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I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let you go. I drive myself crazy, wanting you the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him madami as days pass by. It's been a buwan since you and Randy haven't sinabi a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. You can feel it and you can see it. Whenever you look in the mirror, you see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at basketbol lately. Your coach notices and he talks with you about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can you do Jamie? You need to rest. You can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I pag-ibig playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...