He's numb.
She's sick.
His bodies numb.
Her mind's gone blank.
Cuddy's adrenaline paced its way through her body. She'd done something incredibly stupid and she knew that. You left him alone in his apartment with Vicodin. You're an idiot, Lisa. She didn't dare ilipat as she laid her head on her knees. Cuddy's sister had long gone. She'd sent her tahanan not long after she'd began to cry. Her sister didn't deserve to have to sit through her pitiful mess that she'd only placed herself in. She'd already agreed to keep Rachel if something happened to her – even with the three kids she already had. Cuddy had never been madami wrong in her life with her choices. Leaving House alone with a bottle of Vicodin in his time of need and worry. It was too late now to try to back up and change her mind or change what he was doing. She'd done a mistake, they'd both have to live through this one. Cuddy wasn't going to be his shinning princess – she wasn't going to walk back through that door and save him from his addiction, but she could be there for him, pag-ibig him – if she could. Rachel and her both needed someone they could always count on, but Cuddy couldn't help but pag-ibig the man who'd always been there when he absolutely needed to be. Just not at the right times. If it makes any sense.
She straightened herself up to a sitting position and wiped her eyes. If this is going to be done, it's going to be done right. Cuddy leaned to her left to reach for the phone, but found herself not dialing House's number to stop him, but Wilson's number. She held back the sobs that threatened to rack her body, not wanting Wilson to know that this was destroying her – that it was eating her up on the inside.
“Wilson, listen... I know it's late and I'm sorry to wake you up, but I need a favor.” Without his complaint already, she began to say what she needed to say, how she'd screwed up, how she'd let House down. He was ashamed of her, ashamed for her – mostly. “Will you watch Rachel while I'm gone to see House. I've got to change things around before they get into a bigger mess.”
“I'll be there in ten minutes.”
But as Cuddy arrived to House's apartment, there wasn't an answer at the door, his bike wasn't there either. She rolled her eyes and shook her head. “God, House!. Why do you always do this? Always run away from your problems? You could have been there for me and I would have never known anything. Why?” She'd thought she was talking to herself, reminiscing what she wanted to say to House, but truly wouldn't. “I pag-ibig you,” she paused. “But you're never there for me, for Rachel. You don't really seem to care about my feelings, you play with all the time. You try to escape pain sa pamamagitan ng playing the piano, but when that doesn't work, you resort straight to the vicodin. Which I'm not standing for.” Her tears trickled their way down her face. She tasted the saltiness of her tears and ran a hand over her face to clear the remains. “You can relapse, I know, but somehow I don't care. You've ran off and married a woman who doesn't mean anything to you, just so you could get back at me. I should have realized everything. I should have stopped you from the vicodin, I should have stopped you from getting married. But did I? No. Because I'm madami of a coward than you'll ever be. So, really. In a sense, this is my fault. I broke this, I broke you. I can't fix your problem, because I am your problem.” sa pamamagitan ng now, she was sitting sideways on his steps with her head in her hands. She was broken inside, too. But she couldn't steal the spotlight away from House. He needed taken care of madami than her. “I pag-ibig you, which is why I don't care about these other things. I just wish you'd sinabi no to Dominique, because I miss you. I don't know how to turn back.”
“Wow.”
Simple word. She jerked her head upright to see the man she is forever in pag-ibig with.
“You've got quite a colorful word choice.”
“How much did you hear?” She complied to listen to every word he had, since apparently she'd just made a huge fool out of herself.
“Every word.”
She sighed, “well, you know how I feel.”
“And you know how hard it is to express mine.” House slowly took a upuan beside of her. “Where did you think I went tonight?”
“I didn't know.”
House smiled, softly, something he didn't do very often. “I went earlier today to get a marriage annulment. The pre-nup was set after I married her, now she's long gone.”
“We've got a lot of talking to do, you know that.”
“Yeah, but we need it.”
“And I want it.”
Cuddy smiled to herself, but she wasn't listening to her mind anymore, just her heart. “I pag-ibig you.”
“I pag-ibig you, too.”
She leaned into halik him, but she knew, even in her heart, that this was going to be bad.
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[b]Author's Note:[b/] I wrote this really fast this morning, because I had the dream last night. So, hopefully you'll like it anyway. (: I kinda threw together ideas throughout all eppy's. Enjoy. <3
She's sick.
His bodies numb.
Her mind's gone blank.
Cuddy's adrenaline paced its way through her body. She'd done something incredibly stupid and she knew that. You left him alone in his apartment with Vicodin. You're an idiot, Lisa. She didn't dare ilipat as she laid her head on her knees. Cuddy's sister had long gone. She'd sent her tahanan not long after she'd began to cry. Her sister didn't deserve to have to sit through her pitiful mess that she'd only placed herself in. She'd already agreed to keep Rachel if something happened to her – even with the three kids she already had. Cuddy had never been madami wrong in her life with her choices. Leaving House alone with a bottle of Vicodin in his time of need and worry. It was too late now to try to back up and change her mind or change what he was doing. She'd done a mistake, they'd both have to live through this one. Cuddy wasn't going to be his shinning princess – she wasn't going to walk back through that door and save him from his addiction, but she could be there for him, pag-ibig him – if she could. Rachel and her both needed someone they could always count on, but Cuddy couldn't help but pag-ibig the man who'd always been there when he absolutely needed to be. Just not at the right times. If it makes any sense.
