bella slept all that night she looked so fragile if it wernt for the fact that her breathing was so heavy i would be sure she was dead. that thought hurt madami then the thought of her leaving me and that was really bad.
but life it seams was allways going to be like this me putting bella in danger she on the verg of dieing.
but this was sa pamamagitan ng far the worst.
i heard jacob comming in "jocobs outside he is just resting.
`ill go meet him i could use some air you say with bella edward i am getting a little worried` carlisle sighed.
"im just going to meet jacob and talk to him for a while" he sighed again as he left the room
"what was all that about?" esme asked i just shook my head unable to keep my eyes of bella and her condition.
i just sat stroking her hair thinking about life without her. what would that do? no i couldnt think that not now not with her nearly dieing as i think under my hand i dont wont to cause her madami pain then what she is allready going threw.
because of me.
sigh.
i listerned to what jacob and carlisle was talking about.
`now it was sucking the life out of bella` what? i stopped he was right it was sucking the life out of her and i hadnt realised this before this thought. it was lcoser to our kind not hers. it wanted the only thing that we ever want. blood.
"rosalie? " her head snapped up. "would you acompany me outside i need to tell carlise something and i wish if you would listern in." i didnt care if she wished it i would dragg her out anyway.
she stared for a long time just looking into my eyes. i held still. the anoying thing about being together for this amount of years was that you knew if the other was destracting you.
"fine but i dont want anyone near bella you hear that?" i sighed of corse i heard her but i wasnt listerning to her.
"what about if we meet half way hmm? someone can stay with her while im i mean were gone and then you can choose who will stay with her.?" even if she didnt like it i was still doing it either with or without her promision bella was my wife after all
"fine ill come but esme?" she called only a whisper but of corse esme heared. "can you be a dear and watch after bella while im gone" i snarled "what?"
" first dont comand esme like that and segundo while WERE gone thats all there is too it i am with you and were going to talk to carlisle
"edward its fine of corse ill watch over bella while ... your both gone" she tried to setal the argument but i didnt care i was still going to tear her apart. but firsts thing first.
i had to tell carlise what jacob thought and that i thought it was a good idea.
i had to tell him that thing wanted blood. human blood. then telling bella was the hardest thing.
sorry it took so long to post lol sorry about the spelling hope you like it please comment :)
but life it seams was allways going to be like this me putting bella in danger she on the verg of dieing.
but this was sa pamamagitan ng far the worst.
i heard jacob comming in "jocobs outside he is just resting.
`ill go meet him i could use some air you say with bella edward i am getting a little worried` carlisle sighed.
"im just going to meet jacob and talk to him for a while" he sighed again as he left the room
"what was all that about?" esme asked i just shook my head unable to keep my eyes of bella and her condition.
i just sat stroking her hair thinking about life without her. what would that do? no i couldnt think that not now not with her nearly dieing as i think under my hand i dont wont to cause her madami pain then what she is allready going threw.
because of me.
sigh.
i listerned to what jacob and carlisle was talking about.
`now it was sucking the life out of bella` what? i stopped he was right it was sucking the life out of her and i hadnt realised this before this thought. it was lcoser to our kind not hers. it wanted the only thing that we ever want. blood.
"rosalie? " her head snapped up. "would you acompany me outside i need to tell carlise something and i wish if you would listern in." i didnt care if she wished it i would dragg her out anyway.
she stared for a long time just looking into my eyes. i held still. the anoying thing about being together for this amount of years was that you knew if the other was destracting you.
"fine but i dont want anyone near bella you hear that?" i sighed of corse i heard her but i wasnt listerning to her.
"what about if we meet half way hmm? someone can stay with her while im i mean were gone and then you can choose who will stay with her.?" even if she didnt like it i was still doing it either with or without her promision bella was my wife after all
"fine ill come but esme?" she called only a whisper but of corse esme heared. "can you be a dear and watch after bella while im gone" i snarled "what?"
" first dont comand esme like that and segundo while WERE gone thats all there is too it i am with you and were going to talk to carlisle
"edward its fine of corse ill watch over bella while ... your both gone" she tried to setal the argument but i didnt care i was still going to tear her apart. but firsts thing first.
i had to tell carlise what jacob thought and that i thought it was a good idea.
i had to tell him that thing wanted blood. human blood. then telling bella was the hardest thing.
sorry it took so long to post lol sorry about the spelling hope you like it please comment :)
Hey, I'm typing away at tahanan while my dad takes Mom on an extensive trip to France! Jacob could hardly contain his excitement! Seriously, He's burst into a dog three times- oh, not again Jake! Four times. Anyways, whenever my parents are out, my dad posts up a listahan of rules. Here's what he wrote.
Renesmee,
your mom and I are going to France. Do not take advantage of this with Jacob. Tell Alice where you're going, and DON'T go to La Push. Watch for bears, and don't go anywhere near the hunting zone. No mga kaibigan over later than 10:00PM unless it's Jacob(even then don't try anything funny.). Jacob is not allowed on your bed(and I don't care if he's in dog form.). Alice will come over to check in on you regularly, but call her if you need help.
-Dad
Ugh. As if Jake and I would do anything stupid. I think Jake was planning on that, though. Well, I hear Jake break something upstairs. I'm gonna see what he's up to. Later!
Renesmee,
your mom and I are going to France. Do not take advantage of this with Jacob. Tell Alice where you're going, and DON'T go to La Push. Watch for bears, and don't go anywhere near the hunting zone. No mga kaibigan over later than 10:00PM unless it's Jacob(even then don't try anything funny.). Jacob is not allowed on your bed(and I don't care if he's in dog form.). Alice will come over to check in on you regularly, but call her if you need help.
-Dad
Ugh. As if Jake and I would do anything stupid. I think Jake was planning on that, though. Well, I hear Jake break something upstairs. I'm gonna see what he's up to. Later!
-Edward-
As I placed Renesmee's hand in Jacob's, whispered to me, "Thank you."
That took me sa pamamagitan ng surprise. As I took my upuan susunod Bella, she whispered, too low for the surrounding humans to hear, that she was proud of me.
When it was over, I was convinced myself and Bella had had a less melodramatic ceremony than this. Then again, perhaps it had been even madami so.
Alice had gone over-the-top with decorations, not that Renesmee minded. She was unlike Bella in that way. When it was my turn to dance with her, she whispered, "You'll still be my dad."
Again with the dramatics.
When it was Bella's turn, she let me see her thoughts. A special gift. I enjoyed hearing her thoughts.
"This bothers you madami than you're letting on, Edward. Relax, let it go. She'll be fine," Bella said.
"You know me so well," I grinned at her before Emmett claimed her and I was forced to dance with Rosalie.
As I placed Renesmee's hand in Jacob's, whispered to me, "Thank you."
That took me sa pamamagitan ng surprise. As I took my upuan susunod Bella, she whispered, too low for the surrounding humans to hear, that she was proud of me.
When it was over, I was convinced myself and Bella had had a less melodramatic ceremony than this. Then again, perhaps it had been even madami so.
Alice had gone over-the-top with decorations, not that Renesmee minded. She was unlike Bella in that way. When it was my turn to dance with her, she whispered, "You'll still be my dad."
Again with the dramatics.
When it was Bella's turn, she let me see her thoughts. A special gift. I enjoyed hearing her thoughts.
"This bothers you madami than you're letting on, Edward. Relax, let it go. She'll be fine," Bella said.
"You know me so well," I grinned at her before Emmett claimed her and I was forced to dance with Rosalie.
