Ok so yes this is gonna be a really sad chap ='( But it wwill get better ok. And yeah I know it doesn't make sense at all and it's a bit too dramati but after all i called a Fanfic . Reviews =Love. I'm getting disappointed...
"Hugh!" Lisa! Lisa's here, I feel so glad she's here. She runs susunod to me and takes my hand.
"Are you Ok? I was so worried, as soon as heard you were in the hospital I ran here and-" You are caressing my face, this feels weird. Besides my wife just left, I don' remember Lisa being so, let’s call it, sweet around me. I just nod. And ilipat my head so you stop, I don't want Jo to enter and get this wrong.
"I know I blow our cover but I needed to see you. Hugh,are you listening to me?" I turn to see you and I see the swollen grey eyes.
"I am but I just don't understand. What are you talking about?" You look disappointed now. You finally let my hand and sit in the kama susunod to my legs.
"Hugh, are you pagganap just because Jo is near? Like it's ok she knows." She knows? What does she knows? I shake my head.
"Hugh what's wrong? Was it because I wasn't here these last 3 days? You sent me way I didn't know how to contact you and when I called you, you wouldn't pick up." I stare at her weirdly and ilipat to my left away from her.
She puts her hand in my cheek and my pulse begins to rush, then someone opens the door and I slap your hand. You look confused. It’s a nurse. She gives me some pills and then she leaves.
Your eyes are teary I can see.
“You still pag-ibig Jo right?” Why is she asking this? Isn’t the answer obvious, she really wants the answer? Should I keep lying?
“Well yes she’s my wife after all.” That must have been a hard punch. You look down and stay silent. You sigh.
“I am such an idiot. How did I ever expect for us to become something? I’m sorry I shouldn’t- I hate you.” You sweep some tears. What have I done? Last week it was all fine we were shooting and I was your friend and everything was fine why the sudden drama?
“There have never been us.” I hope I could take the pain away but I don’t know what you are talking about and you’re so right there has never been us so why are you hurt? You stand up.
“I have to go” You say walking out of the room and so you are gone I want to stop you but I don’t really have an excuse.
“Me too.” I whisper, Jo told me tonight I was getting released and I will head to London. I guess if something had happened Jo would tell me.
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I must look pathetic, I’m curled up in a ball crying and sobbing, buried in madami than 10 tissue boxes and I can’t see because the tears won’t allow me.
I need your arms but I realize they won’t be here, ever. I sob more, I haven’t eaten in madami than 12 hours and I must be dehydrating from all the crying but I don’t care. I miss you, I can’t forget you but you had. No I was never even in your mind.
This pain will kill me I’m sure. It’s so hard to take it. I always have the same luck and I never learn. Why don’t you just learn for once Lisa? You won’t ever find true love. I must be awful. I remember your face and the you slapping my hand. I close my eyes in hope to fall asleep but tears won’t stop. Then there’s a knock, I fantasize it’s you when I open the door and you tell me “I pag-ibig you” then you’ll say it was all a nightmare and I ill awake the susunod araw in your arms.
But it does not gonna happen. I don’t feel like seeing nobody but anyways I stand up. And I crumble to the ground and I stay there as I cry. You raise me up and hug me and then you cuddle me in your arms and put me to sleep.
I whisper I pag-ibig you and you halik my forehead. And I fall asleep.
But it’s just my mind again. I won’t be able to sleep not tonight, the tears just won’t allow.
"Hugh!" Lisa! Lisa's here, I feel so glad she's here. She runs susunod to me and takes my hand.
"Are you Ok? I was so worried, as soon as heard you were in the hospital I ran here and-" You are caressing my face, this feels weird. Besides my wife just left, I don' remember Lisa being so, let’s call it, sweet around me. I just nod. And ilipat my head so you stop, I don't want Jo to enter and get this wrong.
"I know I blow our cover but I needed to see you. Hugh,are you listening to me?" I turn to see you and I see the swollen grey eyes.
"I am but I just don't understand. What are you talking about?" You look disappointed now. You finally let my hand and sit in the kama susunod to my legs.
"Hugh, are you pagganap just because Jo is near? Like it's ok she knows." She knows? What does she knows? I shake my head.
"Hugh what's wrong? Was it because I wasn't here these last 3 days? You sent me way I didn't know how to contact you and when I called you, you wouldn't pick up." I stare at her weirdly and ilipat to my left away from her.
She puts her hand in my cheek and my pulse begins to rush, then someone opens the door and I slap your hand. You look confused. It’s a nurse. She gives me some pills and then she leaves.
Your eyes are teary I can see.
“You still pag-ibig Jo right?” Why is she asking this? Isn’t the answer obvious, she really wants the answer? Should I keep lying?
“Well yes she’s my wife after all.” That must have been a hard punch. You look down and stay silent. You sigh.
“I am such an idiot. How did I ever expect for us to become something? I’m sorry I shouldn’t- I hate you.” You sweep some tears. What have I done? Last week it was all fine we were shooting and I was your friend and everything was fine why the sudden drama?
“There have never been us.” I hope I could take the pain away but I don’t know what you are talking about and you’re so right there has never been us so why are you hurt? You stand up.
“I have to go” You say walking out of the room and so you are gone I want to stop you but I don’t really have an excuse.
“Me too.” I whisper, Jo told me tonight I was getting released and I will head to London. I guess if something had happened Jo would tell me.
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I must look pathetic, I’m curled up in a ball crying and sobbing, buried in madami than 10 tissue boxes and I can’t see because the tears won’t allow me.
I need your arms but I realize they won’t be here, ever. I sob more, I haven’t eaten in madami than 12 hours and I must be dehydrating from all the crying but I don’t care. I miss you, I can’t forget you but you had. No I was never even in your mind.
This pain will kill me I’m sure. It’s so hard to take it. I always have the same luck and I never learn. Why don’t you just learn for once Lisa? You won’t ever find true love. I must be awful. I remember your face and the you slapping my hand. I close my eyes in hope to fall asleep but tears won’t stop. Then there’s a knock, I fantasize it’s you when I open the door and you tell me “I pag-ibig you” then you’ll say it was all a nightmare and I ill awake the susunod araw in your arms.
But it does not gonna happen. I don’t feel like seeing nobody but anyways I stand up. And I crumble to the ground and I stay there as I cry. You raise me up and hug me and then you cuddle me in your arms and put me to sleep.
I whisper I pag-ibig you and you halik my forehead. And I fall asleep.
But it’s just my mind again. I won’t be able to sleep not tonight, the tears just won’t allow.