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"where is she?, i wanna see her, where's jacob" i felt over joyed. she was alive, and well. my baby.
Tanna.
"He's with her in the waiting room." he replied in the same velvet voice that i oh longinly wanted to hear for so long ago. But it wasn't the right voice.
This was one big fix of them, that i think i might die of a overdose.
"Carlisle." i panted. i dont know how long i havent sinabi that name only for my own good.
"Yes bella" he sighed, he diddnt look at me, as though he thought was either better that way , considering he knew what moment we were coming in to or that he just diddnt want to be mean. i diddnt know what would hurt more.
I diddnt know what to say, you know form all the years that had been gone, i had created a listahan of tanong id wanted to ask, but now that he was really, here. really here, body and flesh. i couldnt say them.
"We'are sorry. bella."he sinabi under his breath.
They sorry. these were the words i have wanted to hear for so long. and now that they were actaully said, i had troubles actaully beleiveing that he had actaully sinabi them.
But i had a wonderful husband out there and a gorgeous baby.
These words should not mean as much as they do.But they did. They meant madami than anything. they meant madami than saying i pag-ibig you for the first time, or when you say everything is going to be alright when you know that its the thruth.
He sighed once more, it was a sigh that you instantly knew, ended all what was going on, he was leaving, again.
i Nawawala all breath, i diddnt know control myself, i was on autopilot.
"Carlisle. not again. please" was all i could push out, with my pants excaping me.
My chest, had another blow, and i could hear the machines start to make music as though it was a symfony, from the 1600's, panic was ariseing.
i can let him go, not again.
my chest started to fester and bleed as much as it did as when they all left. If he does leave, im not stuck with madami moments that will leave me a worst state, how can i be a good mother like that?
" his back still turned, still wearing his white overcoat, he keeped his back to me, and turned his head to his shoulder, his eyes still on the floor. As though he was too scared to see my face.
"We pag-ibig you bella. He still loves you. but must go home, you have a family" who sinabi softly.
They were everyhting that i wanted , but we Nawawala it.
i dont remember anything else after that, i just faded out, another blackout.
But i woke, still in my white room. If i jsut woke up. then it was a dream right?
right?i sifted only to feel and see that i was fully clothed, but clothes that were of not my own. A blue shirt, and a white skirt. ok.
i sat up, feeling better, now, but still dizzy form waking up.
everything was fuzzy, i tried to exercise my eyes byu looking around, the only colour in this room were the bulaklak on the kama side table, they looked dead... i looked at them close, at the bottom of them. was a note.
"Dont come looking for us bella,
i miss you. we miss you, he misses you.
Be with your family.
A."
alice. alice. it was alice, alice was here.
"where is she?, i wanna see her, where's jacob" i felt over joyed. she was alive, and well. my baby.
Tanna.
"He's with her in the waiting room." he replied in the same velvet voice that i oh longinly wanted to hear for so long ago. But it wasn't the right voice.
This was one big fix of them, that i think i might die of a overdose.
"Carlisle." i panted. i dont know how long i havent sinabi that name only for my own good.
"Yes bella" he sighed, he diddnt look at me, as though he thought was either better that way , considering he knew what moment we were coming in to or that he just diddnt want to be mean. i diddnt know what would hurt more.
I diddnt know what to say, you know form all the years that had been gone, i had created a listahan of tanong id wanted to ask, but now that he was really, here. really here, body and flesh. i couldnt say them.
"We'are sorry. bella."he sinabi under his breath.
They sorry. these were the words i have wanted to hear for so long. and now that they were actaully said, i had troubles actaully beleiveing that he had actaully sinabi them.
But i had a wonderful husband out there and a gorgeous baby.
These words should not mean as much as they do.But they did. They meant madami than anything. they meant madami than saying i pag-ibig you for the first time, or when you say everything is going to be alright when you know that its the thruth.
He sighed once more, it was a sigh that you instantly knew, ended all what was going on, he was leaving, again.
i Nawawala all breath, i diddnt know control myself, i was on autopilot.
"Carlisle. not again. please" was all i could push out, with my pants excaping me.
My chest, had another blow, and i could hear the machines start to make music as though it was a symfony, from the 1600's, panic was ariseing.
i can let him go, not again.
my chest started to fester and bleed as much as it did as when they all left. If he does leave, im not stuck with madami moments that will leave me a worst state, how can i be a good mother like that?
" his back still turned, still wearing his white overcoat, he keeped his back to me, and turned his head to his shoulder, his eyes still on the floor. As though he was too scared to see my face.
"We pag-ibig you bella. He still loves you. but must go home, you have a family" who sinabi softly.
They were everyhting that i wanted , but we Nawawala it.
i dont remember anything else after that, i just faded out, another blackout.
