OMG I HAVENT WRITTEN IN ALMOST 2 YEARS IM SO SO SO SORRY D: and this chapter's super slow so IM SORRY.
When they left I closed the door and smiled to myself. After me and Jacob broke up I was lost…I didn’t know what to do. But Seth helped me through that, it feels good to feel alive again even if it isn’t with the person I imprinted with. People just need to have FUN.
I walked to my bathroom and bushed my teeth. The color came back to my skin. I’m no longer pale anymore, I have a rosey shade to my cheeks. I smiled again and relized I look GOOOOD. Well better anyways. I went to my kama and fell asleep smiling.
I had a dream. It was really strange but it wasn’t a bad dream, it was a dream about Seth. We were in the baseball meadow and he was laying in my lap sleeping while I was stroking his hair. I felt so happy, so content. I smiled down at him. He woke up and said, “Your gaze is blinding, it’s brighter than the sun.” I laughed as he sat up. He held me in his arms and I layed back into his chest while he went to my lips for a sweet, tender kiss.
I woke up. DAMNIT!! I thought, it wasn’t real. I went to the bathroom and washed my face with water. I looked at myself in the mirror again. I looked sweaty and but filled with sleep. After being an insomiac for a couple days, it feels good to actually wake up from a good dream. I brushed my teeth and showered. I felt fresh and new again like…how I was when I was first going out with Jacob. I felt my heartache for a moment. It was too much to think about him now exspecially after the Trenton thing. But it wasn’t that I wasn’t over Jacob it just hurt. A lot. Like being shot through the heart. I mean I Nawawala my BEST FRIEND that isn’t INSIDE of the family. How could I not care?
I shook the thought from my head and went to the kusina and got me some Honey Nut Cheerios. I pag-ibig the honey flavored milk. I looked around my house/cottage. Nothing’s change even when I felt so sad and alone at a time. Plasma screen TV, white couches, glass tables, and expensive bulaklak and glass crystal centerpieces. I put away my bowl and washed it in the silver sink as I hummed a korean song called “Why I Like You” sa pamamagitan ng Super Junior (it’s a good songgg JUST SAYIN’). Then the someone knocked on the door. And opened it. What the hell? I thought. I looked at who it was…oh Leah.
“LEAH OH MY GOD! I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU SINCE…YESTERDAY.” I laughed. I hugged her tight.
“Well I didn’t go here alone.” She sinabi and stepped aside.
Seth walked through the door. I jumped in his arms. I felt so happy and so alive like nothing could bring me down ever again.
“Go change we’re gonna go to the beach.” Seth smiled down at me.
“Kaaay.” I ran up stairs to change into skinny jeans, a gray tee shirt, and a sweater.
I ran back down with my ipod in hand and went outside to Leah and Seth. I saw the clear blue sky and the sun shining. Wow this is rare I thought. It was still chilly as I ran in vampire speed to the Cullen house to Leah’s car.
I sat in the back with Seth listening to madami Korean songs. I’m obsessed with Koreans they’re so pretty. Seth held my hand. I shivered from the warmth. We got to the tabing-dagat and I went into the water full clothes on while Seth and Leah yelled and laughed out my name. I jumped in the water and swam and swam to my hearts desire. Then it all went black
When they left I closed the door and smiled to myself. After me and Jacob broke up I was lost…I didn’t know what to do. But Seth helped me through that, it feels good to feel alive again even if it isn’t with the person I imprinted with. People just need to have FUN.
I walked to my bathroom and bushed my teeth. The color came back to my skin. I’m no longer pale anymore, I have a rosey shade to my cheeks. I smiled again and relized I look GOOOOD. Well better anyways. I went to my kama and fell asleep smiling.
I had a dream. It was really strange but it wasn’t a bad dream, it was a dream about Seth. We were in the baseball meadow and he was laying in my lap sleeping while I was stroking his hair. I felt so happy, so content. I smiled down at him. He woke up and said, “Your gaze is blinding, it’s brighter than the sun.” I laughed as he sat up. He held me in his arms and I layed back into his chest while he went to my lips for a sweet, tender kiss.
I woke up. DAMNIT!! I thought, it wasn’t real. I went to the bathroom and washed my face with water. I looked at myself in the mirror again. I looked sweaty and but filled with sleep. After being an insomiac for a couple days, it feels good to actually wake up from a good dream. I brushed my teeth and showered. I felt fresh and new again like…how I was when I was first going out with Jacob. I felt my heartache for a moment. It was too much to think about him now exspecially after the Trenton thing. But it wasn’t that I wasn’t over Jacob it just hurt. A lot. Like being shot through the heart. I mean I Nawawala my BEST FRIEND that isn’t INSIDE of the family. How could I not care?
I shook the thought from my head and went to the kusina and got me some Honey Nut Cheerios. I pag-ibig the honey flavored milk. I looked around my house/cottage. Nothing’s change even when I felt so sad and alone at a time. Plasma screen TV, white couches, glass tables, and expensive bulaklak and glass crystal centerpieces. I put away my bowl and washed it in the silver sink as I hummed a korean song called “Why I Like You” sa pamamagitan ng Super Junior (it’s a good songgg JUST SAYIN’). Then the someone knocked on the door. And opened it. What the hell? I thought. I looked at who it was…oh Leah.
“LEAH OH MY GOD! I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU SINCE…YESTERDAY.” I laughed. I hugged her tight.
“Well I didn’t go here alone.” She sinabi and stepped aside.
Seth walked through the door. I jumped in his arms. I felt so happy and so alive like nothing could bring me down ever again.
“Go change we’re gonna go to the beach.” Seth smiled down at me.
“Kaaay.” I ran up stairs to change into skinny jeans, a gray tee shirt, and a sweater.
I ran back down with my ipod in hand and went outside to Leah and Seth. I saw the clear blue sky and the sun shining. Wow this is rare I thought. It was still chilly as I ran in vampire speed to the Cullen house to Leah’s car.
I sat in the back with Seth listening to madami Korean songs. I’m obsessed with Koreans they’re so pretty. Seth held my hand. I shivered from the warmth. We got to the tabing-dagat and I went into the water full clothes on while Seth and Leah yelled and laughed out my name. I jumped in the water and swam and swam to my hearts desire. Then it all went black
Ok so I am going to start a new fanfics, which I think I'm gonna call unhappy pag-ibig and I wondered what everyone thought.
Basically Chloe(lets name her that for the moment) Moves to La Push and gets imprinted on sa pamamagitan ng Paul. This annoys her to no end so she starting to ignore him.Eventually A family crisis, bring them closer together and Chloe realises she needs Paul madami then she thinks.
That was the story line I had in mind.If you have any name suggestions or anything like that please let me know.
And PLease comment and let me know If I should write this fanfic.
sa pamamagitan ng the way: If Things Were Different is almost finished!!!
Basically Chloe(lets name her that for the moment) Moves to La Push and gets imprinted on sa pamamagitan ng Paul. This annoys her to no end so she starting to ignore him.Eventually A family crisis, bring them closer together and Chloe realises she needs Paul madami then she thinks.
That was the story line I had in mind.If you have any name suggestions or anything like that please let me know.
And PLease comment and let me know If I should write this fanfic.
sa pamamagitan ng the way: If Things Were Different is almost finished!!!