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posted by malmcd
Secrets

1.I used to be shy... and sometimes I still am.

2.I pag-ibig to watch scary movies! But I get really scared afterward... I just I wont learn!

3.My paborito color is White because it holds misery and nothing can defect it... other then other colors.

4.I have an eye condition... Witch means I can only see out of one eye at a time. And I wish I didn’t have an Eye condition.

5.I have glass’s so I don’t think I’m pretty....

6.I also have red hair! Witch I’m proud of! I just wish it wasn’t so fluffy.

7.I’ve never been loved....

8.I’m very creative

9.I have blue eyes yet I’m a red head?

10.I pag-ibig Art and Dance!

11.I’ve been dancing seen I was little...and some parents used to talk about me... and say I would ever become a dancer because of my eyes and balance...but look at me now!

12.I pag-ibig it when my dance teacher talks about how far I’ve come from were I was in dance in front of everyone.

13.I wish sometimes I was as good as serration people on my dance team...

14.I got a dance that I loved token away from me...I will ever let that happen again.

15.I don’t fell like I will be good enough for anyone one...and that scares me.

16.My dad left me when I was 2...I have not heard from him sense...and I don’t think I want to.

17.I have a step mom and a step brother...But I don’t even know it she’s still with my dad or how old my step brother is.

18.I don’t even know if my dad’s alive or where he is.

19.I don’t think I will ever find anyone how understands me completely.

20.I believe in mga engkanto and other worlds and magic.

21.I want people to know who every talked about me is that...I heard every word I met have bad eyes, but I’m not death.

22.Sometimes I fell like...dying.

23.Sometimes I wish I was someone else.

24.Sometimes I make fun of people

25) I want people to know that this is for them not for me I want you to know that I’m here for you I won’t leave you I promise so can you make that some promise to me?

26. I pag-ibig my mga kaibigan on fanpop

27. I think I see...beauty in everyone.

28.I wish I could see my dad but I don't want to at the same time...

29. I've hurt myself because I didn't think I was good enough and there was nothing left to live for.

30. I wanted to die until I found dance..I want all my friend to know that it's the end there's always something put there to live for.



I've been called names I've been hurt I've cried I've...tried to hurt myself...If been called four eyes stupid dumb and many madami that I don't fell think listing. I've never been pag-ibig truly and that sucks. But can inspire people to stand up for what they believe in and ipakita them what I can do. I've been through a lot of pain and many even some madami but some say all that pain makes you stronger...


Fierce & pag-ibig

Malmcd or Mallory McDonald
posted by BooBooBear981
uy Guys, It's me , Ellen.
And here, this is where I feel like I am family.
I feel like I don't ever belong. But when I'm with you guys, It's like I'm... Welcome.
I think I am hideous but my mga kaibigan say otherwise.
I may be the one that tries to cheer everyone up at school but I have my own problems too.
I am going through a really tough time right know and it is a struggle to be OKAY. I am sorry about complaining about my problems like this but it just makes me feel better to tell you guys. I need to tell you guys something very important. I may not be the most depressed person but i sure as...
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posted by PoemGirl
how it feels

Eating disorders are diseases of silence. We are all silently screaming for something: attention, love, help, escape or forgiveness. Although we might be looking to fill different voids, we never ask for the things we need. We feel unworthy, that for some reason we don’t deserve them. So, we play the game of guess what I need from you. You’re inability to guess just feeds our feelings of worthlessness.

When you finally realize there is a problem, it is much too late. We will now fight, lie, and cheat to hold on to the one thing that has ibingiay us support. You see the symptoms,...
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Please watch this!!! I pag-ibig the song <3
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The 2012 X Factor singer!! <3 <3 pag-ibig this song, although..maybe she could've done a better song..she can go farther than this... actually BEYOND anything!! <3 <3 Anyway, I loved Melanie from the beginning and I still pag-ibig her now <3 You go Mel! :D
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posted by PoemGirl
You know she is finding her way there, sa pamamagitan ng how the air feels. You know she’s coming sa pamamagitan ng the sound of the wind whispering in your ear, telling you secrets. You know she’s on her way sa pamamagitan ng the way the clouds gather and dance in the sky, like there having a party. You know she is creeping behind you sa pamamagitan ng the fog that blows from your mouth. You know she’s right susunod to you when the lights begin to flicker.
You can feel the air get thicker and it slowly becomes harder to breath. Your lungs feel like there being beaten. You slowly run your hands over your arms and you can feel all your hair standing...
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posted by Beyal8
My strange eccentricities
and weird idiosyncrasies
Leave others bewildered
and cause me to ponder
Am I really strange..?
Or it’s the others, I wonder...

