I was stuck in between what fate wanted and what i wanted.The future was in my hands,i just couldnt balutin my head around why my destiny was so poor.
I sat on the sopa questioning myself about it.
Should I let it happen?And if I did would i ever forgive myself?I was always telling others,bad things happen for a reason,but was just another excuse?
There were no anwsers,simply because life has no anwser,just tanong and sometimes you have to take a risk and leap with no fear.
"Daddy,look what drew."Kenna sinabi with a smile.
She wobbled in the living room,holding a picture.
She gave it to me,it had a house on it with 4 stick people on it.The 1st one had a palda drawn on and the 2nd one had pants on.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the 1st one.
"Thats mommy."she said.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the segundo one.
"Thats Drew."
Pain struck my heart,i tried to be strong,but i got choked up.The other two were sperate.
"Those two are me and ronnie."
"Wheres Daddy and Alex?"
"Well,it doesnt matter.Ronnie says your going to leave again with Alex and mommy loves Drew."
"Look here.''i sinabi to her,"I'm not leaving ever,and dont you forget that.now come here,i pag-ibig you."
I grabbed her and put her on my lap and hugged her,tears slowly fell from my face.
"Ronnie.'i called out.
"What?'' she walked down stairs.
"Come here beautiful."
"whats wrong daddy?"
"nothing i just pag-ibig you guys so much."I got up and hugged her."Im not leaving."
She smiled,it reminded me of why i live.For my kids.
"Okay you can let go now'' she giggled.
"But I dont want to."I smiled.
"I gotta get ready,im going out to the pelikula with Derek."
"Your still dating that punk?''i asked.
"Yes,remember you said.."
"i know what i said,just how is jameson and Angel?''
"They came here earlier when you were asleep.''
"Really?''
"Yes now can you let go?Kennas getting jealous"
"Oh no she didnt!'kenna sassed.
I let go of Ronnie and picked up Kenna.
"You need to stop hanging out with your uncle Harry."
"But he gives me cookies"
"What are those?Some type of child biscuit?'
"Dad you know you like your child biscuits."ronnie said.
''Quit eatin my cookies!''
The door kampanilya rang.
"That must be Derek."
Ronnie went to anwser the door.
shortly she came back.
"Dad,Some man is here...?''
"Huh?''
On our porch stood with a cane, a familar elderly old man.He had gray white hair and sharp blue eyes.Looking in to his eyes i could see his soul.Such fierce eyes covered with anger but love.Immedatelity recongized him,courtneys father.
"Ronnie take Kenna and go in your room."i ordered her.
"but Dad.."
"Its yes sir,now go."
she left for her room.I stepped on the porch.
"Why are you here?"i asked.
"Why wouldnt I?''
"Your at my house,i ask the questions."
:"Is that your children?Shes very beautiful."
I pulled out a gun,and pressed it under his chin.
"You will not lay a finger on my children,I sware to god if you dont tell me why you are here?''
"What are you doing??"Derek walk on the porch.
"Please dont shoot!I mean no harm,ive changed"
I had to think about it...I had a gun pressed against an sick elderly mans head....it probablly made me look bad.
"James!"i shouted.
"Woah,Mr.malik..put the gun down...''
i slowly released him.
"James come back another time."
"Give me the gun."he said.
i gave him it.
The old man fell to his knees.
''I have came to make things,right,my time is short.Please understand,i was young and stupid.I was wrong,but you are gifted.You were the man.For God's sake have mercy on me"he begged.He was bowwing down to me,begging me.I didnt know what to do,but only thing to do.
i knelt down with him and touched his shoulder.
He look at me.We were eye to eye,I could see his sorrows and regret.i got up held out a hand.
He reached for it and i helped him up.
I sat on the sopa questioning myself about it.
Should I let it happen?And if I did would i ever forgive myself?I was always telling others,bad things happen for a reason,but was just another excuse?
There were no anwsers,simply because life has no anwser,just tanong and sometimes you have to take a risk and leap with no fear.
"Daddy,look what drew."Kenna sinabi with a smile.
She wobbled in the living room,holding a picture.
She gave it to me,it had a house on it with 4 stick people on it.The 1st one had a palda drawn on and the 2nd one had pants on.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the 1st one.
"Thats mommy."she said.
"Whose that?'i pointed to the segundo one.
"Thats Drew."
Pain struck my heart,i tried to be strong,but i got choked up.The other two were sperate.
"Those two are me and ronnie."
"Wheres Daddy and Alex?"
"Well,it doesnt matter.Ronnie says your going to leave again with Alex and mommy loves Drew."
"Look here.''i sinabi to her,"I'm not leaving ever,and dont you forget that.now come here,i pag-ibig you."
I grabbed her and put her on my lap and hugged her,tears slowly fell from my face.
"Ronnie.'i called out.
"What?'' she walked down stairs.
"Come here beautiful."
"whats wrong daddy?"
"nothing i just pag-ibig you guys so much."I got up and hugged her."Im not leaving."
