"Who?" I didn't know what expression I had, but I definitely couldn't feel my body. I stared at Alice without blinking, but she avoided my gaze.
"Everyone" she whispered.
"We will lose?!" I squeaked.
"No, not that" she still didn't look at me. What her words mean then? "With your help I saw madami possible variants of the future than I ever could see. But in all visions we Nawawala someone. Sometimes it was one of the wolves, sometimes one of us, sometimes it was..."
"Me?" I asked calmly and she nodded. I was surprised that her words about my possible death didn't scare me much. After all I already knew where I'm involved. Alice still didn't lifted her head and I shuddered "And you?"
"I sinabi everyone" I wanted to say something soothing but Jasper appeared from nowhere and hugged her.
"I'm not letting anyone hurt you. You'll be safe, I promise" his words made her even sadder but she hugged him back.
"I don't understand something" Rosalie sinabi coming into my room followed sa pamamagitan ng Carlisle, Edward and Jacob. "Why we have to risk our lives because of these overgrown dogs?" her tone was full disgust.
"It's right thing to do, Rose" Carlisle answered coldly. "They helped us and we have to help the too"
"Rosalie is right" Jasper's voice and face was filled with anger "I'm not losing Alice just because of them"
"No one asked you for help. We can do it ourselves" Jacob replied. He looked offended.
"Jacob, we doing this out of free will. Rosalie, Jasper - you can leave any time you want. We're not forcing anyone to fight" Carlisle suggested and Alice wanted to protest but Jasper cut her off.
"Fine. We're leaving"
"How can you do that?!" Edward seemed furious too.
"How can you risk your daughter's life?!" Rosalie shouted. "You're giving her straightly to Volturi hands!"
They started arguing - I guess it was an argue cause I couldn't understand a single word, everything was sinabi too quickly for my ears.
"SHUT UP!" I screamed. All of them fell silent and stared at me. "Are you as you stupid as you're look like right now?" I asked fiercely and they looked almost shocked. I turned to Jasper.
"You sinabi yourself how much Aro wants Alice. When he'll destroy your family, don't you think he'll try to find her? I would like to see how you are going to defend your precious Alice from Volturi without help of them" I showed to others standing susunod to my kama and noticed pain in Jasper's eyes. Then I turned to Rosalie.
"None of us will have a chance of normal life, even if you run. Unless Volturi will be destroyed. And listen to Alice's words again: anyone can die. Don't tell me you haven't considered it earlier. It's a fight - of course there might be some sacrifices. Finally, if you have a choice to die in order to protect your loved ones, what will you chose?" she didn't respond and I continued "I think that all of you will do the same. All of you would give your lives to make sure others could live" I ended my speech and waited someone to say something. After a long pause Alice hugged me.
"Thank you"
"I don't want to lose" Rosalie mumbled
"Who sinabi that we're gonna lose?" Alice jumped on her feet "Actually we had an advantage. I couldn't see the ending of the fight but as far as I saw they had Nawawala much madami than we"
"That's good news, isn't it?" Jacob asked unsure.
"Definitely. Volturi will come near us tonight, but they are planning to attack us tomorrow, early in the morning. Aro will send a team to find scents of all Bampira who could fight. He's expecting us to have an army like we did last time. When he'll see that we have nothing except one human, all of them will relax too much" Alice explained.
"But when he'll see what that human is capable to do..." Edward grinned.
"Alice, why you don't have an army like last time?" it's not possible that they didn't consider it.
"Last time we asked them not to fight but only to witness. They all fell in pag-ibig with Nessie so much that most of them were ready to fight for her. But how can we ask them to fight for mga asong lobo who are enemies of vampires? No one will sumali us and especially them" she glanced at Jacob.
"OK" I sinabi climbing out of kama "Let's prepare to give Volturi warm welcome"
"That's the spirit!"
We spent all the araw planning on strategies. I was informed about all powers Volturi soldiers might have. Everyone already had a position - Jasper decided that the smartest solution is to form small groups of 2-3 mga asong lobo and one vampire. Me and Nessie were placed in the farthest and safest spot. Bella and Edward didn't want her in the fight at all but I convinced them that one extra ability can be really useful. Right after the sunset Carlisle offered everyone to get some rest before fight and spend some time with families. I didn't want any time, especially when I had no one to be with but than I noticed Embry waving me. When I went to him he gently took my face in his hands and kissed me. I smiled.
"I thought maybe you'd like to spend some time with me" he suggested shyly
"I would pag-ibig to" and tiptoed to halik him again. "Aren't there anyone else with whom you should be with now?" I didn't want to steal time from his family.
"No. I have only my mom, but she's in conference, in Chicago"
"So you're alone?"
"Yes. You?"
"Me either. So what are we planning to do?"
"I don't know..." I almost could see him blushing - it was all reassurance I needed. I took of my dyaket and started halik him...
I'm really hoping you liked this chapter cause the end of this story is near. If you have any thoughts or suggestions please leave a comment.
"Everyone" she whispered.
"We will lose?!" I squeaked.
