Chapter 6
B|POV
2 weeks later.
I had successfully managed to spend 2 weeks without Edward. No Talking. No Looking. No Communication! Tomorrow I would be flying to Jacksonville to spend time with my Mother for 7 weeks. I had to get away from here. Away from him. I began packing I placed clothes, my I -pod, mp3 player and laptop in my bag too. I then moved the case to the door of my room. I went over and opened the curtains so he could see me packing up my life because of him. As soon as I opened them I saw him sitting at his mesa staring at my window, when he realized I had opened the curtains for the first time in weeks a small smile spread across his face. He must have thought I had forgiven him. God he was wrong. I turned and walked to my mesa so that my back was to him. As much as I hated him right now I needed him to know why I left so I decided to write him a letter that Charlie could give to him once I had left.
Dear Edward, sa pamamagitan ng the time you receive this letter you will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk you after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed you this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I cant because I have been keeping a big secret from you for quite a while. Im in pag-ibig with you. So there you have it, as much as I wish you feel the same way its evident you don’t and never will. I will see you when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to loose that, ever! So you can email me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say you pag-ibig me too, because its not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now crying in the process of sealing the envelope. With that I lay in my kama and cried myself to sleep again. Waking up in the morning I went down and sinabi to Charlie to give him the letter to give to Edward. I was looking out the window when arguing brought me out of my araw dream. I went out to find Jacob and Edward fighting. Oh God I thought to myself. I noticed how terrible Edward looked. He looked like he had Nawawala weight and hadn’t slept for months. I walked over and grabbed Jacobs face and began to halik him passionately. As I broke free I turned to Edward who was close o tears. With that I sinabi Goodbye to both Edward and Jacob and left in the car not looking back.
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Lisa.
B|POV
2 weeks later.
I had successfully managed to spend 2 weeks without Edward. No Talking. No Looking. No Communication! Tomorrow I would be flying to Jacksonville to spend time with my Mother for 7 weeks. I had to get away from here. Away from him. I began packing I placed clothes, my I -pod, mp3 player and laptop in my bag too. I then moved the case to the door of my room. I went over and opened the curtains so he could see me packing up my life because of him. As soon as I opened them I saw him sitting at his mesa staring at my window, when he realized I had opened the curtains for the first time in weeks a small smile spread across his face. He must have thought I had forgiven him. God he was wrong. I turned and walked to my mesa so that my back was to him. As much as I hated him right now I needed him to know why I left so I decided to write him a letter that Charlie could give to him once I had left.
Dear Edward, sa pamamagitan ng the time you receive this letter you will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk you after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed you this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I cant because I have been keeping a big secret from you for quite a while. Im in pag-ibig with you. So there you have it, as much as I wish you feel the same way its evident you don’t and never will. I will see you when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to loose that, ever! So you can email me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say you pag-ibig me too, because its not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now crying in the process of sealing the envelope. With that I lay in my kama and cried myself to sleep again. Waking up in the morning I went down and sinabi to Charlie to give him the letter to give to Edward. I was looking out the window when arguing brought me out of my araw dream. I went out to find Jacob and Edward fighting. Oh God I thought to myself. I noticed how terrible Edward looked. He looked like he had Nawawala weight and hadn’t slept for months. I walked over and grabbed Jacobs face and began to halik him passionately. As I broke free I turned to Edward who was close o tears. With that I sinabi Goodbye to both Edward and Jacob and left in the car not looking back.
Sorry its short !! Comment etc!! <3
Lisa.
EDWARD'S gisantes COAT
''Everybody wants to know where his gisantes amerikana came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture or color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final disensyo on a combination of other styles of gisantes coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
''Everybody wants to know where his gisantes amerikana came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture or color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final disensyo on a combination of other styles of gisantes coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I sinabi while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run or race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank you guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward sinabi very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a taon or so okay and you guys can leave if you want to . But I am Going to start sa pamamagitan ng asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when you come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are you leaving or staying" i sinabi " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I sinabi while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run or race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank you guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward sinabi very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a taon or so okay and you guys can leave if you want to . But I am Going to start sa pamamagitan ng asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when you come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are you leaving or staying" i sinabi " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
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Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my puso conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what you have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have Nawawala all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as you did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could you leave did you not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always pag-ibig you
i will not mourn anymore. my puso conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what you have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have Nawawala all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as you did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could you leave did you not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always pag-ibig you