When I read Twilight for the first and segundo time I would feel mysterious when Edward dissapeared and I would feel happy when Edward was with her. When he made her smile I smiled, when she laughed, I laughed. When New Moon came to be read once and the segundo time I felt really happy when Edward was with her. When he protected her from the other vampire who is dating alice. When I read the series it made me happy. But when the time came, I tryed not to cry. But tears started comeing out when Edward broke up with her. When she started to hang out with Jacob, when the may-akda described him, described his laugh, his smile, how he would be embarrased when Quil and Embry made fun of him in the garage, and how he flirted with her. It all made me happy again. I didnt feel the empty hole on my chest. its like there was never any hole in the first place. I felt happy. And whenn he got sick and starte to ignore Bella, the hole came back. And it didn't come back slowly. It just hit me. It hit me hard. I nearly started to cry again untill Jake decided to breakt the rules.