My values seem outdated
And my ethics, underrated
Honesty and loyalty
Are they obsolete?
True pag-ibig is so rare
Am I enclosed sa pamamagitan ng conceit..?

My love, it’s no-holds-barred
My feelings, they die-hard
Waiting and anticipating
Like I face life’s checkmate
Sometimes I feel beset
Can I influence my fate..?

My thoughts are bizarre
Seem unrealistic and far
But I know they’re not
meant for the blinkered
To grasp their true worth
Doubts have to be conquered...
posted by Beyal8
In the hustle and bustle of the day
Surrounded sa pamamagitan ng folks and friends
I feel lost, lonely and astray..

Drifting off or awaking,
in dreams and reality
My heart’s always aching
and my soul’s always praying
for you…

Suppressing my urges
to talk to you
curbing my craving
to hear you
ignoring my thirst
to meet you
restraining my longing
to be with you
stifling my desire
to touch you
I feel fervent and helpless,
desperate and hopeless
For I expect and demand,
hope and anticipate...

Then all of a sudden I seek nothing
Bereft of hopes, wishes or desires
Left with only a soul that aspires
…for your happiness

Then I experience a holy calm
Peace descends on me
like a soft, soothing balm
and a knowing arises
…that we’re never apart
because you live
forever in my heart...
posted by Beyal8
Praying with you is
like walking
on the morning grass
with the fickle dewdrops
tickling our bare feet
while our souls meet
and smile to greet
each other...

Praying with you is
like drifting
on wispy, white clouds
on a sunny day, as we play
like little kids
a little fine, a little fey
And as our game starts
our pag-ibig engulfs our hearts...

Praying with you is
Like dreaming
a magnificent dream
where we scream
in ecstasy
as a bahaghari wraps
you and me
in vibrant colours of glee...

Praying with you is
Like weaving
a fairy story
that we fill with
God’s goodness and glory
Each memory we create
is a tale of our sweet love
so memorable, so great...
posted by StReNgThHoPe
I sounds of the piano's steady strings and smells of the old cellar fill my senses with comfort, knowing i am home. I hear Temmi's sweet voice that sings every note on key and had sense her smile. She's playing the song 'Dream' sa pamamagitan ng some arstists whos name i cannot place but she sings words to her own song.

That moment is pure and golden. Those few moments in the basement where the walls are mere packed dirt and the floor is nothing madami then stones and the black grand piano is playing away. But mostly its little Temmi sitting at the piano. Her soft brown curls bobbing up and down as her head...
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posted by PoemGirl
Okay so at this moment in time I have so many stories In my head and I'm wondering which ones I should keep going right now.

Choices:

Miles OF Miles Apart..

March 19, 2011
Age 13

From the moment your born somewhere out there you have a true love, There’s someone who is your soul mate. At less that’s what they say? They say there’s one person who has the same puso strings as you and they complete you. And there’s nothing that can keep you apart from one another, and one araw you’ll meet. Some people don’t end up with there one true pag-ibig or don’t see them. But what if my one true...
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posted by HiddenHearts100
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Been a fool, been a clown
Lost my way from up and down
And I know, yes, I know
And I see in your eyes that you really weren't surprised at me
At all
Not at all
And I know sa pamamagitan ng your smile
It's you

Don't care for me
Don't cry, let's say goodbye
Adieu
It's time to say goodbye
I know that in time
It will just fade away
It's time to say goodbye

I stand alone
And watch you fade away like clouds
High up and in the sky
I'm strong and so cold
As I stand alone
Goodbye, so long
Adieu

Oh, how I pag-ibig you so
Lost in those memories
And now you've gone
I feel the pain
Feeling like a fool
Adieu

My pag-ibig for you burns...
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One of The Three days grace rockers!!!!
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SO FUNNY!
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ITS SO FUNNY!!! THESE GUYS ARE SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!
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