She straightened herself up to a sitting position and wiped her eyes. If this is going to be done, it's going to be done right. Cuddy leaned to her left to reach for the phone, but found herself not dialing House's number to stop him, but Wilson's number. She held back the sobs that threatened to rack her body, not wanting Wilson to know that this was destroying her – that it was eating her up on the inside.
“Wilson, listen... I know it's late and I'm sorry to wake you up, but I need a favor.” Without his complaint already, she began to say what she needed to say, how she'd screwed up, how she'd let House down. He was ashamed of her, ashamed for her – mostly. “Will you watch Rachel while I'm gone to see House. I've got to change things around before they get into a bigger mess.”
“I'll be there in ten minutes.”
But as Cuddy arrived to House's apartment, there wasn't an answer at the door, his bike wasn't there either. She rolled her eyes and shook her head. “God, House!. Why do you always do this? Always run away from your problems? You could have been there for me and I would have never known anything. Why?” She'd thought she was talking to herself, reminiscing what she wanted to say to House, but truly wouldn't. “I pag-ibig you,” she paused. “But you're never there for me, for Rachel. You don't really seem to care about my feelings, you play with all the time. You try to escape pain sa pamamagitan ng playing the piano, but when that doesn't work, you resort straight to the vicodin. Which I'm not standing for.” Her tears trickled their way down her face. She tasted the saltiness of her tears and ran a hand over her face to clear the remains. “You can relapse, I know, but somehow I don't care. You've ran off and married a woman who doesn't mean anything to you, just so you could get back at me. I should have realized everything. I should have stopped you from the vicodin, I should have stopped you from getting married. But did I? No. Because I'm madami of a coward than you'll ever be. So, really. In a sense, this is my fault. I broke this, I broke you. I can't fix your problem, because I am your problem.” sa pamamagitan ng now, she was sitting sideways on his steps with her head in her hands. She was broken inside, too. But she couldn't steal the spotlight away from House. He needed taken care of madami than her. “I pag-ibig you, which is why I don't care about these other things. I just wish you'd sinabi no to Dominique, because I miss you. I don't know how to turn back.”
“Wow.”
Simple word. She jerked her head upright to see the man she is forever in pag-ibig with.
“You've got quite a colorful word choice.”
“How much did you hear?” She complied to listen to every word he had, since apparently she'd just made a huge fool out of herself.
“Every word.”
She sighed, “well, you know how I feel.”
“And you know how hard it is to express mine.” House slowly took a upuan beside of her. “Where did you think I went tonight?”
“I didn't know.”
House smiled, softly, something he didn't do very often. “I went earlier today to get a marriage annulment. The pre-nup was set after I married her, now she's long gone.”
“We've got a lot of talking to do, you know that.”
“Yeah, but we need it.”
“And I want it.”
Cuddy smiled to herself, but she wasn't listening to her mind anymore, just her heart. “I pag-ibig you.”
“I pag-ibig you, too.”
She leaned into halik him, but she knew, even in her heart, that this was going to be bad.
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[b]Author's Note:[b/] I wrote this really fast this morning, because I had the dream last night. So, hopefully you'll like it anyway. (: I kinda threw together ideas throughout all eppy's. Enjoy. <3
This is part eight
of my fav huddy moments
starting wid my least fav
and ending with my alltime fav
10.I CANT SIT sa pamamagitan ng AND WATCH YOU KILL YOURSELF
9.I NEED YOU
8.HOUSE LOOKING THROUGH CUDDY'S WINDOW
7.EVERYONE KNOWS THIS IS GOING SOMEWHERE
6.IF SHE TURNS AROUND SHE'S INTO HIM TOO
5.CUDDY & HOUSE WILSON'S HEART
4.CUDDY TOUCHING HOUSE'S FACE
3.THERE FIRST KISS
2.I ALWAYS WANNA halik YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1.YOUR AFRAID TO BE HAPPY , WHY DO YOU CARE IF IM HAPPY???
10. You can’t sit by and watch you kill yourself; this huddy scene is so heartbreak and is one of my favourites.
9. I NEED YOU!!! I think this has to be there quote cause they always need each other and there always there for each other.
8. I love this scene every time I watch it I still think house is going to knock on her door but he never does, and I love the fact that he loves cuddy so much he forgets his pain.
7. Love this moment so much “are you screwing me, are you screwing with me?” “Everyone knows this is going somewhere” then some huddy boob action he he classic moment
6. “ if she turns around , she’s into him too and there you have it” this was one of my all-time fav huddy moments if a guy in a coma can see there meant to be together they should of figured it out by now.
5. this is what I think was the start of huddy cause when house was talking to amber about how he has a terrible life but when he woke up he saw cuddy there for him
4. this is a great moment I love it soooooooooo much cause even though she is so mad at house when she sees something is wrong it still comes down to the fact she is in love with him and starts stroking his face.
3. we had to wait 5 years for their first kiss and it was worth waiting for it was hot , romantic etc “ why do you half to negate everything “ “ I don’t no “
2. OMFG house always wants to kiss cuddy it may not of been real it may only of been in house’s head but he still always wants to kiss her it wasn’t real but it was sure hot!!!!!!!!!!!!
1.This is my favourite huddy moment of all time , “ you’re afraid to be happy , why do you care if I’m happy???” cuddy’s face just shows how much she is in love with house she can’t even look him in the eye “ this is the only me you get”.
