I sat at the computer, typing an email to my worried parents. Ever since I moved Micah and I to Colorado four years ago, they have been going crazy. They come down and visit whenever they can, but since the sun is out all the time, that is rare.
"Mommy," I hear Micah's little voice from the kitchen. He has grown so much in the past few years. Since he was premature, I thought he would be pretty tiny, but he has grown big like Jacob.
"What Micah?" I look at the door frame and see him sanding there with his thumb in his mouth.
He sighs and looks up sadly at me.
I stand and walk over to him. "What is it honey?" I kneel down and balutin my arms around him.
"Why don't I have a daddy like Will does?" I had hoped he wouldn't ask that.
I look at him and try to think of an answer. He knows when I am lying to him, so I have to tell the truth.
"Your daddy had to go away for a while, but he'll meet you someday."
"You promise?" He takes his hand out of his mouth and wraps his arms around me too.
"Yes, I promise." I smile faintly at him and he nestles his head in my shoulder.
I pull him back and look at his face. There is so much of Jake in him, that I almost feel I can see him standing susunod to Micah.
"Now you were supposed to be napping." I pick him up and walk to his bedroom.
It is all decorated with wolves. Kind of a bad omen about his future, but that is what he wanted.
I put him on his kama and tuck him in. Before turning out the lights I glance back at him and watch his little eyes close.
The time has finally come to where, I don't know what to do anymore. My son has spent his entire life with out his dad, and I haven't done anything about it.
We need someone to support us. To put pagkain on the table. I need to let Jacob go and find someone to protect us.
I walk to my bedroom and lay across the mattress, hoping tomorrow will be an easier day.
Part 2. Jacobs POV
The instant it happened, everything stopped making sense. There was no air to breathe, nothing for me to touch, to feel. I was floating. I tried to stand up, to see where I was, but I was already standing. It was strange because just a segundo before I was flying through the air. There was a striking pain through my chest and then the nothingness.
I looked around and tried to see my hands but nothing was there. I was invisible. I looked down and saw a lobo that looked exactly like mine lying on the ground with a huge piece of wood in it's heart. Then it hit me, the lobo on the ground was me. I was on the ground dying, or at least my body was.
Then there were people swarming around the wolf. I saw the Cullen's and a few of the pack. Edward pulled the branch out of me. I could almost feel a little tickle on my chest. I could see that they were trying to see if I was alive or not, and they were leaning madami towards the segundo idea. Then I heard the words I was dreading, 'He's dead'. At that moment I started panicking. I thought about it and came to the conclusion that at the instant I died, my spirit escaped from my wolf, just like my grandfathers.
I knew I needed to find another body to fill. The time seemed to pass so slowly. I finally found an animal to adapt to.
And when I did, I was able to phase back to my human form. But I had no idea how much time I had taken in the process.
"Mommy," I hear Micah's little voice from the kitchen. He has grown so much in the past few years. Since he was premature, I thought he would be pretty tiny, but he has grown big like Jacob.
"What Micah?" I look at the door frame and see him sanding there with his thumb in his mouth.
He sighs and looks up sadly at me.
I stand and walk over to him. "What is it honey?" I kneel down and balutin my arms around him.
"Why don't I have a daddy like Will does?" I had hoped he wouldn't ask that.
I look at him and try to think of an answer. He knows when I am lying to him, so I have to tell the truth.
"Your daddy had to go away for a while, but he'll meet you someday."
"You promise?" He takes his hand out of his mouth and wraps his arms around me too.
"Yes, I promise." I smile faintly at him and he nestles his head in my shoulder.
I pull him back and look at his face. There is so much of Jake in him, that I almost feel I can see him standing susunod to Micah.
"Now you were supposed to be napping." I pick him up and walk to his bedroom.
It is all decorated with wolves. Kind of a bad omen about his future, but that is what he wanted.
I put him on his kama and tuck him in. Before turning out the lights I glance back at him and watch his little eyes close.
The time has finally come to where, I don't know what to do anymore. My son has spent his entire life with out his dad, and I haven't done anything about it.
We need someone to support us. To put pagkain on the table. I need to let Jacob go and find someone to protect us.
I walk to my bedroom and lay across the mattress, hoping tomorrow will be an easier day.
Part 2. Jacobs POV
The instant it happened, everything stopped making sense. There was no air to breathe, nothing for me to touch, to feel. I was floating. I tried to stand up, to see where I was, but I was already standing. It was strange because just a segundo before I was flying through the air. There was a striking pain through my chest and then the nothingness.
I looked around and tried to see my hands but nothing was there. I was invisible. I looked down and saw a lobo that looked exactly like mine lying on the ground with a huge piece of wood in it's heart. Then it hit me, the lobo on the ground was me. I was on the ground dying, or at least my body was.
Then there were people swarming around the wolf. I saw the Cullen's and a few of the pack. Edward pulled the branch out of me. I could almost feel a little tickle on my chest. I could see that they were trying to see if I was alive or not, and they were leaning madami towards the segundo idea. Then I heard the words I was dreading, 'He's dead'. At that moment I started panicking. I thought about it and came to the conclusion that at the instant I died, my spirit escaped from my wolf, just like my grandfathers.
I knew I needed to find another body to fill. The time seemed to pass so slowly. I finally found an animal to adapt to.
And when I did, I was able to phase back to my human form. But I had no idea how much time I had taken in the process.
For those of you who don't know me, or have never read my fanfictions, I'm renesmeblack. I write a story from Renesmee, Jacob, Mine, and occasionally Emmett's POV. Now, I have a ton of bad ideas, and some of the things you read from me are crash tests. Thankfully, many of my readers enjoy my fanfictions. The dummy is saved!
