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"where is she?, i wanna see her, where's jacob" i felt over joyed. she was alive, and well. my baby.
Tanna.
"He's with her in the waiting room." he replied in the same velvet voice that i oh longinly wanted to hear for so long ago. But it wasn't the right voice.
This was one big fix of them, that i think i might die of a overdose.
"Carlisle." i panted. i dont know how long i havent sinabi that name only for my own good.
"Yes bella" he sighed, he diddnt look at me, as though he thought was either better that way , considering he knew what moment we were coming in to or that he just diddnt want to be mean. i diddnt know what would hurt more.
I diddnt know what to say, you know form all the years that had been gone, i had created a listahan of tanong id wanted to ask, but now that he was really, here. really here, body and flesh. i couldnt say them.
"We'are sorry. bella."he sinabi under his breath.
They sorry. these were the words i have wanted to hear for so long. and now that they were actaully said, i had troubles actaully beleiveing that he had actaully sinabi them.
But i had a wonderful husband out there and a gorgeous baby.
These words should not mean as much as they do.But they did. They meant madami than anything. they meant madami than saying i pag-ibig you for the first time, or when you say everything is going to be alright when you know that its the thruth.
He sighed once more, it was a sigh that you instantly knew, ended all what was going on, he was leaving, again.
i Nawawala all breath, i diddnt know control myself, i was on autopilot.
"Carlisle. not again. please" was all i could push out, with my pants excaping me.
My chest, had another blow, and i could hear the machines start to make music as though it was a symfony, from the 1600's, panic was ariseing.
i can let him go, not again.
my chest started to fester and bleed as much as it did as when they all left. If he does leave, im not stuck with madami moments that will leave me a worst state, how can i be a good mother like that?
" his back still turned, still wearing his white overcoat, he keeped his back to me, and turned his head to his shoulder, his eyes still on the floor. As though he was too scared to see my face.
"We pag-ibig you bella. He still loves you. but must go home, you have a family" who sinabi softly.
They were everyhting that i wanted , but we Nawawala it.
i dont remember anything else after that, i just faded out, another blackout.
But i woke, still in my white room. If i jsut woke up. then it was a dream right?
right?i sifted only to feel and see that i was fully clothed, but clothes that were of not my own. A blue shirt, and a white skirt. ok.
i sat up, feeling better, now, but still dizzy form waking up.
everything was fuzzy, i tried to exercise my eyes byu looking around, the only colour in this room were the bulaklak on the kama side table, they looked dead... i looked at them close, at the bottom of them. was a note.
"Dont come looking for us bella,
i miss you. we miss you, he misses you.
Be with your family.
A."
alice. alice. it was alice, alice was here.
"where is she?, i wanna see her, where's jacob" i felt over joyed. she was alive, and well. my baby.
Tanna.
"He's with her in the waiting room." he replied in the same velvet voice that i oh longinly wanted to hear for so long ago. But it wasn't the right voice.
This was one big fix of them, that i think i might die of a overdose.
"Carlisle." i panted. i dont know how long i havent sinabi that name only for my own good.
"Yes bella" he sighed, he diddnt look at me, as though he thought was either better that way , considering he knew what moment we were coming in to or that he just diddnt want to be mean. i diddnt know what would hurt more.
I diddnt know what to say, you know form all the years that had been gone, i had created a listahan of tanong id wanted to ask, but now that he was really, here. really here, body and flesh. i couldnt say them.
"We'are sorry. bella."he sinabi under his breath.
They sorry. these were the words i have wanted to hear for so long. and now that they were actaully said, i had troubles actaully beleiveing that he had actaully sinabi them.
But i had a wonderful husband out there and a gorgeous baby.
These words should not mean as much as they do.But they did. They meant madami than anything. they meant madami than saying i pag-ibig you for the first time, or when you say everything is going to be alright when you know that its the thruth.
He sighed once more, it was a sigh that you instantly knew, ended all what was going on, he was leaving, again.
i Nawawala all breath, i diddnt know control myself, i was on autopilot.
"Carlisle. not again. please" was all i could push out, with my pants excaping me.
