The biggest descision of my life. Yoruichi's betrayal of Soul Society had me in a bind. I had to become stronger than her. I hated her. To become an Arrancar would betray Soul Society as well, but I veyed for secrecy as I plotted this with Aizen. I wish I had some sort of guidance! Finally, I made my descision. I couldn't forget Kuchiki's words, I pag-ibig you just the way you are. But I had to do this. So I could kill my former commander, master, idol and friend.-

Later-

I lay on my bed, in agonizing pain from my transformation. I checked on the hollow mask fragment on my shoulder. Small, but evident. Hopefully, no-one would notice unless I took my gi off. As I was thinking about the problems I would experience, a knock came on my door."Soi Fon! You have a visitor." An officer told me.
I threw my gi on haphazardly as I rushed out to see who the visitor was. Captain Kuchiki. Of all people, him? But why?" Hello Captain Kuchiki. W-What would y-you like?" I suttered impudently.
"I just wanted to see you, my delicate sakura." Kuchiki crowed as a small smile crept upon his lips."Nothing more." He finished.
Then, he leaned in closer to my face." Captain, what do you want with me? I'm just a worthless officer!" I softly yelled as he kept leaning in.
"Oh," Kuchiki said." Everything." He pushed his lips to mine and closed his eyes."Now, don't say a word."
It was a kiss.My first kiss. From a Captain. I knew what he wanted next, my body. But, I couldn't let Kuchiki have it. Not yet. I still had a long way to go before he could claim my body.-