Chapter 15
E|POV
(B) Edward, you never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell you but under no circumstances can you blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when you left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put you through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night you left, after I had read the letter when you told me you were In pag-ibig with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, you did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, you can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do you mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! You were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I pag-ibig you! I can’t put you in danger! Even if it’s to save you from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and you returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! You attempted suicide 3 times, you were admitted to rehab! Anything else you want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry you think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last taon that I would try to kill myself because the girl I pag-ibig left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) You know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but you know comment, become a tagahanga etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
E|POV
(B) Edward, you never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell you but under no circumstances can you blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when you left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put you through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night you left, after I had read the letter when you told me you were In pag-ibig with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, you did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, you can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do you mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! You were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I pag-ibig you! I can’t put you in danger! Even if it’s to save you from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and you returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! You attempted suicide 3 times, you were admitted to rehab! Anything else you want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry you think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last taon that I would try to kill myself because the girl I pag-ibig left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) You know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but you know comment, become a tagahanga etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
