Bellas POV
It's the middle of the night, and I keep tossing and turning. Why though? Back in Phoenix ; I never had bad dreams. But coming to Forks, makes everything a living nightmere. A vivid; nightmere. The dream... it looks so real. I am running to reach something, or someone, but the person keeps disappearing when I reach her, or him. Just like that the mysterious stranger runs, and in a blink of an eye, he's gone. I don't realise, but I'm screaming in agonising pain. Also, I feel someone is watching me. It can't be Charlie. Then who is it? I am in too much pain from the dream to notice, but then my ears hears something. A sweet humming sound, like a lullabye. I don't know where it's coming from, but now I feel better to dream a happy fantasy. I am still figuring out why Edward hates me, but in my dream, I can't see him, but I can feel his precense. It seems all too real. And with that, I woke up with a start to see him. Am I still dreaming? I turned on my bedside light, but suddenly, he was gone...
The very susunod day, I felt extreamly tired because of the dream. I wish I could sleep in and miss school, but (unfortunatly;) I have to go. I was of too a very slow start, so I washed my face with cold water. That woke me up abit. It feels, I was taking forever to get dress, so I skipped breakfast; so I won't be late. As I got out the front door, Edward was waiting sa pamamagitan ng his car. "Need a ride?" He offered poiletly. I was confused. I hope I am not still dreaming. "Ok... whats the catch?" What could I say? It's hard to tell if this is still real or fake. He chuckled. Wow, I amuse him for once. "No catch, I was driving anyway, but when you came out; it seems you were tired, so I might aswell offer a lift." That was so kind of him so I couldn't refuse. "Well yeah you can say that again, so Ok. I might aswell take you up on the offer." I mumbled.
It was mostly a silent ride till he asked me a question. "So why are you really tired then?" Of all the things to ask and he ask me that?! Can't say I blame him for wanting to know. I decided to say something. "I know this is stupid, but I had a bad dream. But then when I woke up, I thought you were there and I wasn't sure it was a dream. My head has been pagganap up lately." I sinabi in a light joking sound. "But, why do you think I was there?" He questioned. "I'm not exacly sure." I replied. "Were you dreaming about me?" He joked with a chuckle. "No." I lied. He had a smile on his face and it was abit annoying to see it. "Wait, why are you offering a lift? I thought you hate me. You sinabi we couldn't be mga kaibigan because it's too dangerous." I qouted back what he said. "I know what I said; but the truth is; I'm giving up. I don't care, we can be mga kaibigan but it is still dangerous though." I felt some hope when he sinabi that. "Ok. I guess it could work." I told him. I wish we can be something more; but at least it's a start.
That night
Aggh! I thought the bad dream would go away, but new; vivid ones keep replacing the. I keep screaming wit pain, but I feel I can't say without being scared. I am a 17 taon old girl who still has nightmeres like an 8 taon old. Will it ever go away? Then,(in the middle of my screaming pain,) a glacier hand touched me. So cold I thought. But is it real? "Bella, are you ok?" The velvet voice asked. Was he an angel or something, trying to chase the horrible nightmeres away? It wasn't but it was Edward. After all the sleepless nights, I couldn't be bothered to wonder if it was real or not, so I assumed it was a dream. "Edward what are you doing here?" I whispered. I was still painting from the screaming, but we stared into eachothers eyes. He bent down till his face was close to mine. And with that our lips met. I wish it was real, but I think it was my imagination. After; we finished kissing, he whispered so lightly with a smile, "get back to sleep." And he hummed me a lullabye I recognised... It was him! It was his voice. He was the one who I felt was watching me. But why? I will try to speak to him tomorrow to get some sagot straight.
It's the middle of the night, and I keep tossing and turning. Why though? Back in Phoenix ; I never had bad dreams. But coming to Forks, makes everything a living nightmere. A vivid; nightmere. The dream... it looks so real. I am running to reach something, or someone, but the person keeps disappearing when I reach her, or him. Just like that the mysterious stranger runs, and in a blink of an eye, he's gone. I don't realise, but I'm screaming in agonising pain. Also, I feel someone is watching me. It can't be Charlie. Then who is it? I am in too much pain from the dream to notice, but then my ears hears something. A sweet humming sound, like a lullabye. I don't know where it's coming from, but now I feel better to dream a happy fantasy. I am still figuring out why Edward hates me, but in my dream, I can't see him, but I can feel his precense. It seems all too real. And with that, I woke up with a start to see him. Am I still dreaming? I turned on my bedside light, but suddenly, he was gone...
