If I where to disappear...
Would you look for me?
Would you cry that I was gone?
Or even care that I might never come back?
If something were to happen I want you to know...
I will be at the light at the other end of your dark tunnel, or other words life...
Because in the end of all this darkness theres something better...
I'll be waiting there for you to find your way,
Even if I haven't found my own way or have ibingiay up..
I'll wait to see you finally find happiness...
Like I said.
I'm here for you..
And even if I'm not here
I will always be with you
Your never truly alone
I will also be there to talk to
Even when you can't see me...
If I were to go I want you to know its not your fault
Don't blame yourself because I wanted out..
Or that you couldn't save me
Because right now I'm not sure anyone can..
But you will never be alone because I'll always be here..
I've thought of my way out how I want it to be..
It could be
Pills, cuts, bleach, or even a shot to the head or a jump of a bridge...
I've thought of my note I'd leave because I've written over 20 of them trying to get it right...
But the thing I want you all to know and remember is..
Everything I did
Or wrote
Or the reason I stay alive is..
For the Kids who are different..
My journey is for you...
I live for you...
I hope you know that
Because I might not always be here for you
Because someday I could disappear...
But I want you to know...
I pag-ibig you...

Fierce & Love
Mallory McDonald
MaLmcD
Poem Girl
Mallort
BF
Bitch
Slut
Nerd
Freak
Stupid
Dumb
Fore eyes
ect.