I sat down on the sofa and so did edward,He sat down right beside me.After a while i drifted off to sleep,i dont know when i woke up but it was really dark.Then i noticed my head was on edward's shoulder,when i was asleep i must have leaned on him.I looked at edward he seemed comfortable and happy really happy,i took my head off edwards shoulder and looked at him.
"Your awake"he sinabi smiling that dazzleing smile,he had dazzled me one again.
"Ya,i was really tired sorry"i sinabi getting akeward.
"Its okay i didnt mind"he sinabi smiling even wider.
"Of corse you didnt"i sinabi and he laughed a bit i looked at my watch it was 9 o'clock.
"Where is charlie?"i asked.
"He called and sinabi he would be tahanan tomorrow that something happened and he is sorry"he sinabi back to me.I was going to be tahanan alone and i am pregnant something will happen knowing my luck.
"Um..do you mind staying here tonight because i will be tahanan alone and me being pregnant makes me madami unlucky"i sinabi smiling shyly.He looked shocked.
"Ya of corse thats fine"he sinabi in a normal tone but i could hear that he was well happy.
"The food"i sinabi while trying to stand up but he got up before me he smile and held out his hand i took it and got up.
"I saved it,its ready for you to eat"he sinabi while holding out the chair for me to sit in.I ate my hapunan then decided to go to kama i was still tired.
"I am going to get changed then i am going to kama so,um decide what you are going to do"i sinabi then went up the stairs.
I dont go into the bathroom to get changed anymore since edward is never in my room,i got on some shorts then took off my shirt.Just then edward walked into my room i screamed and turned around,i heard the door close.
"Edward!"i shouted.
"I'm sorry i thought you were in the bathroom"he sinabi i could hear the smile in his voice.
"I dont have to get changed in their anymore your not in my room,and this is not funny"i sinabi in a angry tone he laughed a bit.
"It doesnt matter i've seen you naked before"he sinabi sounding smug.
"Ya but that was when you were aloud to,but we are not together anymore so you cant see me like that anymore"i sinabi to him he went silent.
"Sorry"he said.
"Well you should be"i sinabi then opened the door the tuktok i was wearing was skin tight.
"What did you want in my room anyway?"i asked while he looked me up and down.
"My eyes are up here"i sinabi to him,he looked my in the eyes and smiled.
"Sorry and i am going to sit in the rocking chair if that is fine with you"he sinabi to me melting me with his golden eyes.
"Ya fine"i sinabi and moved out of the way of the door.He went in and sat in the chair.
I went and sat in my bed,it was really hot again but it was probebly just me.After a couple of minutos Renesmee started kicking,i gasped because it was like she was playing football.
"Whats wrong?"he asked concerend.
"Come here"i sinabi to him,he got off the chair and stood beside the bed,i grabed his hand and pulled him onto the kama and put my hand to my stomack.Then Renesmee kicked again where his hand was he smiled and looked at me.
"That never gets old"he sinabi then gasped realixing that he had just giving away that he had basically been in my room with me when i was asleep,he had been since the araw jacob came to visit everynight but i never told him to go away it was nice having him here.
"Dont worrie i know that you are in here everynight i'm not stupid"i sinabi laughing a bit.
"H-how?"he stuttered.
"Well when your pregnant you dont get much sleep,and you are cold so when it feels like the have sunburn all over then coldness comes it normally means your water has broke or well in my case a vampire has their arms around you.And renesmee calms down when you are here"i sinabi if i could see him i would most likly see someone really shocked.
"Um-sorry"he sinabi shocked.
"Its okay"i sinabi then turned on my bedside lamp i turned back round to edward but he face was inches from mine we both breathed in we were about to kiss.
"I cant"i sinabi then layed down.
"I know im sorry"he sinabi then went and sat back down on the chair,after a minuto of silence i asked:
"What are you doing tomorrrow"
"I dont know i will probebly help them build the house what about you?"he asked
"I going up to La Push to visit jacob he asked me to come up"i sinabi to him.
"Okay,be careful you never know when they could you know explode"he sinabi trying to find the right words to say when they get angry and change.
