew past her phasing out of my clothes I screamed in my mind, “Sarah no! Don't touch your brother. And for the pag-ibig of god don't bite Uncle Sam, I will be right there...” All that I heard in response was a growl of anger as I leapt through the living room window of Carlisle and Esme’s house hoping that I wasn’t too late.
Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his kutsilyo and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing susunod of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his mga kaibigan was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his mga kaibigan was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his kutsilyo and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing susunod of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his mga kaibigan was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his mga kaibigan was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's madami than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the araw you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to ipakita me that you were there
bulaklak raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the araw you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's madami than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the araw you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to ipakita me that you were there
bulaklak raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the araw you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything you want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything you want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
When these pillars get put down
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much pag-ibig would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my puso is split like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much pag-ibig would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my puso is split like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with you man
Don’t you see it’s wrong, can’t you get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Nawawala in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
You know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Nawawala in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Nawawala in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what you do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with you man
Don’t you see it’s wrong, can’t you get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Nawawala in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
You know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Nawawala in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Nawawala in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what you do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Should never think
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me sa pamamagitan ng my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my amerikana on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me sa pamamagitan ng my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my amerikana on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
HELLO EVERY ONE!! This artikulo is about the 1st part of breaking dawn the movie, if you have NOT read the book then do not read any further.
They have split it into 2 parts the first part is when Edward and Bella get married and when she figures out that she became pregnant.
The segundo part is ALL about Jacob and how he feels when he figures out how Bella is prego with a cute devil child! (Or a bloodsucker/human) It is going to be the best movie in the whole world!!!
Well CHOW until susunod week on Monday
MOOSH!!!! <3
They have split it into 2 parts the first part is when Edward and Bella get married and when she figures out that she became pregnant.
The segundo part is ALL about Jacob and how he feels when he figures out how Bella is prego with a cute devil child! (Or a bloodsucker/human) It is going to be the best movie in the whole world!!!
Well CHOW until susunod week on Monday
MOOSH!!!! <3