The very susunod day, I felt extreamly tired because of the dream. I wish I could sleep in and miss school, but (unfortunatly;) I have to go. I was of too a very slow start, so I washed my face with cold water. That woke me up abit. It feels, I was taking forever to get dress, so I skipped breakfast; so I won't be late. As I got out the front door, Edward was waiting sa pamamagitan ng his car. "Need a ride?" He offered poiletly. I was confused. I hope I am not still dreaming. "Ok... whats the catch?" What could I say? It's hard to tell if this is still real or fake. He chuckled. Wow, I amuse him for once. "No catch, I was driving anyway, but when you came out; it seems you were tired, so I might aswell offer a lift." That was so kind of him so I couldn't refuse. "Well yeah you can say that again, so Ok. I might aswell take you up on the offer." I mumbled.
It was mostly a silent ride till he asked me a question. "So why are you really tired then?" Of all the things to ask and he ask me that?! Can't say I blame him for wanting to know. I decided to say something. "I know this is stupid, but I had a bad dream. But then when I woke up, I thought you were there and I wasn't sure it was a dream. My head has been pagganap up lately." I sinabi in a light joking sound. "But, why do you think I was there?" He questioned. "I'm not exacly sure." I replied. "Were you dreaming about me?" He joked with a chuckle. "No." I lied. He had a smile on his face and it was abit annoying to see it. "Wait, why are you offering a lift? I thought you hate me. You sinabi we couldn't be mga kaibigan because it's too dangerous." I qouted back what he said. "I know what I said; but the truth is; I'm giving up. I don't care, we can be mga kaibigan but it is still dangerous though." I felt some hope when he sinabi that. "Ok. I guess it could work." I told him. I wish we can be something more; but at least it's a start.
That night
Aggh! I thought the bad dream would go away, but new; vivid ones keep replacing the. I keep screaming wit pain, but I feel I can't say without being scared. I am a 17 taon old girl who still has nightmeres like an 8 taon old. Will it ever go away? Then,(in the middle of my screaming pain,) a glacier hand touched me. So cold I thought. But is it real? "Bella, are you ok?" The velvet voice asked. Was he an angel or something, trying to chase the horrible nightmeres away? It wasn't but it was Edward. After all the sleepless nights, I couldn't be bothered to wonder if it was real or not, so I assumed it was a dream. "Edward what are you doing here?" I whispered. I was still painting from the screaming, but we stared into eachothers eyes. He bent down till his face was close to mine. And with that our lips met. I wish it was real, but I think it was my imagination. After; we finished kissing, he whispered so lightly with a smile, "get back to sleep." And he hummed me a lullabye I recognised... It was him! It was his voice. He was the one who I felt was watching me. But why? I will try to speak to him tomorrow to get some sagot straight.
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i hope yOu like it!!!
i didn't know how my life will be has vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from then is torturing my self.
i felt like i'm trapped without a exit
the only thing thatr keep me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, nOw that they are not in mOre danger i feel madami in peace.
But what will i shOuld tell charlie when the time to ilipat arrive?
asarol he react to this, i think that he already know what we really are, but he is too scared to sinabi it or just think about it.
But what i really know right now is that we are ligtas and will start our Happy Ever After.
I think!!!!
i hope yOu like it!!!
i didn't know how my life will be has vampire, how things should work with Charlie and Mom, keeping my self away from then is torturing my self.
i felt like i'm trapped without a exit
the only thing thatr keep me strong is my family
Edward and Rennesme, nOw that they are not in mOre danger i feel madami in peace.
But what will i shOuld tell charlie when the time to ilipat arrive?
asarol he react to this, i think that he already know what we really are, but he is too scared to sinabi it or just think about it.
But what i really know right now is that we are ligtas and will start our Happy Ever After.
I think!!!!
Awesomeness
im going to put an introduction to this one up today. it has to do with twilight and a band called Paramore(my two fav things-paramore and twilight)most of my mga kaibigan like my Pagsulat but when i do post i would like some criticizing comments for me to improve with.
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ok, i know she loves both but its probably ovious who she loves more, but im not sure is it edward or jacob.
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she sinabi when edward asked her,
" are you sure you made the right choice, i have never seen you in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she sinabi when edward asked her,
" are you sure you made the right choice, i have never seen you in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better
