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Secrets

1.I used to be shy... and sometimes I still am.

2.I pag-ibig to watch scary movies! But I get really scared afterward... I just I wont learn!

3.My paborito color is White because it holds misery and nothing can defect it... other then other colors.

4.I have an eye condition... Witch means I can only see out of one eye at a time. And I wish I didn’t have an Eye condition.

5.I have glass’s so I don’t think I’m pretty....

6.I also have red hair! Witch I’m proud of! I just wish it wasn’t so fluffy.

7.I’ve never been loved....

8.I’m very creative

9.I have blue eyes yet I’m a red head?

10.I pag-ibig Art and Dance!

11.I’ve been dancing seen I was little...and some parents used to talk about me... and say I would ever become a dancer because of my eyes and balance...but look at me now!

12.I pag-ibig it when my dance teacher talks about how far I’ve come from were I was in dance in front of everyone.

13.I wish sometimes I was as good as serration people on my dance team...

14.I got a dance that I loved token away from me...I will ever let that happen again.

15.I don’t fell like I will be good enough for anyone one...and that scares me.

16.My dad left me when I was 2...I have not heard from him sense...and I don’t think I want to.

17.I have a step mom and a step brother...But I don’t even know it she’s still with my dad or how old my step brother is.

18.I don’t even know if my dad’s alive or where he is.

19.I don’t think I will ever find anyone how understands me completely.

20.I believe in mga engkanto and other worlds and magic.

21.I want people to know who every talked about me is that...I heard every word I met have bad eyes, but I’m not death.

22.Sometimes I fell like...dying.

23.Sometimes I wish I was someone else.

24.Sometimes I make fun of people

25) I want people to know that this is for them not for me I want you to know that I’m here for you I won’t leave you I promise so can you make that some promise to me?

26. I pag-ibig my mga kaibigan on fanpop

27. I think I see...beauty in everyone.

28.I wish I could see my dad but I don't want to at the same time...

29. I've hurt myself because I didn't think I was good enough and there was nothing left to live for.

30. I wanted to die until I found dance..I want all my friend to know that it's the end there's always something put there to live for.



I've been called names I've been hurt I've cried I've...tried to hurt myself...If been called four eyes stupid dumb and many madami that I don't fell think listing. I've never been pag-ibig truly and that sucks. But can inspire people to stand up for what they believe in and ipakita them what I can do. I've been through a lot of pain and many even some madami but some say all that pain makes you stronger...


Fierce & pag-ibig

Malmcd or Mallory McDonald
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This girl, her name is Amanda Todd.
She posted a video on YouTube a few days ago.
She was bullied so bad it led to suicide…

She was in a webcam chat group to meet up with new and old people.


They started calling her Beautiful, Stunning, cute, Etc.
And then they asked her to flash…
So she did…..
… Thinking it was nothing…
A taon went sa pamamagitan ng and some guy she did not know, messaged her saying ”Give me a ‘show’ or I will send your boobs.”
She ignored it…..
Christmas Break came and a knock came on her door at 4 AM.
It was the police…
That person sent the picture to EVERYONE.
Everyone judged...
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I now see my life as if I'm alone in a big dark movie theater...
No way out.
And I'm sitting there watching all the happy memories I'v'e had...
One's with friends.
Real Friends,
Friends that have always been there for me.
And Funny moments.
Moments when I couldn't stop laughing or take the smile off my face...
And dance.
One the time in my live were I could be free
And be me.
When I could ilipat anyway I wanted to...
I could be weird
Crazy
Sad
Mad
Hurt
In Pain
Alone
I could be all of those when dancing and no one would care how I looked they would see the real beauty of the movement...
And I see all those birthdays......
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My memory is pitch black
Like the color of the devils heart
My soul begins to rot
Like a meal that's been left out
My tears start to dry
Like a river in the desert
My dreams begin to float
Like a long Nawawala feather
My hopes begin to fall
Like rain from a cloud
My hunger ceased to exist
Like a mime that makes sound
My skin wants to break
Like a falling piece of glass
My fear begins to grow
Like a meadow burdened with grass
My anger builds up
Like a napakataas na gusali with no ending
My sorrow fades out
Like a distant memory
My blood freezes up
Like water in the anartic
My Buto become brittle
Like a cigarette without an addict
My plan unfolds itself
Like a bulaklak beginning to bloom
My mind grows anxious
Like a bomb waiting for the boom
My conscious lies dormant
Like a bulkan in the sea
My life awaits death
Like the power in a battery
As my light slowly goes out...
So does the rest of the world..
And life..
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The girl who's always smiling? She's fed up with crying each night.

The guy who wont tell you things? He;s been backstabbed to many times.

The people with one friend? That friend is the only person who could be there for them.

The girl who says she hates life? She's been through to much to go on.

The boy who tells you he wants out? He's fed up with his fake smile.

There's only one thing they all share....

Scars...

The world tells me everything is going to be okay..But they don't know how I feel inside. That feeling of nothingness and blank emotions as the razor touches my skin..I feel nothing and...
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