My chest, had another blow, and i could hear the machines start to make music as though it was a symfony, from the 1600's, panic was ariseing.
i can let him go, not again.
my chest started to fester and bleed as much as it did as when they all left. If he does leave, im not stuck with madami moments that will leave me a worst state, how can i be a good mother like that?
" his back still turned, still wearing his white overcoat, he keeped his back to me, and turned his head to his shoulder, his eyes still on the floor. As though he was too scared to see my face.
"We pag-ibig you bella. He still loves you. but must go home, you have a family" who sinabi softly.
They were everyhting that i wanted , but we Nawawala it.
i dont remember anything else after that, i just faded out, another blackout.
But i woke, still in my white room. If i jsut woke up. then it was a dream right?
right?i sifted only to feel and see that i was fully clothed, but clothes that were of not my own. A blue shirt, and a white skirt. ok.
i sat up, feeling better, now, but still dizzy form waking up.
everything was fuzzy, i tried to exercise my eyes byu looking around, the only colour in this room were the bulaklak on the kama side table, they looked dead... i looked at them close, at the bottom of them. was a note.
"Dont come looking for us bella,
i miss you. we miss you, he misses you.
Be with your family.
A."
alice. alice. it was alice, alice was here.
im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
When we reached my tahanan mason was crying and reenesme was trying to comfort her little brother.Alice and esme were talking very fast so I only caught little bits and pieces of the conversation .But it seemed that we were going to have to wait till edward and jacob and the other boys came back.while esme and alice were disscussing the subject reenesme and i were trying to comfort mason.At the same time i was worriying about edward I noticed reenesme looked very deep in thought.Then alll of the sudden esme is calling me ,my daughter,and my son to come quickly.Whehn we got there alice looked like she would be crying if she could cry.When I asked her what was wrong all she managed to choke out was Edward.Imediatly I knew something very bad had happened.
edwards pov
' rachell u look beautifull i sinabi ' then she blushed ' i pag-ibig u' i sinabi scared a little for her reaction she looked at me and sinabi 'i pag-ibig you two ' ' do u mind missing school today ' sure no prob ' what do u want to do edward ' well i wanna take u to this medow remeber how i sinabi i needed to tell u somthing ' yes ' well it is time ' ok ' dont be scared ' ok ' do u trust me ' yes ' ok well lets go 5 minutos later we r here so i want u to close ur eyes and hop on my bac ok ' ok y ' ull see w.e and she climed on ur eyes closed yes y r u so cold ull figure it out ' ok ' then we were there and i took her off my back and sinabi stand over there ok she said.
' rachell u look beautifull i sinabi ' then she blushed ' i pag-ibig u' i sinabi scared a little for her reaction she looked at me and sinabi 'i pag-ibig you two ' ' do u mind missing school today ' sure no prob ' what do u want to do edward ' well i wanna take u to this medow remeber how i sinabi i needed to tell u somthing ' yes ' well it is time ' ok ' dont be scared ' ok ' do u trust me ' yes ' ok well lets go 5 minutos later we r here so i want u to close ur eyes and hop on my bac ok ' ok y ' ull see w.e and she climed on ur eyes closed yes y r u so cold ull figure it out ' ok ' then we were there and i took her off my back and sinabi stand over there ok she said.
It was confirmed today, that Carter Burwell will NOT be composing the score for New Moon. Alexander Desplat is composing in Carter's place. This raises the question, will Chris Weitz and Alexander Desplat use the lullaby Carter composed?
In my personal opinion, I really think it's better if they keep the same lullaby. Alot of fans may disagree. And I agree to an extent, it did not sound like a lullaby. But, during the lullaby scene when they were in the trees, there was a piano melody solo. If they kept that melody, but expanded it or made it madami complex, it would sound madami like a lullaby. And they could keep the continuity.
What do you guys think?
In my personal opinion, I really think it's better if they keep the same lullaby. Alot of fans may disagree. And I agree to an extent, it did not sound like a lullaby. But, during the lullaby scene when they were in the trees, there was a piano melody solo. If they kept that melody, but expanded it or made it madami complex, it would sound madami like a lullaby. And they could keep the continuity.
What do you guys think?