But i woke, still in my white room. If i jsut woke up. then it was a dream right?
right?i sifted only to feel and see that i was fully clothed, but clothes that were of not my own. A blue shirt, and a white skirt. ok.
i sat up, feeling better, now, but still dizzy form waking up.
everything was fuzzy, i tried to exercise my eyes byu looking around, the only colour in this room were the bulaklak on the kama side table, they looked dead... i looked at them close, at the bottom of them. was a note.
"Dont come looking for us bella,
i miss you. we miss you, he misses you.
Be with your family.
A."
alice. alice. it was alice, alice was here.
Robert Pattinson has a hair cut
The on-screen couple recently lit up the red carpet at the Twilight premiere on Monday night with the rest of the cast.
An insider reveals the secrets behind the set about the couple to the magazine: “Kristen and Rob bonded from the moment they met. They got along so well that people were convinced they were secretly in love. She [Kristen] and Rob had a lot in common, and it didn’t take long for them to develop a very close relationship.”
The insider also had to share: “They were very touchy-feely around each other and they seemed to share a lot of inside jokes.”
Maybe there’s madami than just movie magic going on, but we highly doubt it. Kristen, 18, has been dating actor Michael Angarano for, as she puts it, “forever.”
Okay so I was watching an interview that Twilight Lexicon did with Taylor Lautner when they were filming the scenes in La Push.
(you can watch it here link)
Taylor talks about the general things, what they're filming etc. We also find out that he's giving the truck to Bella.
And then it gets interesting.
Near the end he mentions the werewolf transformations, and how he wants to know what he's going to look like. He also says that hair and make-up and wardrobe are having meetings with the director.
Hmmm..do you think that we'll see the mga asong lobo in this movie, or will there be a New Moon movie? Fingers-crossed!
Tell me what you think please.
(you can watch it here link)
Taylor talks about the general things, what they're filming etc. We also find out that he's giving the truck to Bella.
And then it gets interesting.
Near the end he mentions the werewolf transformations, and how he wants to know what he's going to look like. He also says that hair and make-up and wardrobe are having meetings with the director.
Hmmm..do you think that we'll see the mga asong lobo in this movie, or will there be a New Moon movie? Fingers-crossed!
Tell me what you think please.
I have recently visited Stephenie's Official site. I have become indefinitaly horrified.
Midnight Sun has been postponed indefinitaley.
Because stupid wh*r*es have posted up the beloved work of Midnight Sun that Stephenie had ibingiay them with trust.
I am completely speechless with anger and sadness.
But, thankfully, and unfortunately, Stephenie has posted up the whole rough draft that was incomplete onto her Official site. I can't believe who would be so cruel as to not even care about the author's right and post up Midnight Sun with no authorization.
I deeply regret what has happened. I can't even imagine how hurt Mrs. Meyer is, but I hope she can come back from this awful experience.
Midnight Sun has been postponed indefinitaley.
Because stupid wh*r*es have posted up the beloved work of Midnight Sun that Stephenie had ibingiay them with trust.
I am completely speechless with anger and sadness.
But, thankfully, and unfortunately, Stephenie has posted up the whole rough draft that was incomplete onto her Official site. I can't believe who would be so cruel as to not even care about the author's right and post up Midnight Sun with no authorization.
I deeply regret what has happened. I can't even imagine how hurt Mrs. Meyer is, but I hope she can come back from this awful experience.
This is a poem I wrote in my spare time. I morphed it into a song and entered a contest with it. I won 3rd place! Hope you like.
Repeat: This is about TWILIGHT. No other books.
Going in alone.
No turning back.
I have good intentions,
But this might be my last chance.
I wonder, is the choice I'm about to make,
Really the path I should take.
Hunting me down,
Evil dreams,
Lurking in the shadows,full of pain.
Don't understand,
I'm tired of mind games,
But in the mirror, it's all the same.
Blink of an eye,
Might actually have to say goodbye,
But I hear the voice of my guardian angel,
Calling my name.
Not my last fight,
Not my last hope,
Not my last wish,
Not my last breath...
For now, my puso is mending,
but I'm still alive.
This is about the confrontation with James at the end of the book.
I hope you like it. Rate and review. I'm having doubts...
Repeat: This is about TWILIGHT. No other books.
Going in alone.
No turning back.
I have good intentions,
But this might be my last chance.
I wonder, is the choice I'm about to make,
Really the path I should take.
Hunting me down,
Evil dreams,
Lurking in the shadows,full of pain.
Don't understand,
I'm tired of mind games,
But in the mirror, it's all the same.
Blink of an eye,
Might actually have to say goodbye,
But I hear the voice of my guardian angel,
Calling my name.
Not my last fight,
Not my last hope,
Not my last wish,
Not my last breath...
For now, my puso is mending,
but I'm still alive.
This is about the confrontation with James at the end of the book.
I hope you like it. Rate and review. I'm having doubts...
