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"where is she?, i wanna see her, where's jacob" i felt over joyed. she was alive, and well. my baby.
Tanna.
"He's with her in the waiting room." he replied in the same velvet voice that i oh longinly wanted to hear for so long ago. But it wasn't the right voice.
This was one big fix of them, that i think i might die of a overdose.
"Carlisle." i panted. i dont know how long i havent sinabi that name only for my own good.
"Yes bella" he sighed, he diddnt look at me, as though he thought was either better that way , considering he knew what moment we were coming in to or that he just diddnt want to be mean. i diddnt know what would hurt more.
I diddnt know what to say, you know form all the years that had been gone, i had created a listahan of tanong id wanted to ask, but now that he was really, here. really here, body and flesh. i couldnt say them.
"We'are sorry. bella."he sinabi under his breath.
They sorry. these were the words i have wanted to hear for so long. and now that they were actaully said, i had troubles actaully beleiveing that he had actaully sinabi them.
But i had a wonderful husband out there and a gorgeous baby.
These words should not mean as much as they do.But they did. They meant madami than anything. they meant madami than saying i pag-ibig you for the first time, or when you say everything is going to be alright when you know that its the thruth.
He sighed once more, it was a sigh that you instantly knew, ended all what was going on, he was leaving, again.
i Nawawala all breath, i diddnt know control myself, i was on autopilot.
"Carlisle. not again. please" was all i could push out, with my pants excaping me.
My chest, had another blow, and i could hear the machines start to make music as though it was a symfony, from the 1600's, panic was ariseing.
i can let him go, not again.
my chest started to fester and bleed as much as it did as when they all left. If he does leave, im not stuck with madami moments that will leave me a worst state, how can i be a good mother like that?
" his back still turned, still wearing his white overcoat, he keeped his back to me, and turned his head to his shoulder, his eyes still on the floor. As though he was too scared to see my face.
"We pag-ibig you bella. He still loves you. but must go home, you have a family" who sinabi softly.
They were everyhting that i wanted , but we Nawawala it.
i dont remember anything else after that, i just faded out, another blackout.
But i woke, still in my white room. If i jsut woke up. then it was a dream right?
right?i sifted only to feel and see that i was fully clothed, but clothes that were of not my own. A blue shirt, and a white skirt. ok.
i sat up, feeling better, now, but still dizzy form waking up.
everything was fuzzy, i tried to exercise my eyes byu looking around, the only colour in this room were the bulaklak on the kama side table, they looked dead... i looked at them close, at the bottom of them. was a note.
"Dont come looking for us bella,
i miss you. we miss you, he misses you.
Be with your family.
A."
alice. alice. it was alice, alice was here.
"where is she?, i wanna see her, where's jacob" i felt over joyed. she was alive, and well. my baby.
Tanna.
"He's with her in the waiting room." he replied in the same velvet voice that i oh longinly wanted to hear for so long ago. But it wasn't the right voice.
This was one big fix of them, that i think i might die of a overdose.
"Carlisle." i panted. i dont know how long i havent sinabi that name only for my own good.
"Yes bella" he sighed, he diddnt look at me, as though he thought was either better that way , considering he knew what moment we were coming in to or that he just diddnt want to be mean. i diddnt know what would hurt more.
I diddnt know what to say, you know form all the years that had been gone, i had created a listahan of tanong id wanted to ask, but now that he was really, here. really here, body and flesh. i couldnt say them.
"We'are sorry. bella."he sinabi under his breath.
They sorry. these were the words i have wanted to hear for so long. and now that they were actaully said, i had troubles actaully beleiveing that he had actaully sinabi them.
But i had a wonderful husband out there and a gorgeous baby.
These words should not mean as much as they do.But they did. They meant madami than anything. they meant madami than saying i pag-ibig you for the first time, or when you say everything is going to be alright when you know that its the thruth.
He sighed once more, it was a sigh that you instantly knew, ended all what was going on, he was leaving, again.
i Nawawala all breath, i diddnt know control myself, i was on autopilot.
"Carlisle. not again. please" was all i could push out, with my pants excaping me.
My chest, had another blow, and i could hear the machines start to make music as though it was a symfony, from the 1600's, panic was ariseing.
i can let him go, not again.
my chest started to fester and bleed as much as it did as when they all left. If he does leave, im not stuck with madami moments that will leave me a worst state, how can i be a good mother like that?
" his back still turned, still wearing his white overcoat, he keeped his back to me, and turned his head to his shoulder, his eyes still on the floor. As though he was too scared to see my face.
"We pag-ibig you bella. He still loves you. but must go home, you have a family" who sinabi softly.
They were everyhting that i wanted , but we Nawawala it.
i dont remember anything else after that, i just faded out, another blackout.
But i woke, still in my white room. If i jsut woke up. then it was a dream right?
right?i sifted only to feel and see that i was fully clothed, but clothes that were of not my own. A blue shirt, and a white skirt. ok.
i sat up, feeling better, now, but still dizzy form waking up.
everything was fuzzy, i tried to exercise my eyes byu looking around, the only colour in this room were the bulaklak on the kama side table, they looked dead... i looked at them close, at the bottom of them. was a note.
"Dont come looking for us bella,
i miss you. we miss you, he misses you.
Be with your family.
A."
alice. alice. it was alice, alice was here.
Now they don't say where they went they don't really exclain why they went AND people say pagbaba can't hurt you! I got a huge head ach and i am a little dizzy. LIVING PROOF! I now know how brittanie spears felt when she didn't know what to do.I can't really think about anything madami for this- see ya tomoorow! You think i ended it bad ? well least it isn't like sapranos where they stop in the midlle of a sent- .....
HOPE YOU ENJOY MY NEW artikulo SERIES!
(ps. don't worry i am nothing like the sapranos! and my susunod artikulo will be longer!)
The sagot Feature is meant for FACTUAL tanong only. I have seen other spots and it seems to me that the Twilight Spot is a perfect example for wrongly placed questions.
I'm just stating a concern and hope that i helped a small bit. Here is a great artikulo sa pamamagitan ng Cinders, from the Fanpop Etiquette spot that does a great job explaining the sagot Feature.
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Thanks for listening to me rant :p
1.Erin is part of the Volturi, but she is half human-Spoiler!
2.not everything will be exactly like the books,it will be dramatized a little.
3.Erin is my best friend in real life, so I try to make her as realistic as possible.
4.This one is madami about me:I don't like cussing in my stories because I don't cuss a lot in real life, but it makes my stories funnier,agree?
5.We might make a movie out of this when we are done-Spoiler!
6.Erin was telling me about one of her friends, Danie, and she might be in a few chapters-Spoiler!
7.Erin tries to kill Alice later in the story-Spoiler!
uy ladies! Ok, I wrote this the other araw while I was at work. I had my head down on the desk, sat up, wrote it, and put my head back down. lol I ask that you don't use it without my permission, as it is my original work. But here is a little poem I wrote, that I thought you Twilight obsessed fans might like. I kind of pictured Edward after I wrote it and reread it. There are lots of people (including people who you might be dating right now) that this can apply to. Enjoy and tell me what you think!
Young girls think of pag-ibig and picture a prince.
Women, who have loved and been hurt see not a prince but the truth.
Just a man, imperfect and unsure.
But it's those memories of Prince Charming that make them keep loving, even without hope.
Taleah Elizabeth Cox
April 12,2008
Young girls think of pag-ibig and picture a prince.
Women, who have loved and been hurt see not a prince but the truth.
Just a man, imperfect and unsure.
But it's those memories of Prince Charming that make them keep loving, even without hope.
Taleah Elizabeth Cox
April 12,2008