My stories are for girls who can't stop pagbaba the books. It's for girls who'd pester Stephenie Meyer to write a sequel, if they had a chance! I pag-ibig Jacob, so that's another reason why girls read my, frankly, ameteur (hope I spelled that right!) writing. You wanna know the best part?
Okay, here goes nothing.
IT NEVER ENDS!!!
There. I feel better now. Yup, you read correctly. It'll never end until I grow out of the Twilight Stage (like that'll happen.).
For the very few fans I have, thanks for the support and I'll see you in the pagbaba section!
-Thanks!
renesmeblack xoxo
My stories are for girls who can't stop pagbaba the books. It's for girls who'd pester Stephenie Meyer to write a sequel, if they had a chance! I pag-ibig Jacob, so that's another reason why girls read my, frankly, ameteur (hope I spelled that right!) writing. You wanna know the best part?
Okay, here goes nothing.
IT NEVER ENDS!!!
There. I feel better now. Yup, you read correctly. It'll never end until I grow out of the Twilight Stage (like that'll happen.).
For the very few fans I have, thanks for the support and I'll see you in the pagbaba section!
-Thanks!
renesmeblack xoxo
Here's New Moon Confessions. like I sinabi before, I don't any of these, I just posted them for people's enjoyments.
#1
I can hear Edward in my head too!
#2
If Edward dies, I headed off to Volterra.
#3
Alice estola my Porsche.
#4
Jane has my paborito vampire power.
#5
I have Edward's soul. *Evil Laugh*
#6
Bella's Epiphany = Stating the obvious.
#7
Edward didn't go to South America. He was visiting me.
#8
I named all of my Aso after Jacob and his friends.
#9
I skipped all of the chapters without Edward in them.
#10
I segundo Emmett's vote.
#11
I cut myself in front of Jasper for fun.
#12
If Bella won't marry Edward, I will.
please comment and rate!
#1
I can hear Edward in my head too!
#2
If Edward dies, I headed off to Volterra.
#3
Alice estola my Porsche.
#4
Jane has my paborito vampire power.
#5
I have Edward's soul. *Evil Laugh*
#6
Bella's Epiphany = Stating the obvious.
#7
Edward didn't go to South America. He was visiting me.
#8
I named all of my Aso after Jacob and his friends.
#9
I skipped all of the chapters without Edward in them.
#10
I segundo Emmett's vote.
#11
I cut myself in front of Jasper for fun.
#12
If Bella won't marry Edward, I will.
please comment and rate!
When she walked into the dull room i did not notice at first. But suddenly a gush of wind blew her sweet and beutiful scent tingling down my throat. Never had i felt such pain and anguish yet the thrill of a new adventure. She clumsily walked over to the upuan opposite me and offered a big smile. This was when i could have killed her, this innocent girl looking at me through the locks of her deep brown hair. Her eyes looked deeply and yet shallowly into mine. This was the moment when i knew i could not ravish her. This was the moment i started to fall in love. The mystery of Love.
Please comment and rate!!!! :)
Please comment and rate!!!! :)
'Twilight': Which 'New Moon' scene should debut on the MTV Movie Awards?
May 18, 2009, 07:00 PM | sa pamamagitan ng Mandi Bierly
Categories: Film, Twilight, Waiting
Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart, and Taylor Lautner will be on hand at May 31's MTV Movie Awards to introduce a never-before-seen clip from the The Twilight Saga: New Moon. The tanong is: Which one do you most want to see? If you haven't read the segundo book in Stephenie Meyer's series, STOP NOW. We're obviously talking SPOILERS here....
I vote for Bella jumping off the cliff -- that way we'll get to see how they handle her hearing Edward's voice, while they give us a visual because they want to put Pattinson on screen whenever possible -- or Bella running to stop Edward from stepping into the sun. I bet those will be too F/X-driven to be ready to screen in May, since the film doesn't open until November. (Ditto any scenes involving the lobo Pack transforming....) Your pick? Bonus points if it's practical.
May 18, 2009, 07:00 PM | sa pamamagitan ng Mandi Bierly
Categories: Film, Twilight, Waiting
Robert Pattinson, Kristen Stewart, and Taylor Lautner will be on hand at May 31's MTV Movie Awards to introduce a never-before-seen clip from the The Twilight Saga: New Moon. The tanong is: Which one do you most want to see? If you haven't read the segundo book in Stephenie Meyer's series, STOP NOW. We're obviously talking SPOILERS here....
I vote for Bella jumping off the cliff -- that way we'll get to see how they handle her hearing Edward's voice, while they give us a visual because they want to put Pattinson on screen whenever possible -- or Bella running to stop Edward from stepping into the sun. I bet those will be too F/X-driven to be ready to screen in May, since the film doesn't open until November. (Ditto any scenes involving the lobo Pack transforming....) Your pick? Bonus points if it's practical.
My paborito scene in new moon is the breakup. Now, before you say I'm not a TRUE twilight fan, think about it. If Edward didn't leave, Jacob would cease to exist(metaphorically speaking, of course). Then, Bella would be staying human. No Renesmee, no wedding, and no Jacob Black. You might be thinking,well, Edward would change her sooner or later, right? Wrong. I hope I'm not spoiling anything, but remember in eclipse when Edward sinabi he got over his taste for her blood? Do you remember why? If he didn't leave, he would be too afraid to try. New moon is all about the breakup, and Jacob edging his way into Bella's life. Yep, I'm talking to you, Team Jacob. If you really like Jacob, you see things like me.