My Friend is Leaving.

Im so confused at first i was angry cuz she was leaving and she had a chocie but she decided to leave and i always imagned shed be there and it not like shes going to a public school its a boarding school and so at first i was really sad then i wnated to make her sad sa pamamagitan ng making her jealous and now,now im realising how much i needed her i mean now who will i talk to sure i hve other mga kaibigan but not best mga kaibigan and i cant talk to them cuz she aint told them shes leaving and i cant say anthing and i need a friend and i got noone and i dont actually wanna speak to anyone at my school i know you cant actually do anything gosh im depressed erm do you hve any ways of making new mga kaibigan outside of school any ideas?