She smiled,it reminded me of why i live.For my kids.
"Okay you can let go now'' she giggled.
"But I dont want to."I smiled.
"I gotta get ready,im going out to the pelikula with Derek."
"Your still dating that punk?''i asked.
"Yes,remember you said.."
"i know what i said,just how is jameson and Angel?''
"They came here earlier when you were asleep.''
"Really?''
"Yes now can you let go?Kennas getting jealous"
"Oh no she didnt!'kenna sassed.
I let go of Ronnie and picked up Kenna.
"You need to stop hanging out with your uncle Harry."
"But he gives me cookies"
"What are those?Some type of child biscuit?'
"Dad you know you like your child biscuits."ronnie said.
''Quit eatin my cookies!''
The door kampanilya rang.
"That must be Derek."
Ronnie went to anwser the door.
shortly she came back.
"Dad,Some man is here...?''
"Huh?''
On our porch stood with a cane, a familar elderly old man.He had gray white hair and sharp blue eyes.Looking in to his eyes i could see his soul.Such fierce eyes covered with anger but love.Immedatelity recongized him,courtneys father.
"Ronnie take Kenna and go in your room."i ordered her.
"but Dad.."
"Its yes sir,now go."
she left for her room.I stepped on the porch.
"Why are you here?"i asked.
"Why wouldnt I?''
"Your at my house,i ask the questions."
:"Is that your children?Shes very beautiful."
I pulled out a gun,and pressed it under his chin.
"You will not lay a finger on my children,I sware to god if you dont tell me why you are here?''
"What are you doing??"Derek walk on the porch.
"Please dont shoot!I mean no harm,ive changed"
I had to think about it...I had a gun pressed against an sick elderly mans head....it probablly made me look bad.
"James!"i shouted.
"Woah,Mr.malik..put the gun down...''
i slowly released him.
"James come back another time."
"Give me the gun."he said.
i gave him it.
The old man fell to his knees.
''I have came to make things,right,my time is short.Please understand,i was young and stupid.I was wrong,but you are gifted.You were the man.For God's sake have mercy on me"he begged.He was bowwing down to me,begging me.I didnt know what to do,but only thing to do.
i knelt down with him and touched his shoulder.
He look at me.We were eye to eye,I could see his sorrows and regret.i got up held out a hand.
He reached for it and i helped him up.
Miley's P.O.V
I was in the lake feeling the sun beaming my skin. I was paying attention to the target I breath deeply and let go. The target shoots right in the middle. I had a lot of activities I did kick boxing karate and archery. I lived up north not a lot of people lived here. Only like 4 people lived here. It was quiet and peaceful. I worked at a cafe. I was at the register when my bf comes in. Ugh I hated him. He would annoy me break my arrows I beat him once. He got stronger though. "hey you get me a prambuwesas tart". I roll my eyes and get the order. I brought it over to him but then I trip and the cream gets my nose I look and see him laughing. I get up and slap him then walk out. He grabs me from the hair and flips me over. "HELP". I kick him and run. I left my crossbow at home. How could I be that dum. I make it to the apartment and see a slash across the side. I cry and shake sa pamamagitan ng the wall.
I was in the lake feeling the sun beaming my skin. I was paying attention to the target I breath deeply and let go. The target shoots right in the middle. I had a lot of activities I did kick boxing karate and archery. I lived up north not a lot of people lived here. Only like 4 people lived here. It was quiet and peaceful. I worked at a cafe. I was at the register when my bf comes in. Ugh I hated him. He would annoy me break my arrows I beat him once. He got stronger though. "hey you get me a prambuwesas tart". I roll my eyes and get the order. I brought it over to him but then I trip and the cream gets my nose I look and see him laughing. I get up and slap him then walk out. He grabs me from the hair and flips me over. "HELP". I kick him and run. I left my crossbow at home. How could I be that dum. I make it to the apartment and see a slash across the side. I cry and shake sa pamamagitan ng the wall.
Harry's P.O.V
I went speeding to the hospital I passed two red lights. I saw ally balling her eyes out. We went to the hospital"PLEASE LET ME SEE HER I pag-ibig HER PLEASE" I say with like ten doctors holding me down. Eleanor and Danniell were crying Liam was hugging Danniell Louis was hugging Eleanor Niall was hugging ally.
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After several hours they let me see her I went I'n with some bulaklak they had across the street. "hey saph how are you babe" I say trying not to cry. "I'm sorry may I ask who you are" she says looking at me confused.
I went speeding to the hospital I passed two red lights. I saw ally balling her eyes out. We went to the hospital"PLEASE LET ME SEE HER I pag-ibig HER PLEASE" I say with like ten doctors holding me down. Eleanor and Danniell were crying Liam was hugging Danniell Louis was hugging Eleanor Niall was hugging ally.
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After several hours they let me see her I went I'n with some bulaklak they had across the street. "hey saph how are you babe" I say trying not to cry. "I'm sorry may I ask who you are" she says looking at me confused.