I'm clueless.
all I remember was a kutsilyo in my hand and blood running down my wrist.Then it all went black,like I just vanished from earth and reality;there was no pain and no seth to break my heart.
I've escaped all the choices and the useless lies I've been told time and time again.
I open my eyes to the glaring sun peering through the window.I squint at the sun. I turn my head.
I'm staring at just the wrong person i wanted to see.
I was backnto all the real world. The one with hatered and discust.
There was Seth with his hopeful eyes staring back at me.
Seth lets out a sigh of relief.
He comes over quietly, coming over to tell me nothing but lies.
"Lanise,i'm so sorry,"He hesitated,"I should have never let you be alone.it was stupid of me.I feel so foolish."
He put his hand gently on my arm.
"I truly am sorry.but why woulld you even think,about cutting your self like that.It's dangerous, you could have died,"
"And you wouldn't have cared."I sinabi suprised to find my voice.
"What makes you think that I don't care about you?I pag-ibig you,Lanise."
"If you loved me you would have let me do what I wanted.I wanted to die and just for a moment it was good,Seth, there was no pain,no hatered, no lies! But you stoped the one thing I wanted most,so you can't say you pag-ibig me,you can't say that you care.Seth i'm done with all this,it's not worth watsing time."
"Lanise, I d-"he began to say,but I cut him off.
"Stop, I had enough of this!No madami apologizing.I'm done with the crap,ok?"
I reached for the 'help' botton.
"How may i help you?"the nurse asked.
"Um,please tell my visiter to leave.i want him to go now."
No problem.I'll be up right away."then she hung up.
Seth got out of his chair.i closed my eyes tightly shut.
I heared the chair crash to the ground.He must have kicked it with full force.I look at the door.
The nurse walks in."Sir,please come with me."
The nurse puts her hand on his arm.Seth pulls away.
"Seth go away."
"I pag-ibig you ,Lanise,believe me i do."
"Sir, the patient asked you to leave."
"Get your hand off me!"Seth yelled.
The nurse went into the hallway. She comes back in a little madami confident.She bought two police guards with her in this time.
One police officer grabbed Seth's wrists and pinned them agenst the wall.
They hand cuffed him.
"Lanise,believe me I pag-ibig you,"He shouted."You're the only one I ever did!"
I heard Seth's voice now echoing in the hallway.I waited until it stopped. The room became quiet.All I hear is the beep of the machine.
"My god!what do I do!?"
I feel tears swelling in my eyes,then wetness on my cheek.
Seth cared.
I would like to dedicate this to kstewrox who basically wrote this chapter..Thank you so much
♥♥NeeNee14♥♥
all I remember was a kutsilyo in my hand and blood running down my wrist.Then it all went black,like I just vanished from earth and reality;there was no pain and no seth to break my heart.
I've escaped all the choices and the useless lies I've been told time and time again.
I open my eyes to the glaring sun peering through the window.I squint at the sun. I turn my head.
I'm staring at just the wrong person i wanted to see.
I was backnto all the real world. The one with hatered and discust.
There was Seth with his hopeful eyes staring back at me.
Seth lets out a sigh of relief.
He comes over quietly, coming over to tell me nothing but lies.
"Lanise,i'm so sorry,"He hesitated,"I should have never let you be alone.it was stupid of me.I feel so foolish."
He put his hand gently on my arm.
"I truly am sorry.but why woulld you even think,about cutting your self like that.It's dangerous, you could have died,"
"And you wouldn't have cared."I sinabi suprised to find my voice.
"What makes you think that I don't care about you?I pag-ibig you,Lanise."
"If you loved me you would have let me do what I wanted.I wanted to die and just for a moment it was good,Seth, there was no pain,no hatered, no lies! But you stoped the one thing I wanted most,so you can't say you pag-ibig me,you can't say that you care.Seth i'm done with all this,it's not worth watsing time."
"Lanise, I d-"he began to say,but I cut him off.
"Stop, I had enough of this!No madami apologizing.I'm done with the crap,ok?"
I reached for the 'help' botton.
"How may i help you?"the nurse asked.
"Um,please tell my visiter to leave.i want him to go now."
No problem.I'll be up right away."then she hung up.
Seth got out of his chair.i closed my eyes tightly shut.
I heared the chair crash to the ground.He must have kicked it with full force.I look at the door.
The nurse walks in."Sir,please come with me."
The nurse puts her hand on his arm.Seth pulls away.
"Seth go away."
"I pag-ibig you ,Lanise,believe me i do."
"Sir, the patient asked you to leave."
"Get your hand off me!"Seth yelled.
The nurse went into the hallway. She comes back in a little madami confident.She bought two police guards with her in this time.
One police officer grabbed Seth's wrists and pinned them agenst the wall.
They hand cuffed him.
"Lanise,believe me I pag-ibig you,"He shouted."You're the only one I ever did!"
I heard Seth's voice now echoing in the hallway.I waited until it stopped. The room became quiet.All I hear is the beep of the machine.
"My god!what do I do!?"
I feel tears swelling in my eyes,then wetness on my cheek.
Seth cared.
I would like to dedicate this to kstewrox who basically wrote this chapter..Thank you so much
♥♥NeeNee14♥♥
Ok guys i correct all my writings i hope you can understand them better!! please comment!!!
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in madami danger I feel madami in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to ilipat arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many tanong and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are ligtas and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think
I didn't know how my life will be as vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from them is torturing my self.
I felt like I’m trapped without an exit
the only thing that keeps me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, now that they are not in madami danger I feel madami in peace.
But what will I should tell Charlie when the time to ilipat arrives?
How will he react to this, He will have too many tanong and how I suppose to explain it to him? I think that he already knows what we really are, but he is too scared to say it or just think about it.
But what I really know right now is that we are ligtas and will start our Happy Ever After no matter what happen or what people think about us.
I think
While I was trying to sleep I couldn't help feel excited about Breaking Dawn and remember the theories I read throughout the day. Then, I remembered the thing about dear Alice having Nawawala all memory of being human. This led me to believe (since her lover was a vamp. right? or something like that.) that maybe Alice actualy wanted to become a vampire.
As a penalty or something, she forgot her memory....
So, maybe this will happen to Bella.... But, I doubt it.
It was just a walang tiyak na layunin (and possibly a WAY off) theory, but I just wanted to share it with all of you.
^___^'
As a penalty or something, she forgot her memory....
So, maybe this will happen to Bella.... But, I doubt it.
It was just a walang tiyak na layunin (and possibly a WAY off) theory, but I just wanted to share it with all of you.
^___^'