"I know"i sinabi to him.
"Goodnight"i sinabi to him.
"Goodnight"he sinabi i was half asleep in about 30 seonds so i was not really consious.
"I pag-ibig You"he sinabi to me and without thinking as i was nearly asleep i said:
"I pag-ibig You too"then i fell asleep.
I woke up that morning feeling not as tired as i normally did,probebly because i knew edward was there.I sat up and edward was in the rocking chair,smiling again.
"Goodmorning"he sinabi to me.
"Goodmorning"i sinabi back to him.
"Your hair looks like a haystack"he said.
"Where have i heard that before"i sinabi to him he smiled again.
"I think you should have some breakfast now dont you?"he sinabi while getting up.
"Yes i have to change first,and dont come in this time"i sinabi to him while getting up aswell.
"I'll try"he sinabi then left my room,i went into the bathroom did what o had to do in there then got changed.I was wearing a blue tuktok with comfortable trousers.Then i went downstairs,i went into the kusina and edward just serverd eggs on my plate i sat down and started eating.
"Thank you"i sinabi to him.
"Your welcome"he sinabi back smiling.
After a while of talking about the house and how edward would come over and help me explain to charlie about moving out and edward will be moving with me.
"I have to go to jakes now"i sinabi to him because it was now two o'clock.
"Ya i better get going aswell get started on our house"he sinabi in a normal tone again but i could hear he was full of happiness of saying our house.
"Okay then Cya later"i sinabi to him.
"Cya"he sinabi then drove off,a couple of minutos later jake turned up I walked outside and jake came out of the car and huged me.
"Hello"i sinabi to him.
"Hello and hello to you too renesmee,you are getting bigger sa pamamagitan ng the day"he sinabi while putting his hand on my stomack.
"I know"i sinabi to him we got in his car and drove to La Push.We got there and got out of the car.
"So what are we doing?"i asked.He looked a bit nervous.
"I have a picnic set up for us on thre beach"he sinabi while taking my hand and leading me to the beach.
"This lookes lovely"i sinabi while sitting down on the mat that was layed down,it did look lovely i was hungry.
"Good"he sinabi and sat down too.
We ate our pagkain aswell as talking about,wel everything renesmee,rene and how she was coming over but i didnt tell him about edward ad the house and my new apatite for blood.We were finally finished it was really nice.
"Thanks jake that was great,it was very knid of you"i sinabi while standing up and so did he.
"Bella i have to ask you something"he sinabi to me in a nervous way.
"Okay shot"i sinabi to him but then he got down on one knee and pulled out a ring then looked me in the eyes.
"Bella will you marry me?"he asked OH MY GOD why is he doing this to me i thought he knew how i felt about him,i wish i didnt have to do this but i do.
"No....i'm sorry jake"i sinabi then ran off,i looked back he was still in the same position shocked....hurt.I kept on running until i was at his house i took out my phone and called alice because i didnt have my truck jake brought me here.
"Hello?"it was edward why was he on alices phone.
"Edward wheres alice?"i asked crying.
"Their hunting i am the only one here are you okay?"he asked getting worried.
"Ya...um can you pick me up?"i asked still crying.
"Yes of corse where are you?"he asked.
"Im at la push dont worrie i'll walk to the line"i sinabi remembering the treaty line.
"Thank you,i'll be right there"he sinabi then hug up.
I walked to the line i was crying the hole time,when edward showed up i was still sniffling.I walked over to the car and got in,he looked at me and his eyes widened then narrowed probebly thinking what could have made me cry.He started driving i was calming down but my breaths were still sharp and quick.
"Are you okay?"he asked in a low voice.
"Not really"i managed to say.
"Did he hurt you?"he asked noticeabley getting angry.
"No"i answered back,it was getting better to breath and talk now.
"Is he hurt?"he asked,he really wants to know.
"Not physically but defentally hurt"i sinabi in a low sad voice.He didnt speek.
"What hapened then?"he asked not looking at me just staring out the windsheild.
"He purposed to me"i murmered,then all of a sudden the car stoped i grabed onto the chair so i wouldnt fling forward.I looked at edward,he looked angry,sad,shocked and heartbroken and scared.The his eyes shot down to me left hand looking for a ring.