"No, not that" she still didn't look at me. What her words mean then? "With your help I saw madami possible variants of the future than I ever could see. But in all visions we Nawawala someone. Sometimes it was one of the wolves, sometimes one of us, sometimes it was..."
"Me?" I asked calmly and she nodded. I was surprised that her words about my possible death didn't scare me much. After all I already knew where I'm involved. Alice still didn't lifted her head and I shuddered "And you?"
"I sinabi everyone" I wanted to say something soothing but Jasper appeared from nowhere and hugged her.
"I'm not letting anyone hurt you. You'll be safe, I promise" his words made her even sadder but she hugged him back.
"I don't understand something" Rosalie sinabi coming into my room followed sa pamamagitan ng Carlisle, Edward and Jacob. "Why we have to risk our lives because of these overgrown dogs?" her tone was full disgust.
"It's right thing to do, Rose" Carlisle answered coldly. "They helped us and we have to help the too"
"Rosalie is right" Jasper's voice and face was filled with anger "I'm not losing Alice just because of them"
"No one asked you for help. We can do it ourselves" Jacob replied. He looked offended.
"Jacob, we doing this out of free will. Rosalie, Jasper - you can leave any time you want. We're not forcing anyone to fight" Carlisle suggested and Alice wanted to protest but Jasper cut her off.
"Fine. We're leaving"
"How can you do that?!" Edward seemed furious too.
"How can you risk your daughter's life?!" Rosalie shouted. "You're giving her straightly to Volturi hands!"
They started arguing - I guess it was an argue cause I couldn't understand a single word, everything was sinabi too quickly for my ears.
"SHUT UP!" I screamed. All of them fell silent and stared at me. "Are you as you stupid as you're look like right now?" I asked fiercely and they looked almost shocked. I turned to Jasper.
"You sinabi yourself how much Aro wants Alice. When he'll destroy your family, don't you think he'll try to find her? I would like to see how you are going to defend your precious Alice from Volturi without help of them" I showed to others standing susunod to my kama and noticed pain in Jasper's eyes. Then I turned to Rosalie.
"None of us will have a chance of normal life, even if you run. Unless Volturi will be destroyed. And listen to Alice's words again: anyone can die. Don't tell me you haven't considered it earlier. It's a fight - of course there might be some sacrifices. Finally, if you have a choice to die in order to protect your loved ones, what will you chose?" she didn't respond and I continued "I think that all of you will do the same. All of you would give your lives to make sure others could live" I ended my speech and waited someone to say something. After a long pause Alice hugged me.
"Thank you"
"I don't want to lose" Rosalie mumbled
"Who sinabi that we're gonna lose?" Alice jumped on her feet "Actually we had an advantage. I couldn't see the ending of the fight but as far as I saw they had Nawawala much madami than we"
"That's good news, isn't it?" Jacob asked unsure.
"Definitely. Volturi will come near us tonight, but they are planning to attack us tomorrow, early in the morning. Aro will send a team to find scents of all Bampira who could fight. He's expecting us to have an army like we did last time. When he'll see that we have nothing except one human, all of them will relax too much" Alice explained.
"But when he'll see what that human is capable to do..." Edward grinned.
"Alice, why you don't have an army like last time?" it's not possible that they didn't consider it.
"Last time we asked them not to fight but only to witness. They all fell in pag-ibig with Nessie so much that most of them were ready to fight for her. But how can we ask them to fight for mga asong lobo who are enemies of vampires? No one will sumali us and especially them" she glanced at Jacob.
"OK" I sinabi climbing out of kama "Let's prepare to give Volturi warm welcome"
"That's the spirit!"
We spent all the araw planning on strategies. I was informed about all powers Volturi soldiers might have. Everyone already had a position - Jasper decided that the smartest solution is to form small groups of 2-3 mga asong lobo and one vampire. Me and Nessie were placed in the farthest and safest spot. Bella and Edward didn't want her in the fight at all but I convinced them that one extra ability can be really useful. Right after the sunset Carlisle offered everyone to get some rest before fight and spend some time with families. I didn't want any time, especially when I had no one to be with but than I noticed Embry waving me. When I went to him he gently took my face in his hands and kissed me. I smiled.
"I thought maybe you'd like to spend some time with me" he suggested shyly
"I would pag-ibig to" and tiptoed to halik him again. "Aren't there anyone else with whom you should be with now?" I didn't want to steal time from his family.
"No. I have only my mom, but she's in conference, in Chicago"
"So you're alone?"
"Yes. You?"
"Me either. So what are we planning to do?"
"I don't know..." I almost could see him blushing - it was all reassurance I needed. I took of my dyaket and started halik him...
I'm really hoping you liked this chapter cause the end of this story is near. If you have any thoughts or suggestions please leave a comment.
uy twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release petsa for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction petsa not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is sinabi that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the puso which will stop beating soon, the puso which was the reason for me to live, the puso which she had ibingiay to me to keep ligtas just like how I had ibingiay her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the puso which will stop beating soon, the puso which was the reason for me to live, the puso which she had ibingiay to me to keep ligtas just like how I had ibingiay her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??