"I sinabi no"i whispered.He let out a sigh of relife but then looked at me and saw i was in pain because of what i had done to jake.
"He shouldnt have asked it,he knew i didnt feel that way he could have saved himself this pain and saved me this pain because i had to break his heart,and watch the pain overcome his face the pain i caused!"i sinabi as my voice got higher.
"Its not you fault"he finially sinabi his voice sad.
"It is i sinabi no to him i broke his heart"i nearly shouted.
"But you sinabi what you felt and the answer to his tanong he wanted and answer if you wanted to spend the rest of your life with him and you sinabi no"he sinabi to me,he was right.Then we turned into his drive way i dont care that we were going to his house as long as it was away from jake.
We went into his house and sat on the sofa,i sat stareing at nothing not saying nothing just thinking about what had just happened and how jacob must feel.Then Renesmee kicked she was sad too.
"Its okay dont worrie"i sinabi and edward looked at me wondering why i was talking to myself.
"I was talking to Renesmee not myself she calms down when i talk to her"i sinabi rubbing my stomack.
"I see,but how did you know i was thinking about that?"he asked.
"Its not hard to guess i would be wondering the same thing"i sinabi laughing a bit.Then i heard:
"She can be so strange sometimes"it was edward i looked at him and he was smiling.
If i wasnt strange i would be me"i sinabi to him,he looked at me with wide eyes.
"How did you know that?"asked me shocked.
"You just sinabi it"i sinabi to him.
"No i thought it"he sinabi to me.
"Oh....renesmee"i whispered.
"Maybe"he said.
"Well how else could i read your mind if it wasnt renesmee"i sinabi to him.
"I dont know it seemes to be her"he sinabi but then i got a idea.
"If renesmee can hear peoples thoughts cant you hear hers"i asked.
"Maybe"he sinabi then started listening.
"Nothing its like a tinnie buzzing because your womb is protecting it"he said.
"Try moving closer"i sinabi to him,"Its okay just try"i said.
Then he moved his head up against my stomack then i heard:
"Daddy can hear me"i gasped and so did edward we both heard her edward sat up again.
"I heard her"he whispered.
"I heard her too"i sinabi to him both of us were in shock.
"I can hear whats in her head because she is a part of me,so she can read minds so when she hears someones thoughts i hear them too"i sinabi finally figuring this out.
"Yes but she only lets you hear when she wants too"he whispered.
"She also feels what you feel because she is a part of you thats why she was upset earlier bacause you were too"he sinabi
"She is very smart"i said.
"Yes she is her mind is very mature she can understand things that are very complex"he sinabi then sinabi in his mind"just like her mother".i smiled at him.
"Its going to take a while to get used to you being able to hear my thoughts"he said.
"Yes"i sinabi laughing a bit.He smiled then sinabi "God i pag-ibig her laugh"then he looked up at me and i was trying not to smile.
"Darn this is going to be hard"he said.
"Now you know why i am happy you cant read my thoughts"i sinabi laughing.
Then everyone came in the door,then saw me and edward laughing an edward was still very close to me.
"Sorry are we interupting something"emmett sinabi then sai in his mind"As if she could do anything shes pregnant"i laughed.
"Nothing emmett"edward sinabi a bit angry about what emmett sinabi in his mind.
"Why are you two so happy?"jasper asked then thought"Probebly got back together".
"No jasper we havent got back together"i said,jasper looked at me shocked.
"Oh ya,Renesmee can hear thoughts and when she hears thoughts and she wants bella to hear them well she lets bella hear"edward said.
"And i can also read renesmee's mind"he added,everyone looked shocked.
"That is amazing"carlisle said"Bella and renesmee amaze me madami everyday"he sinabi in his head.
After that everyone was asking madami about the baby and what she was thinking until i finally said:
"She has gone to sleep now"everyone smile so did i because i wasnt ablw to hear anyone thoughts anymore it was giving me a sore head.
"What else is wrong bella i can feel anger,sadness and you also feel apologitic"jasper said.
"Oh ya something else happened today aswell"i sais to them.
"What happened now,renesmee change you into something else"emmett joked.
"No,jacob purposed to me"i sinabi then everyone's eyes got wide but they all went silent.
"HA"emmett shouted,that woke up renesmee so i could hear everyones thoughts again"why did he ask that he knows he cant have her she is having a half vampire baby for goodness sake!"it was rose saying in her head but everyone elses thoughts were like that too.Then they thought"what did she say?"they all looked at my hand for ring,they sighed when they didnt see one.
"I sinabi no"i murmered.
"I'm sorry"esme said.
"how did he take it?"alice asked me.
"Not well"i sinabi then esme and alice came and sat beside me
"He was still in the same position when i left him......down on one knee"i sinabi like i was in pain because i was i had broken his heart.
"Awww bella,its okay its not your fault he shouldnt have put you in that position"esme sinabi lovingly.
"I know but he looked so hurt"i whispered.
"It alright"alice sinabi then gave me a hug.
"I better go tahanan charlie will be tahanan soon"i sinabi to them.
"I'll bring you"edward volountered.
"Thanks"i sinabi then stood up with the help of esme.
"Cya"i sinabi to everyone.
"Cya tomorrow"they all said.
I got in edwards car and he started driving,i was feeling sad,sorry and nervous.
"Whats wrong?"edward asked i forgot when renesmee is awake she feels what i feel and edward reads her mind.
"I am nervous charlie has probebly heard what happened from billy and he is going to tanong me about why i sinabi no and all that"i sinabi to him.
He didnt say anything until we turned up at my house.
"Yes he is going to tanong you,sorry"he sinabi to me then sighed.
"Its okay its not youre fault"i sighed then got out of the car.
"Thank you,for everything"i sinabi to him.
"Your welcome"he sinabi back to me.
"Goodbye"i sinabi to him.
"Goodbye"he sinabi then i closed the door and drove off.I walked into my house and into the kusina charlie was sitting at the mesa pagbaba the news paper.
"Hello"i sinabi to him.
"Hello"he sinabi in a dissaproving tone,ugh this is going to be a long evening.I took some pagkain out of the fridge and put it in the microwave.
"I heard about what happened today"he sinabi like it was a normal conversation.
"And...."i added on so he would continue i might aswell get this over with.
"And i think you made the wrong choice"he sinabi then sighed.
"I dont think so,i am pregnant for one thing,i am going to be moving in with edward and i dont pag-ibig him so i think that is enough reasons to say no to him"i sinabi back to him and he knew i was right because my reasons were good.
"You are not going to be pregnant forever so when you are not pregnant you could have got married.Jacob could have moved in with you instead of edward if you sinabi yes,and you could learn to pag-ibig him you havent tried to pag-ibig him,you are always around edward he is holding you back"charlie sinabi giving ulternatives to my reasons.
"No dad you cant learn to pag-ibig someone it just happenes,and of corse edward is around me i am having his child i will have this child for as long as i live and edward will want to see his daughter so edward will always be in my life,and what makes you think i dont pag-ibig edward?"i sinabi to him,he was not prepared for me to have answeres to his questions.
"After all he has put you through you still pag-ibig him"charlie sinabi shocked.I thought about what i was going to say susunod because i hadnt actually decided myself if i still pag-ibig edward so i will be telling myself aswell as charlie.
"Yes i still pag-ibig him,once you pag-ibig someone it doesnt just fade away and there is nothing you can do to change my mind okay charlie"i sinabi to him his eyes widened then narrowed.
"Okay"he sinabi as i gave him food.I ate my hapunan then went up to my bedroom.I got changed and sat in my kama i started listening to my cd edward made it for me when i listen to it renesmee calms down.
I fell asleep a while after that but i soon heard edward coming in y window.I didnt open my eyes i just let him come in,this was one of the ways he got to be with me and renesmee.I felt him come and lay down beside me and put his hands on my stomack:
"Dont worrie i will get your mum back even if its the last thing i do"he sinabi then kissed my stomack.
He seemes very determined maybe just maybe i will give him a chance to make up for what he has done to me.